Can I have this dance?
:)
Unconditional-oveee
Take my hand, take a breath.
31.12.08
:) Let love lead me by the nose. :)

I have the thought of CLOSING my blog. :D
HAHA. ;X Cause I now very lazy blog. --"
OHOH, but schoool reopening le.
Schoool starts, confirm will post one .____.
Or maybe not.
For the sake of being a guaikia/geeek/nerd, I must not use the computer! :X
Or, maybe I'll just set it to private. :)
And if I do, I won't invite anyone.. LOL. :X
Maybe just my dearest. :D
Oh well, I'll think again some time..

OHYAH, IT'S NEW YEAR'S EVE TODAY.
Wooooooo, confirm a lot of tv shows. :X
LOL, but I super late wake up one.
Wtf .________________________________.


Tyvm for placing your trust on me. (:
I won't misuse it, :)
I admire you for being such a lovelorn fool. :X
I can never be like you. :)
Jiayou. :D
To say the truth, I would have never encouraged you in the past.
Never.. I never thought anything would come out of it actually..
But now.. Idk, sincerity is seeen in you.
Hopefully, your love for her won't be in vain.
I'M PROUD TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU. ;D HAHAHA. :D

You've set my heart to a glow.
From your perseverance, I feel that I should persevere too! :X
But I don't know.. I don't wanna like the wrong one.
HAHAAAAA, BUT EVERYONE ONE IS BOUND TO MAKE MISTAKES.
So....................................................
I guess I'll just make it a challenge for me. :)
Just like how I made it the same for my studies too. (:

Pull me close,
and take one step.

03:24

30.12.08
:) ):

hey all. :D

Woke up at 2pm today. :X
Hai, a goooodnight sleeeeep. :D :D

Watched drama from 2 plus till now. ;)
Nothing to do le.
Sian, school is like starting soon..
In 3days time, I think.
4th Jan still need go Xinmin sec.
Wtf, aiyoh. SIAN.

Oh man, I feel like cutting my hair.
It's tooooo long T.T
I feeeeeeeeeel troubled. --"
LOL, byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.

17:05

:) One last breath.

I said I'll sleep, but I'm not yet asleep.

Finally, one thing came to me.
I only thought of one this time.
I'm doing better than before..
But then again, another trouble.
I'm thinking of one who i can never be with.
Despite knowing that, I thought of waiting.
I don't know why, I just can't seem to let it go.
I didn't tell anyone, cause it doesn't seem like I should.
Even with that thought, I couldn't do it.
I can never tell you. Never.
I never wanted to let anyone know.
How I felt, how really really really miserable I feel now.
With the water on my face, I brush it away.
But the river never stops flowing with water.
If I ever tell you, I guess it will be during my one last breath.

I'M SO TIRED.
I CAN FINALLY SLEEEP.
LOL, NIGHTS. ;D

Vampireknightguilty rocks. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.

03:29

:) I just want love.

Pictures of you, pictures of me,
hung upon your wall for the world to see.


My kiddest but forever favourite cousin! :D

Bobbby emo. :X

Shopppping. LOL.

Nam, Makoto.

Me, Bob, Jas.

Jas and Bob at PasirRisPark.




I laughed at every picture of PD on the swing. :X
Sorry PD. :X
Audreyyyy.

Jasmine! :D


Makoto, he's not drunk hor. :X







Mango! :D

Curry Chicken.

Soft-boiled Eggs. :D



This photo is kinda funny. lol. ;x

Mixing drinks.



If I were him, after eating that, I'll definitely vomit. :)

Tadah, I'm a good girl that's doing my homework. :X

Mixing drinks again..






Bobbbby,

Jasmine,
And last but not least,
My dearest cousin :D
Done with the photos, but my computer is lagging like don't know what. -.-
Geeeeeeeeeez, sian.
Have been thinking a lot lately, making it hard for me to sleep.
I'm tired seriously.. But I can't sleep.
Life is full of unpredictable things.
Am I supposed to worry that once school starts,
trouble will spell itself out?
Did I really make the right choice with my studies?
Do I really have to keep a distance from him to save myself from falling down with a bad sprain?
Do I really have that much things that I can't get rid of?
Do I really want to be like this?
Am I happy or not?
Am I sad? Am I feeling miserable? Am I getting what I want?
So many questions, so little answers.
But just one single thing that I'm sure of,
I've already fell.
Love cures all problems, before it creates problems of it's own.


Pull me close,
and take one step.

01:12

29.12.08
:) Killing myself from desire.

This craziness is killing me,
I wonder why I'm waiting so long..

I'm back from chalet.
TIREDDDDDDDDDDDD LOR,
yesterday around 5plus, I think, reach there..
Slacked with Audrey and Bobby first.
Cause the rest haven't reach..
Then, slacked around at White sands, then headed to Downtown.
Hmmm, waited a while for Nam to reach.
Then headed to the rooom. :D
Second storey lor, gooood sia. :X
Okay, then slacked there till PD came. ;D
Slacked AGAIN, till Makoto came.
Headed to eat dinner.. I forgot what restaurant le. --"
Eat there CONFIRM full one, wtf. -.-

After that, headed to Fairprice to buy some tibits and so on.
Buy le, Jasmine came. :D
So headed back to Chalet. Then slacked there.. --"
Then the rest of us except Nam headed to walkwalk.
PD say want bring us go Fisherman village.
Wtf man, damn far. --"
Then reached there, CLOSE ALREADY.
Like, DAO PI lah. Wasted my energy T.T
Then walked to Whitesands and ate at Hongkong cafe.
Headed back at 10plus. :)
Slacked in the chalet room lor,
did homework. Finally, lucky got Bobbbby help me do.
LOL. :X I super lazy man, read dao I want sleeeep. :X
Now left 5more. YESYESYES.
I always thought it's impossible to finish that darn homework..
:X But oh well, went home at 12noon.

So tired ): Slept at 7am in the morning,
woke up at 10am in the morning.
Super tired lor.. I slept 3hours nia T.T
Reached home at 12plus.. Then straight away sleep.
SUPER TIRED. I slept till 7pm.. LOL.
I wouldn't have wake up lor.. But I wanted to watch tv.
So yeah.. Now I've eaten dinner, blogged, I have nothing to do.
Audrey and Bestfriend playing l4d. Sian --"
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Be careful of what you wished for,
cause you just might get it all.
If it's true, it will be great!

Pull me close,
and take one step.

20:13

28.12.08
:) Imsomnia.

Afternooon, what a bad night.
I think I'm suffering a lil bit of insomnia.
LOL, just kidding lah.
But really lah.. --" I slept for two hours last night.
And I was awake for 3hours. I finally slept at 5.30am. ):
Woke up at 12noon, super tired!
I'M SO LAZY TO GO OUT.

GAH, BYEBYE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.

12:44

27.12.08
:) Born with an attitude.

Last post before I turn in for the night.
Early isn't it. (:
Cause I normally pass midnight then will sleeep one. --"
But kinda no mood to do anything also.. Plus, tmrw going out.
So decided to turn in early. (:

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
Idk what to say lah. Tmrw go downtown..
Idk, I'll probably slack there.
How should I put it... I'm stubborn? Hai.
Whatever whatever whatever.
Super no mood now. Wtf.

I FEEL LIKE CRYING, WTF.
LOL. -.-

Pull me close,
and take one step.

23:22

:) Let you go, jerk.

Lol, I owe YiLin Newyear wishes.
Cause I didn't send her Christmas wishes. -.-
So yeah. :D

Woke up at 2 plus today.
Early in the morning(11am), I got woken up by kids.
Okay, not kids, idk whatever.
My brother's friends to be exact.
There were three of them.
And they went,
The first one : Josiah.
The second one : Tan
Third one : Zhixian.
THEY WENT ON AND ON AND ON, WTF. -.-
Until they called my house and my bro picked up.
NB, noisy until like wht. --"
Unbelievable .____________________.

Okay.. Blahblah, Nothing to blog also.
BTW, ?? IS TRANSFERRING SCHOOOOOOL.
WTF, WTF. WTF. LOL. :X Screw him lor..
I FEEEEEEEL SO IRRITATED ABOUT THE FACT THAT HE'S TRANSFERRING.
Even though I don't even talk to him.. I mean like,
after two years of friendship with his other friends and blah,
he just transfer like that.. Also not because of studies can.
Studies I can understand.. But cause of bball.
FYI, if you beat SGS in bball, i'll kill you for that. :X
Whatever, just takecare. Zz.

AND, you don't think too much le lah..
Can understand a bit of what you're feeling.
Hai, I also don't know how comfort you.
Just don't think too much already okay. (:
I'm always here. :D

Going chalet tmrw... 3pm at pasir ris..
Am I neglecting my friends, again?
I'll remember when, you came to me that night.
You said forever, that you would never let me go.
Here I am again, with nothing left inside.
But I don't wanna, but i gotta let you go.
You're the one mistake that I really didn't mind.
You beautifully and mercifully took me down.
Too little and too late to now then know your kind.
You think it's easy just to please me.
don't you know.
it's not like we haven't try, over and over again.
Sleepless nights, wrong or right,
goodbye.

Pull me close,
and take one step.

17:01

:) Last night, I didn't know what to say.

Pictures uploaded.. LOL, my computer not yet laggy sia. Amazing. :X
FYI, it might take some time to load. Be patient yeah. :D

PEIDA! OWNER OF THE HOUSE.

Nam, the joker..?

Jasmine and Audrey, pretty not. :X
Makoto, fierce right. :X
Sehseh de Bobby and Nam. (:

Bobby and Makoto.. I have no idea what they're doing. :X
OUR DINNER. WAH, I'M HUNGRY. ):

The boys/men enjoying their dinner.


Cakie, cakie! :D

Bobbbby is talking to his GF. :x

They are all drinking alcohol.. I'm the only good girl.

Is this photo funny? :X

PREZZZIES! ;DDDDD

Audrey won 100million yen... :D

Peeling and cutting the POTATO.

I swear he's like a housewife. :X

Makoto is gonna vomit!


Nam super mean. LOL!



It's clean.. Means, he haven't vomit yet. :X





Drunk still can so happy one. :X
Done with the pictures. :D
Idk you guys find the pictures funny mah.
But I do lah.. Cause I can remember what happened..
HAHA, what do I still wanna say..
OH, Sunday should be going chalet liao lor.
PD ask me don't dua him T.T
Then bobby, FUNNY LOR. I haven't say cfm go, he like cfm I going liao.
LOL! ;X Okay, he's gonna kill me for this.
BYE. ;D
I'm not in loveeeeeeeeeeeeee.
This is not my hearrrrrrrrrrt.
I'm not gonna waste these words.
About YOU. :D


Pull me close,
and take one step.

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