Can I have this dance?
:)
Unconditional-oveee
Take my hand, take a breath.
29.11.08
:) Stay my baby! :D

Yesterday night slept at 1plus to 2am.
(: Read Fairytail. Quite niceeeee. Hahaha!
Woke up at 1plus. (:
Used computer then started watching Hitman. (:
Watched till episode 72 then stopped.
Read Fairytail again. (:
Next chapter to read, 10.
But shall stop for now. (:

Uhhhhhhhhhh, yesterday night was great.
Hahahaaaaa, to be able to chat again like last time. :D
During school days, that is. :D
I miss schoool. ):
Damn, next year isn't gonna be starting good.
Again, due to that bastard, and Rokia, i believe.
Whateverrrrr. 2E4 is gonnna stick tgt.
Uh huh, but we won't drag those who aren't involved ofc.
Like, THE GOTHIC QUEEEEEN. LOL! ;X No offence. :X

Wellwell, BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ;D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:04

28.11.08
:) Mundane life.

Read eclipse the WHOLE afternooon..
Then went out at 6.40pm to Hougang point.
Met YiLin, Jx and Carol. (:
Takeaway to the playground at 929.
Then slacked there lot. (:
MPI went home earlier.
So left the girls. (:

HAD GIRLS' TALK.
HAHAHA! Were talking about the past.
And also about Rokia, _l_
Shyt her bodoh. Okay, maybe not her.
Just shyt whatever bastard/bitch that's out to harm US.
But i'm kinda sure it's a bastard.. -.-
Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

4th Dec still going out with Carol and YiLin. (:
Anwwwww, chatted till around 10pm then went home.
AND NOW I'M HOMED, OFF TO WATCH KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN. ;D
Seeeeeeeeyahs! :D

C'mon to think of it..
I've been a listener for wait too long.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:40

27.11.08
:) Hmmm..

WATCHED UNTIL EPISODE 65 LIAO.
Finally the battle ended!
FINALLYYYYYYYY.
Can go back to reading le. :x

Uhhhhhhhhh, idk what to blog actually..
BYEEEEEEE. (:

Hopefullly Twilight isn't NC16..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:44

:) Excitement.

Hey! :D

Slept at 3plus last night. (:
Then woke up at 12plus this noooon.
Hmmmmm, ate lunch then started reading Eclipse.
Very nice leh now! EXCITINGGGGGGGGGG.
But I stopped..

Then watching Hitman now. (:
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:33

:) I want to love you.. But I can't.

Watched Katekyo Hitman Reborn for a few hours already.
It's super niceeeeeeeeee can!
Funnny also.. But now fighting part.
Can't stop watching..
BUT IT'S SO LATE RIGHT NOW.

AND IT'S RAINING, OMFG,
it's the best time to sleeeep. ):
But now so exciting.. --"
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, WHATEVER.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


01:49

26.11.08
:) Sayloveeees.

(:

Read Eclipse just now..
Couldn't find the mood even though I read for a very long time.
It's boring if it's all about the legends of werewolves or Jasper's story. -.-
Whatever...

I don't know what to do now..
Use computer also sian..
Blahhh, bye.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:50

:) Adaptable.

Hmmmmm, I'm handling it better than I thought I would.

Wellwellll, talked to Audrey and Bobby for a short while.
Then I started reading. (;
I found MidnightSun's CHAPTER ONE.
It's about Edward's thoughts when he first saw Bella.
I shouldn't have read it.. LOL.
Should have waited..

Anyhow, I started reading Eclipse after that.
I wanted to read slower since Audrey isn't done with Breaking Dawn yet.
BUT THEN, IN JUST ONE FREAKING HOUR,
I read 100plus pages.
If I were to continue at that speeed,
I would have finished the book in like 6hours. -.-
Not trying to show off. -.-
Maybe I'm counted slow already.
Whatever, I'm gonnna rest now.

HEADACHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:59

:) >.<

Gooodmorning. :D
Finally I can say gooodmorning. :X

Haven't beeen waking up before 12 these days.
Anwww, i'm so bored.
Today gonna rot again liao. ):
Siannnnnnnnnn.
Ohyah, I think today is Angus's bday lor. -.-
I not sure. LOL.
Don't care. :X

Blog later.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


11:45

:) The truth is not always the saddest thing. :D

Who says the truth is always hurtful? (:

HAHAHAHAAAAA, this time round.
It didn't hurt, not a tiny lil bit.
Idk why.. Maybe cause it's the person I love a hell lot?
Or maybe cause I already knew. :D

Whatever.. Maybe you should really gnd.
But I'm not that very angry..
Whatever. I'm not gonnna push myself to you also.

I'm not that dumbbbbbbbbb.
Anwwwwwww, life is unfair. :D
live with it. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:55

:) Everything changes every one minute.

There's no reason for me to get upset.
C'mon, I've lived thru this before.
Why not do it again? :D

I'm not gonna make my life miserable by being sad all day.
SO, I MIGHT AS WELL SMILE MY LIFE AWAY. ;D
I did once, therefore, I'll do it again.

Life is unfair..
What can we do?
Ans : Live with it! :D
.
.
.
Hmmmm, Audrey still not online.
SHE SUPER SUPER LONG SIA.
I'm about to fall asleepp. -.-
But I wannna know the reason first..
WELLLL, BYE, NIGHTS.
Might be my last post for tonight.. or morning.
Whatever.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:21

25.11.08
:) No reason to get hurt.

I feel stupid.
HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:41

:) 一首歌的时间

雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为 何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动
就算做事做错 也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线我定了勇气
的终点

雨淋湿了天空 毁得很讲究
你说你不懂为 何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默 悔得很冲动
就算做事做错 也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦 分开了叫痛
是不是说 没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果 我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠
如果你想忘记我也能失忆

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气
哦 请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃
我只有那一天的回忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用太多失眠
哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪
让它留在雨天
哦 越过你划的线我定了勇气
的终点

你说我不该不该
不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
告诉我暂停算不算放弃
你说我不该不该
不该在这时才说爱你
要怎麽证明我没有力气
我只有一天的回忆


It's not that I dislike you..
It's that I'm just too shy to talk that much..
You don't know that much, like how you claim to..

Cause if you do..
you should know it hurts when you asked me to shut up..
Yesyes, I asked you to shut up tooooooooooooo.
But I don't shout.. ):

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:44

:) It's not that I want to, it's that I have to..

Home-d.
Met the girls at 1230 at hougang point bus stop.
Then we took bus72 to tampines.
Reached there, headed to Nokia shop le then went to Mac.
After that went to interchange to take bus10.

Then sat on the bus for tooo long till giddy.
So I alighted at Suntec City instead of going to ClarkeQuay with them.
Then toook MRT to woodlands to find Audrey..
Then blahblah. Lazy elaborate.

Hmmm, thankyouverymuch for sending me home.
AND DON'T KEEEEP SHOUTING AT ME, TYVM.

.
.
.
.
I don't want to.. seriously, but I guess I have to..
I don't know if I can do it, I need time..
But then.. Why isit that I can feel the pain inside me..
It's like I'm gonnna just cry.. sooon.

It's not that I want to, it's that I have to..
so as to prevent myself from getting hurt..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:09

:) ):

JesslinTanJieLing woke up at 6am this morning. (:
Despite sleeping at 12 last night.
6hours, definitely not enough..

Wellwellwelll, I couldn't sleeep back when I woke up.
So decided to use computer..

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Editeddddddddd/.

Well, I forced myself to go back to sleeep.
So I slept, till 1030 and the alarm rangg..
For a super long timeeee.. I thought my brother on song. --"
Wahhh sian.. going bathe sooon..
Byebyebyeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


07:06

24.11.08
:) It's not that I want to, it's that I can't help it.

Tmrw going Wooodlands with YiLin.
Thanks darling, for accompaning me..
Though I know you have a motive for doing that. :X

Anw, nothing to do now.
Promised some "BEST FRIEND" to sleeeep before 12.
Cause tmrw going out. -.-
Btw, kinda excited to seee Carol's rebonded hair. HAHAAAA.
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaai, I'm getting that same old feeling in me again.
Uhhhh, sian! Whatever!

It's not that I need you,
It's that I can't help it if I fall for you.
Even if I don't want to..
Then again.. I could have stopped myself..
Yet, I didnt..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:05

:) Confusion..

A bit hyper now.. --"
Slap myself awake. --"

OKAY, ANYWAY,
Received a call while I was eating dinner just now.
And it was PATTY that called :X LALALAAAA.
Anw, tmrw going out with Carol, YiLin, Pat and Pohmun. (:
Going CenturySquare to get Pat bro's phone.
Then off to ClarkeQuay to seee bags .__.

Then most probably after that go Wooodlands find Audreyyvooon.
Getting Eclipse from her. :D
Can't wait to read Eclipse, if not I'll rot at home with nth to do. ):
Watch tv, no shows. Play ds, no games. Use comp, nothing to surf.
Siannnnnnnnnnnnnn. Lucky the girls saved me. LOL.

Butttttt, if I go clarkequay then go wooodlands,
I wonder how damn long the trip will take. --"
I believe it's more than an hour .__.
Dieeeee, most probably go alone also.
Even worse, faint. -.-
But for the sake of Eclipse, I think I'll go. LOL.
Reallly uhhhh, cannot survive without Twilight now. :X

Haaaaaai, lost mood. -.-
Idk why. Though I still feeel hyper .__.

I don't wannna fall deeper in...

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:23

:) Keeping a safe distance..

Siannnn, nothing to do now.
Watched Hitman Reborn again, super funny lor!
Damndamndamn funnny. :X
HAHAHAAAAAA.
. Come to think of it, even if we really were in love, it wouldn't last still. C'mon,
. I mean, you wouldn't like me for long, that's for sure.. Neither will I..
. So, no point thinking so muchhh.. It just won't work out in the end.
. Keeping a distance...
HOWWWWWWWWWWWW. NOTHING TO DO. -.-
I should buy the teenage magazine soooon.
Very long never read le. :X
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:01

:) I can't believe I'm broken inside..

Goooodafternooon. :)

MY HOUSE OUTSIDE GOT INDIAN WORKERS .___.
He very noisy lehhhhh, wahlao. -.-
At least, dammit. He's still not gone. --"
Forget it.

I got a scolding from ahem for sleeeeping late! ):
I forget mahhhhhhhhh. ;X Neverminddddddddddddd. :X
Hmmmmmmmm, nothing to do today.

Idk what to do now.. -.-
Boreddddddddddddddddd.
Go out? Nahhhhhhhh.
Lazyyyyyyyyyy.

I wannnnna watch twilight. :D
TWILIGHT, TWILIGHT, TWILIGHT.
Y'know, Audrey said that teenage wrote that Stephanie Meyer is currently writing the fifth boook for twilight.
Not sure accurate mahhhh. Wahhh zai lor. :X Got fifth booook. :X
LOL, anwwwww, should have borrowed eclipse from Audrey ytd --"
I'm boreddd now.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:13

:) Commitments..

Did I promised someone to sleeep early? :X
Or did I promised that someone about another thing. :X
Anyhow, sorry.
.
.
.
Okay, I'm not asleep yet despite the time being 0359. :)
LOL, was watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn.
Wanted to continue watching one.. :X
But then very boring .__.
So decided to sleeeep after this post.

Chatted with Audreeeeeeee just now.
Told her about it.. Though I once thought it won't be a good idea.
But didn't expect her to feel.. happy about it? I think..

Once I make a commitment to love someone, I'll do it.
But will you.. if you had make a commitment with me?

I thought about this last night.. I couldn't sleep.
Just kept thinking, and daydreaming .__.
About how life would be if we were tgt.
But, WELLL, I'm a Pisces. And Pisces are known for being daydreamers.
CAN'T HELP IT RIGHT? Though I just burst my own bubbles in the end. :)
Oh wellll, he shall answer it for me. :)

NIGHTSSSSSSSSS. ;D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


03:58

:) Confusion..

I don't know if I really want to love you..
And I'm not very sure if you wanna like me too..
If you do..


Went to Orchid Country Club with my mom just now. :)
Smsed while on the way there.
But ended up having headache. Zz. -.-
Oh yahhh, reached there le, JIU SAW THE BRIDE.
How lucky! :X Anw, she's pretty lah! :D
I helped her lift her skirt up lor, wahlao, damn paiseh -.-
When I was helping, lots of people stared.
Ofc not at me, at the bride lahhhhh, but still very paiseh. :X

Anwwwwwwww, AUDREY damn late then come lah!
Thennnnn, after she cameeee.. We were slacking.
Cause they served food at 8.45pm. :)
Then ate lorr.. not bad lahhh the foood.
Anwwww, when they served prawns, Audrey and I bought Selina out for a walk.
Since we both can't eat prawns due to sensitive skin. :)
She's ultra kawaii can! :D SUPER LAH. HIGH MAN. ;x
She was SOOOOSOOOOSOOOO interested in me at first.
Then suddenly lose interest, wah heartbroken. --"
Sadddded, nevermind. LOL.
Finished at around 10.30pm. :)

Toook shuttle bus to Yishun then taxi-ed home.
Shalll post some of the photos we toook. :)





Btw, the baby is a girl okay!
I know she looks like a boy. :X
At first when I saw, I didn't really think about the gender.
Then when I saw her wearing a dresss, I suddenly rmb,
During the chalet with my family,
they said that she's actually a girl though she look like a guy.
So I started laughing when I told my mom. She laughed toooo. LOL.
Damn funnnnyyy, keeep forgetting .__.
I think it's cause she looks like a dad .__.
HAHAAAAA. :)

I missss Audreyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Wondering if I should go find her tmrw..
LOL.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:33

23.11.08
:) A lonely september..

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again


Heyyyyo! :D
UHHHHHHHHH, BOBBBY SENT ME MY BLOG SONG.
WAHHH, HYPER LIAO. ;X Thankyouverymuch! :D
Bigbangg rocks! :D

Hahahahaaaaaaaa,
Damn, I lost my darn moood.
Stupid can my mom. ZZZZ.
Wtf. -.- Neverminddddddddd.

HOPEFULLY, later go out with her,
she won't kp here and there.
Damn irritating, I tell you.
SUPER! She lil bit jiu not happy.
Then just scold my father like wth.
WHATEVER.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:35

:) It's just a dream..

Gooodafternooon. :X
Godddd, I just woke up.
And I CAN'T STOP SNEEZING. -.-

Later at night going wedding dinner.
Hmmmm, afternoon don't know do what. -.-
Boreddddd, don't know what to wear also.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, slept at 2plus ytd.
Hmmmmmmm, what to do now..

Byebyeeeeeeeeee. (:

Pull me close,
and take one step.


12:58

22.11.08
:) Bigbangggggg<3

New song.. (:
Bigbang's HaruHaru.
No idea what the title means --"
But the song is nice.. I like the chorus part.
Bigbang's songs are nice. :D

Idk what to do now..
I don't wanna watch Hitman Reborn.
Neither do I wanna watch Hotshot.
I don't wanna play neopets,
neither do I wanna play audition.
What I want..
I wanna read Eclipse.. to get my mind off things.
I wanna talk to someone.. that can make me laugh.
I wanna think hard.. to know where my mistakes are.
I just wanna relax.. I'm tired of doing anything already.

And apparently, the old me is coming backk..
That useless and weak me..
Can I rewind time.. back to when we were happily together..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:10

:) Lovesick..

600th post..

I'm gonna do it, like I've said before.
My thoughts..

There's always something within me that makes me fall in love whenever a guy makes me happy, feel special, blahblah. It's not something I can help with.. But it is something I don't want.. I mean, falling in love with guys one after another, wtf? I don't want to.. I wanna stay with just one. But guys.. who always bring comfort first, then end up just letting it go.. Like him.. I mean, if they truly love the girl, they wouldn't have done that right? They would hold on, even if it takes an eternity to do so.. They still will. But which guy can do it? Who cann.. make us feel safe and secure?

HotnCold. You're hot then you're cold. You're yes then you're no. You're in and they you're out. You're up then you're down .. Yupp, that's you.
You pushed me into comfort, then you pulled me out of it..
Then you keeeep doing the same thing over and over again.
What can I do? Feeel happy when I'm in comfort zone,
then feel sad when I'm out of it..


Someone, please call a doctor..
I'm about to die.. Of loveee.

---------------------------------------------------------------
I'm boreddddddddddddddddddddd!

Current songs of my choice.
Next to you - Jordin Sparks
Wo Hai Xiang Ta - Ljj.
Xiao jiu wo - Ljj.
Heaven - Bigbang.
I hate this part - PCD.
Love story - Taylor Swift.
T-shirt - Shontelle.
Feels like tonight - Daughtry
Lovebug - Jonas Brothers.
It's over - Jesse McCartney.
Crush&OnlyHope - Mandy Moore.

I'm currently listening to all these songs. :)
And two more chinese one, lazy type. :X
I'm addicted to Next to you and Feels like tonight.
I can freaking hell remember the lyrics despite not listening to the song long time ago.
I wannnaa read Twilight. ):
Can't wait for tmrw..

I feeel like I'm having a quarrel with you..
Are you irritated? Or are you just having fun?
Do you care at all? Idk, Idc.
I just feel weird when I'm with you.
Yeahhh, you're just having fun..
But I'm not.. I'm falling in lovee..
Shucks!


I shall end with a song. :)

Who will I be, it's up to me.
All the never ending possibilties, that i can see.
There's nothing that I can do.
Who will I be, yes I believe.
I can make the future the way I want to.
If I can pick out any one, I know the choice is up to me.
Who will I be..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


18:09

:) I gotta get next to you..

Gooodafternoon! :D
Hmmmm, I woke up at 1plus today. :X
Way toooo tired.

Thennn washed up, and used computer. :)
Smsed ahpeh also. :X
Thennn started playing neopets, tooo bored le. -.-
Then read New mooon..
Finished le! :DDDDDDDDDDD
It's niceeeeeeeeeem mannn,
finally Edward's back by her side.
FINALLLLYYYY, but Jacob.. So kelian :X
Anwww, the story didn't really ended..
Still need continue from Eclipse.
Hmmmmm, Audrey's gonnna bring it over to me tmrw. :D

Weedding dinnerr ~
What should I wear..

OFF TO BATHE, BYE.!

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:53

:) Looost Moooood.

It's past midnight already.
Shall blog again, liddat the posts won't all same day. :X

ACTUALLLYYY,
I have nothing to blog. --"
Just felt like typing..
Don't know whyyy..
But I started blogging at 12.28am,
and it might take some time before I end this. (:

I like my blog song! It makes me emotional everytime I hear it.
Haaaaaai, sighs.
)))))));

Uhhhhhh, shyt.
Byeeeee.

EDITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD/.

Haaaaaaaaaaai, listening to my phone noww.
Sim Si Han sibei sibei mean.
He asked PD to blog out a VERYVERY UNGLAM photo of Aud and me.
Ohmytian, asked PD don't blog le, he still blogged. ):
Bobbbby, screw you.. !

Hmmmm, plans for ahead.
Sunday going for Wedding Dinner. :)
Family thinggg, a huge coincidence that two wedding was helf on the same day.
Therefore, all our families have to split.
Two by two. Then I'm going with my mom.
Hopefully Audreyy's going there toooo.
Hmmmmm, Peiling and Peiyi will be there tooo. (:
Hopefully, can seee them. Hahhahaaaa.

Hmmmm, Angus called just now when I was out.
Uhhhh, next wednesday is his birthday.
He wanted to ask whether I will wanna go escape mahhh.
But no money uhhh, dropped the idea of going lor.
Then Friday is Adam's bday.
He's going out with YiLin and some primary school mates.
Lol, so, cannot celebrate also. Hahahaaa.

Then right now.. I'm talking to Aud, Nic and Bob.
Hmmmmm, nothing much to say.
Idk what to say.
I feeeel fcuking miserable.
Idk why. ):
Just can't get what I'm feeeling now.
Sadddd? Angry? Irritated? Oh, fcukshyt. Zz.

I yearn to be loved..
That's the only thing I know I want now..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:27

21.11.08
:) Super short post.

You kept doing it.
You pushed me into comfort,
then pulled me out.
Then you did it again,
you pushed me in, and then pulled me out.
It isn't your fault.. Just wishful thinking on my part.
But still... Haaaaaai!


I'm BOREDDDDDDDDD.
HAHAHAAAAAAA.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:36

:) Next to you. (:

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

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Changed blogskin.
Most probably will stick to this for some time.
Cause I really like the simplicity in this skin. (:
Hmmmmm, I'm off to play neopets.
HAHAHAHAAAA! ;X
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

AND, EVILKID#1 DE BIRTHDAY COMING LE.
HAHAHAAAA, CRAZYKIDS MUST REMEMBER SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOR. (;
ESP, YiLin, since you're gonna be with him that day. x)
hahahaaaa.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:48

:) (:

Toook bus88 alone.
Then when i was in the bus, I COULD SEEE THAT PEOPLE WERE STARING AT ME.
DAMMMIT, SO DAMN OBVIOUS. From the corner of my eyes, I could seee it!
That's the reason why I hated to be alone.. --"
Nevermindddddddddddddddddddddd.

Met Sheena and Simin at Bishan, I was late! :X
Cause the bus ride took more than 30minutes.
So longg mannn! ):
Then ate at Pastamania, SHEEEENA'S TREAT. ;D
Thankyouverymuch Hyperkid. :D
Then sat at Pastamania for a long time.
Chatting.. Was kinda boredddd. Lucky bobby smsed me.
LOL, and I smsed Audrey tooo. :D
After that, headed to AMK hub.
Sheeena wanted to buy stuffs.

Walked and walked ~ Blahblah.
Left at 6pm. (:
Then home sweeet home.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


19:14

:) loveeee.

(:

Gooodmorning people. (:
Woke up at 9am today. (:
Early hor. :X
LOL, anw, used computer first. :D
Watched HitmanReborn, like finally!
Seriously, I have to admit that the show is REALLY funny.
I can't believe I have to laugh without opening my mouth so as to not wake my brother up.
First time.. LOL.
It's supersuper funny lah!

Going orchard later with Sheeena and Simin..
Hmmm, meeting them at bishan first.
Damnn, take 88, SUPER SUPER LONG. ):
Somemore take at 1plus, a lot of pple.
Zzzzzz, uhhh, nevermind.

I'm off to read new moon..
byeeeee. (:

Pull me close,
and take one step.


10:55

:) Damn.

Ignore the previous post.
Ha, just fooling around.

Moodswings.. Havent' felt them for sometime.
And now, it's coming back..
Fcuking hate it.
Super super hate it.
Shyt. Feeel like banging my head against the wall.
Dammit! Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
MY MIND IS IN A WHIRL.
.
.
.
.
BYE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:08

20.11.08
:) a post dedicated to SIMSIHAN.

A POST DEDICATED TO SIM SI HAN. :D

LOL, I didn't wannna blog.
Cause nothing to blog .__.
Then SIM SI HAN ask me blog.
So I shall blog.
HAHAHAAAAAA.

Went to AMK just now with Audreyyyy.
Walked into Popular to find bookmarks.
But couldn't find any.
Bought horoscopes book instead.
Then headed to hub to find, also cannot find.
Anw, we walked for some timeee.
MY LEGS NEARLY BROKE. MY BACK TOOO.
The new mooon boook super heavy sia .__.
Neverminddd, took 165 home.

Throughout the entire trip, was smsing SIM SI HAN.
LOOOOOOOL, SIM SI HAN was eating at Sakura lor.
RICH! Hahahaaaa, you owe me Ben&Jerry's icecream. xDDDDDDDD
SIM SI HAN has a lot of excuses.
SIM SI HAN makes me speechless ALL THE TIME.
and SIM SI HAN is a MEANIE! ;D

NAHHHHHHHH, A POST DEDICATED TO YOU, THE BIGGEST MEANIE IN THE WORLD.
SIM SI HAN.

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! ;X
I feeel stupid. --"

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:44

:) iloveyouuu.

Goodafternoon. :)

Slept at 4plus again, woke up at 1.45pm.
Hmmmm, later going home le.
Loool, Audreeee's gonna accompany me.
She wanna go AMK hub look for bookmarks.
:) Uhhhh, I'm bored now.

New mooon..

A walk to remember is nice! :D
The lead actor and actress both shuai and chio lor.
The actor darn shuai lahhhh, even shuai-er than Robert Pattinson.
He's the Edward Cullen in my imagination, seriously.
Damnn shuai lor! But I bet he's old nowww. LOL.
The show is like super old already.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ;D
Maybe will blog tonight. :)

Pull me close,
and take one step.


15:02

19.11.08
:) Loveeee, doesn't decides everything.

my 590th post. :D

Hmmmm, slept at around 4plus this morning. ;x
Then woke up at 1.30pm. :X
Joa and Aud didnt go to schoool today.
Despite the fact that their alarm and message tone were disturbing my sleep.
Seriously ._. Those two are pigs.
I woke up when I heart Aud's alarms.
PLUS, i slept later than them somemore.
They are definitely not earlybirds!
Audreyyyyyy, you dont get to eat worms. :X

Hmmm, then went for lunch at foodcourt.
Stayed there till 6plus ._.
Ohyahhhh, I started on New Moon today.
Dang, I nearly cried when I was reading it in the foodcourt.
Held back my tears ._. Afteral, I'm in a public place.
Super sadd lor. ): Edward left Bella.
The days without Edward by Bella's side is kinda boring.
.___. SUPER boring!
When I was reading, I could totally feel the pain Bella was feeling.
Seeee how captivated I was, first time read such a THICK booook.
Jiu loveeeee it so much. :X
Everyone should read it, or watch the movie. :D
18 December! Waiting ~ :D

Hmmmm, nothing to do now.
Going back tmrw. Alone. ):
Saddded siaaaa.
Friday going orchard..
4dec going bugis..
Uhhhhh, I wannna watch hitman reborn. :X
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ;D



Will you take away the soul of someone you love, because of love?

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:30

:) Losing sight of my surroundings..

:) Kinda felt weird not blogging yesterday.
But I didn't think of blogging at all.
Tooo indulge in Twilight already.
I have officially finished the first boook. :D
And I'm gonna start with New Moon tmrw. :)

Hmmmmm, currently blogging using Audrey's laptopp.
I'm staying over at her house.
ANDDDDDDDDDDD, I won't be freee this week.
Apparently, I'm going out on Friday and Sunday too. :)
Well, hmmmm, idk. I didn't come to stay at Audrey's house for the book, y'know.
We are afterall cousins and we should spend some time tgt.
HAHAHAAAAAAA, sounds stupid. But I mean it. :)

Okayy, went to watch Madagascar with Audrey and her schoolmates just now.
Hmmmmm, thanks Bobby for the ticket. :)
Tooo shy to say infrnt of him, all I could do was just stare. :X
Though I know we wouldnt be able to read it even if I blogged it out. -.-
But then, nevermind. :) At least I said it.
Anwww, the show was kinda funnny.
Yeahhh, funny. :) Audrey's laughter is contagious. HAHHAHAAAA.
Uhhhh, nothing to say alrdy. Seeeyahs. :)

Hotshot! :D
Twilight! :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:17

16.11.08
:) Maybe it's just my imaginationn..

Yo, back from my grandma's house. :)
Was in the moood to blog just now ..
But kinda lost it, somehow ...

Neverminddd. Shall blog about TWO THINGS only.
I watched Hotshot Part One last night with my cousins.
And I TOTALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH IT.
C'mon, the actors are SHUAI AND CHIO lor!
Ahhhhh, I was totally melting when I was watching how the guys treated the girl.
Uhhhhhhhhhhh, I want. ):
Okay, finish about this.

Secondly, I read Twilight today. :)
Can't believe I read it, but I did. :)
Until page 100 only, which is like Chapter 6, Scary Stories ..
Hmmmm, can't continue reading since the book belongs to Audreeyyy.
And we all went home, I can borrow from her.
But Joachimvooon is reading tooo.
So maybe, I'll wait for it, or buy it some time. :)
It's super niceeeee, yeahhhh, I agreeeeeee. :D
And I'm not lazy to read it now. Hahahahaaaa.
The end.

Mooood fits perfectly to a song right now.
So baby, call me crazy.
But I think you feel it too.
Maybe I, maybe I,
just gotta be next to you.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:54

15.11.08
:) Drawing dayyyys.

Yoooo. :D

I'm going to my grandma's house later. :D
Can't wait to eat her foood. :X
Anywayyy, Katekyo Hitman Reborn rocks ehhh.
Watch from Youtube better ._.
Load faster. :)

Andand the theme song of the show, ROCKS ALSO.
Will upload when I have time. :)

IF YOU WANNA FIND ME, PLEASE CALL OR SMS MY HANDPHONE. ;)
CALLING MY HOUSE WON'T DO ANY USE EXCEPT WASTING YOUR MONEY.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ;D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:44

:) heart, thoughts, feelings!

Okayyyy, I wanna blog about some things.
Then again, I'm lazy to type that much.
Actually, that SOME THINGS are things from the bottom of my heart.
Or maybe not bottom, my thoughts maybe. :)

I don't usually like blogging my thoughts out.
Wait, THOUGHTS ABOUT PERSONAL STUFFS, y'know. :)
Causeeeeee, well, I don't like it when people asks about it.
Causeeee, it's kinda awkward. :X
Then .. if the person ask in msn, still okay.
In real lifeeee .. Totally AWKWARD.
But then again, if the person talks about it with another person,
then start deluding themselves that I meant this and that,
then it's even worse than asking me personally. LOL.
Wth am I saying. --"
This is OBVIOUSLY NOT the thoughts I wanna say. LOL.

Apparently, these are WHAT I ALWAYS EXPECT if I were to blog out my thoughts.
Thats why .. I'm always holding back.
Maybe I dont show .. But there are TONS OF TIMES when I feel like saying it out.
But didn't have the guts to ..
Me no guts to admit feeelings. :X

But I do admit the fact that I always type "guys" before changing it to guts. -.-
Typo errroor. -.-
Dammmit, I feeel random. Zz.
.
.
.
Ehhhhh, my thoughts...
Shall continue it next time.
I must catch my beauty sleeep alrdy. :)

Pull me close,
and take one step.


01:02

14.11.08
:) Untitled.

Uhhh, before the clock strikes midnight, i should really say this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY! :D

Okayyyy, that's goood. -.-
I couldn't use the computer today,
BECAUSE OF MY BROTHER. --"
It's his turn anw. -.-
Nevermindddd, actually going out de.
But cancelled. -.- Mom should have said earlier,
liddat can go out with Mandy and co le.
Nevermindddd, rotted at home the WHOLE DAY.
No smses no computer.
Okayyyy, maybe got smses ..
But it was just ADAM who is bored (wth -.-)
And Audreeeeey. :D Who asked me questions.
Then rotted, watched TV only.
Play DS till sian liaoooo. --"
No new games. Zz. LOL, I wanna play DJMax. :X
Heheheeeeeee, SENGSANG FASTER COME BACK ):
YINGYU, FASTER FINISH YOUR GG STUFFS. ;X
AND ADAM ... --" I WON'T THINK ABOUT HIS PSP FOR GOD'S SAKE.
He wont lend me one .. Lend stead nia. :X

OKAY, REWIND.
Anw, going grandma's house stay with audreeeeeeeee tmrw. :)
Not sure dean going mahhh ... Hopefully she does.
Super SUPER long never seee her alrdy.
Maybe she become more chio le! :X Or more lian. :X
Just kidddinggg about the ahlian part. ;X
Uhhhhhhhhhh, SUPER BORING.
SHOULD I WATCH HITMAN REBORN NOW? -.-
I DON'T REMEMBER WHICH EPISODE I WATCH UNTIL LEHHH.
DIEEEEEEEEEE, STM. --"
.
.
.
I'M SUPER HUNGRY, OHMYTIAN. D:

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:54

13.11.08
:) I ain't happy with you leaving me, but .. what can i do.

Because I don't have the guts to admit my feelings,
there is nothing I can do, but feel sad.

------------------------------------------------------
'Cause you're hot then you're cold, you're yes then you're no. You're in then you're out, you're up then you're down. You're wrong when it's right, it's black and it's white. We fight, we break up. We kiss, we make up.
-------------------------------------------------------
Uhhhhh, super boring!
Didnt do anything since my previous post. --"
Watched TV niaaaaaa.
How pathetic .. -.-
Quite a number of new songs from Eugenia today. :)
Thanks a lot girl! :D

Seeeeeeeeyahs.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:22

:) Babbbyloveeee.

Hmmm, woke up at 11plus today.
LOL, I think Adam smsed me the moment I woke up.
But didnt see the message ._. Cause set silent. :X
Played with my DS till 2plus, then saw his message.
Yingyu called tooo. Adam said to go to Pohmun's house.
But when I replied, cancelled le. :X
Don't know why also. But I didnt call Yingyu back though.
Wonder what she wants ._.
Lazyyyy. :X

Uhhhh, today is boring.
Maybe I'll watch Hitman Reborn. :)
Continue watching, even though the media sucks.
--" Uhhhhhh, byebye. :)

Pull me close,
and take one step.


15:38

12.11.08
:) Idk how to feel.

Went out with Stead and Adam.

Took bus to AMK to meet Stead first.
Then waited outside CHEERS for Adam.
So not gentleman sehs, let girl wait ._.
Then headed to Foodcourt for lunch.
Then went to take a look at EightPercent before heading to take the MRT.
Toook to Somerset, then couldn't find WismaAtria. -.-
But Adam saw it, so we walked there.
then reached le, Adam sent his phone for service.

Wanted go wooodlands find Audreeey de :X
But they don't want ):
Nevermind, toook MRT to DoubyGhaut then change line.
Tooook to HougangMall, went down to LJS.
Wanted to see if Angus working :X
But only saw Siewchin and Gina. Looool.
After that slacked at Malll.
We spent quite some time browsing through the books in Popular. LOL.
Super funnnnny, hahahahaaaa.
Headed home at around 4plus. :)

Home sweeet home.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:53

:) Stupid.

:) Ohaiyo everyone. :D
Woke up early again.
But I dont want to. :X
I couldn't sleep last night.
Don't know why, maybe aircon too cold le.
I kept tossing and turning on the bed,
cannot find the perfect sleeping position -.-
then only at around 8am, i managed to sleeep.
But I woke up at 1030. Wth ):
Uhhhh, nevermind.

Heading to Wisma later. :)
Cause Adam wanna repair his darn phone. --"
Assssholeeeee,

Pull me close,
and take one step.


11:22

:) It's a beautiful lie.

I was born to tell you I love you.
I am torn to do what I have to.
To make you mine, stay with me tonight.
And i'm tired, of being all alone.
and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.






How do you fix a heart that is damaged?

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:16

11.11.08
:) Loving someone isn't easy at all,

Super bored yeah ...

Tmrw maybe going out.
To wisma ...
Super long never go siaaa ..
Last time I went was with Wenling.
Which is like, last year.
Don't know how go also le --"

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn,
I'm boreddd.

Have beeen viwawa-ing this few days --"
Playing sushido :X LOL.
Tried Wahlords with Adam just now.
Super lame, I lost ._.
Screw Adam for bombing me. LOL.
Idiot siaaaa ..

Substitute; Spare tire; An extra; I'm nothing.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:55

:) Walkaway.

Gooodafternoon. :)

I woke up at 1pm today. :X
Damn late, but was really tired last night.
Andand, I had a dream again, fcukit bodoh. -.-
Cause it's about the same person. Fcukfcukfcuk.
Nevermind ...

Hmmmm, yesterday stayed at Adam's house till 6.30pm. :)
With steaddd ofc. ;D Then went home lor.
Had dinnner, totally rotted at night.
Was so bored, decided to dig for my homework. :X
Found my chinese one nia, zzz.
I do one passage don't want do le. --"
Hate chinese. :X
Hmmm, maths worksheet still missing. :X

later my mom coooking dinnner. :D
Got hotdogs also. :X
Heheheheeeee, very long never eat le. :X
Uhhhh, OH YAH, watched Katekyoushi Hitman Reborn.
YiLin recommend de, not bad ehhh. :)
Quite funnny, hahahahaaaa.
but don't wannna watch le, the videos sucks.
Lagggy + load super long.
Zzzzzz, prefer crunchyroll and veoh --"

Don't wannnna blog le.
Ciaooooooos.
-------------------------------------------------------------
I can't take it any longer.
Thought that we were stronger,
all we do is linger.
Slip into my fingers,
I don't wannna try now,

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:47

10.11.08
:) It's a love storyyy, I want our love story.

Uhhhh, I'm bored ...
I have the urge to blog.
But I don't know what to blog ._.

Haaaai, tmrw gonna rot at home le!
Ahhh, super bored lah.
Stead agrees tooo.
Andand, I lost my homeworks.
HAHAHAHAHAAAA, i cannot find that freaky chinese book and my maths worksheet.
Nevermind ... Shall dig for it next time.

btwbtwbtw, Jefferson buy boooks alrdy leh.
Kiasu lor :X So early buy. LOL.
Today first day to buy booook jiu go buy le. --"
Anw, he said that Amaths and PureChem boook super thick.
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. LOL.
Hopefully, our next year Amaths cher, will not ask us to bring textboook. :X
Hopefully she just wants us to bring notes.
AND HOPEFULLY, IT'S MSTAY. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Andandand, hopefully, MsMok won't want ask bring Chem boook also.
HEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEE, I lazy bring thick book to school and back to home.
If need bring, I think I'll leave in class and flunk that subject. :D

Seeeeeeee lah, Sec threeee so stress.
Now alrdy stresss le. :X
Lol, I wanna stay in Sec twoooo forever ._.
Or Sec one ... Mmmmm, better. :)
Uppper sec ): How would it beeee ..
Eeeeeyaaahhhh, I don't want blog le.
CIAOS.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:28

:) :P

:) Now that Adam's house.
And he sucks. HAHAHAHAAAA.
HE SPAM NUDGE ME LOR!
WTH!

Anw, Pohmun is playing PSP now.
Then I'm having a conversation with Soonhuat.
Andand, he's an evil kid okay!
Like Adam. Andand, Adam keeep come disiao me.
Wahlao, i dont like people to see when i'm blogging.
esp, not adam lim.
BLEAAAAAAAH. :P

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:34

:) You'll always be my thunder.

:) Good morning all.
I'm up early today.
Reason : I'm going out at 12 later.
Therefore, I can't wake up at 1pm like I usually do, right? --"

Andand, I asked Jordan to send me the song again. :D
Andand, this time, IT WORKED. :D
Wooooyeah! :D Big thanks to him! :D
Uhhh .. Idk what to do now.
Have to like bathe also. -.-

OHYAH, I HAD A DREAM, AGAIN.
But it's about Rain and Thunder .. Wth? --"
In my dream, two person were singing.
One called Rain, the other called Thunder.
Then Rain kinda sang the thundery part, which is like, METAL liddat.
Then Thunder sang those sooothing one .. You know, possible lah.
THEN, no one clapped. Then they saw a man.
They asked him for help. And the man told them,
"since your name is rain and thunder, you must have that."
THEN RIGHT, AT THAT MOMENT RIGHT, I WOKE UP, DUE TO A REAL LIFE THUNDER.
Super loud one, omfg lor --"
Am I really dreaming .___.
Wth ...

Pull me close,
and take one step.


10:27

9.11.08
:) PHB, why was it you!

Hmmph, driving me nuts!
IHATEYOU.

Okaaay, I'm going to HougangPoint to have lunch with some of the crazykids.
I believe I have mention that alr right?
Anw, I'm not very sure who's going.
Is Soonhuat and Carol going? ._.
Im not sure at all.
Lazy ask Adam -.-
Shall meet them tmrw lor. (:
Can't wait actually.
I can't wait to get out of the house.
LIKE FINALLY CAN GET OUT OF THE HOUSE then no one jio me out. -.-
I know Sheena has been jio-ing me out long ago,
but I think she's too busy to do so now.
Since she's working. :X
Heheheheeee, andand, I have to go out with YL and Carol someday.
To buy new bags .. Yup .. Most probably next month. :X
I wanna buy my books first, so that I can decide what bag to carry.
It's gonna weigh a hell lot .. -.- Thickthick boooks. ):

I hate changing classes, seriously.
And I kinda hope Sengsang won't transfer out. LOL.
If not very boring in our new class.
Mostly 2E1 peeeps ._.
*Pray hard* :X

Anw, I don't wanna blog already. -.-
Shall .. go do something ...
But what ...

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:59

:) Why was it you ...

I love my blog song <3
Heard this song in Kerlin's blog. :))
Uhhh, it's from PCD which stands for Pussycat Dolls.
From their newest album, Doll Domination. :D
Super nice lor ..
But when I put the song inside my phone, it went a bit sot leh. ):
Anyone have the song? :X Can like send me. LOL.
Then I try put inside my phone memory see whether sot mah.
Saddded. ):

Okay, stayed at home the WHOLE DAY.
Tmrw going point meet some crazykids. :)
Uhhh, Adam sucks! :X
Seriously though, he really sucks. -.-
Screw him. Whatever.

That dream ..
It pictures you and i tgt.
Then we met your ex, who took me on a night walk.
Kinda followed behind her quietly, not daring to make a sound.
Then I contacted you and told you where we were.
And you came ...
And that awkward silence with her was gone.
... Why was it you ...

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:08

:) Woundwoundwound.

I had a dream .. A very stupid dream.
Okay, not stupid. Okay maybe it is.
But, dammit man. Wdf is that dream for anw.
Why did I have that dream .. --"
This is STUPID. Nevermindd.

I can't use the computer today.
Because it's my brother's turn.
Therefore, I can only use my DS and handphone.
SO, if got anything, sms me. :D
Or call also can. :)
Seeeyah. :)

Pull me close,
and take one step.


13:49

8.11.08
:) crazy e4. :D

Uhhh, changed skin. :)
Used back the one I used long ago.
The cbox abit extra hor ._.
Nevermindddd. Edited a few pictures today.
Maybe to cover the ugly me with words and effects. :D
HAhahahaaaa, super love some of the edited pics. :)
Will uploaddd yeah, at the end of the post. :)

Today whole day stay at home ROTT.
MPI smsed me just now.
Cause Chingye coming down Hougang.
LOL, he owes me something! :D
Becausebecausebecause he didn't get A1 for English. xD
Serves him right for being haolian. :X
JUST KIDDDDING. XDDDDDDDD






Andand, don't know who invited all 2E4 peeps into a conversation.
Now conference. Super laggy.
Nevermindddd, kinda funnny also.
HAHAHAHAAAAA.
Seeeyahs. :D

uhhh, i wanted to post.
but i couldn't think of a title. --"
idiot. LOL. Nevermind.
Anw, the conversation between the e4's are kinda crazy.
byee.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:36

:) :)

:) Goood afternooon peopleeeee. (:
Uhhhh, slept at don'tknowwhattime last night.
Woke up at 12, AGAINN. --"
Anwwww, once again, there is NOTHING to do!
Damnn pathetic. ):
I wanna go out. I wanna go out. I wanna go out. ):
Not much people online also ._.

Andandand, it's gonna hurt a hell lot when ahem reads it.
Uhhh, a hell lot. ):
Neverminddddddd. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


13:54

7.11.08
:) It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you.

Ahhhhhhhhh, I'm boredddddddddddd. ):
Really boredd ... Seriously, boredddddd.
-------------------------------------------
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do
-------------------------------------------
Adam offline on me! LOL. Mean asss ._.
Uhhhhhh, I'm super boredddddd.
Grrrr, Audrey's having a test now ._.
Uhhhh, gooodluck cousin. :D
Nevermindnevermindnevermind, I play DS.
Hmph. ):

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:14

:) If I were to press the rewind button ..

First, Sengsang has flown back to Cambodia alr!
Lols, yesterday was the last day to see him.
Cause he's gonna be gone for the WHOLEEEE HOLIDAY.
Yuppyuppp. :)

Hmmm, thenthen, I woke up at 12noon AGAIN. :X
No wait, to be exact, it's 11.40am. :)
Cause Adam msged me --" And it was a really weird one.
Who starts a message with " Oi... Where u? " when you aren't going to meet the person you smsed.
How weird, seriously. --"
Uhhhh, then I started with Phoenix Wright again. :X
Hahahahaaaaa, must COMPLETE! :x

Uhhh, ate lunch. :)
Then now nothing to do.
Boring holiday!
Blah, seeyahs!

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:03

6.11.08
:) Th-loveeee

Uhhh, unlock my blog already. :)

So yeah, all readers are allowed.
But that doesn't mean spams and craps are. (:
Tag about relavant stuffs. Not rubbish.
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Uhhhhhh, I'm bored!
Have been smsing Kenneth the WHOLEEEEE DAY.
Lol, bored mah!
Cannot blame. ;X
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Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

PS: Im still not over you.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:55

:) Midnight's melancholy.

Hey all. :)

Had a weird dream last night.
A really weird one, cause I dreamt about him.
Why oh why .. LOL. Nevermind.

Woke up at 12noon today due to Yingyu's phone call.
Hmm, didn't wanna meeet them at first.
But cause I had to return MPI the disc, no choice lor.
Then went to Point find them.
Then headed to Yingyu's house with Sengsang.
Slacked lor, then now they playing PSP.
I'm using the computer. Uhhh, the keyboard rocks lor.
Unlike other laptops, this one very easy to type.
Cause the keys are not that big. So closer.
And then I'm also sitting beside the window,
that's why it's VERY WINDY. Enjoy the feeling.
A bit melancholy though. LOL, isit used correctly? :X
Nevermind, I'm leaving sooon. ;)

Uhhh, i'm feeling weird.
Don't wanna have this feeling but I can't help it.
Seriously, it is hard to let go of someone you love.
But I have to. Then again .. I don't want to ..

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:27

5.11.08
:) Weirdo.

Uhhh, one very weird question.
How did Mardhiah get inside my blog .. --"
Weirdddd, I thought it was locked.
Uhhh, nevermind.
At least it's her, not anyone else. :)

Hmmm, I just woke up not long.
Washed up.
Another day to rot at home. --"
What to do, what to do.
Watch Tv? Use comp? Play DS? Watch animes? ._.
What a boring boring plan.
Uhhhh, nevermind.
I'm used to rotting! :D

Seeeyahs!

Pull me close,
and take one step.


11:26

4.11.08
:) Wtf.

uhhhh, Ken and Nicholas are driving me CRAZY.
FCUK CRAZY. Ohhh, cb --"
Uhhhhh, I don't know what the hell Nicholas want.
Seriously, at first talk okok.
Then he suddenly don't know say what.
Say and say then now stop. Wth.

Then Ken .. I don't know what the hell he is saying.
Wtf, you know right, even by locking my blog.
I have that feeling he can still read it.
He's that good at hacking into accounts RIGHT?
Ahhhh, wtf.

Leave me alone for goodness sake.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


15:25

:) I loved you gradually as time passes by.

Slept till 1pm today.
Same as yesterday :X
Wonder why so late actually ._.
But I woke up at 6.30am and my room's door was open.
Must be my mother didn't close properly ._.

Anyway, I'm bored.
Wanted to eat maggimeeeeee, but then don't want eat.
If don't eat, means I'll starve ._.
Uhhhh, whatever --"
Don't know what to do now.
Watch Special A, I guessss ._.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


13:52

:) Reminiscing the past.

Reminisced the past and I found out I loved you without a clue.

Uhhhh, I don't feel like sleeping.
Hahhahaaaaaa, I don't know why also.
Should I sleeeep ..
I'm so not steady man, now I think I should sleep.
A lil persuasion can make me change my mind.
Lol, pathetic lil me.
Nights everybody. :D

Uhhhh, I desire the feeling of being loved. :X

Pull me close,
and take one step.


01:09

3.11.08
:) You left me when I needed you.

Haihai, chatting with CrazyAdam right now.
Gah, he's really noisy. LOL.
Seriously, NOISY.
LOL, and he is such a cheater. HAHAHA.
Anw, shuthefcukup Adam lim. -.-

Uhhhhh, some unknown ass added me in msn.
How stupid, again. A person by the name of Jeff Leng.
Idk. --" Ah, ask how get my email, don't want say.
HOW TO TRUST. Wahlao --"

Adam has quieten down, how great.
But actually, at the wrong time.
I mean, I'm having an unknown guy disturbing me.
And when he could have just distracted me from the guy,
but I don't know where Adam went. -.-

Nevermind, I still have Sengsang and Joachim. :D

Now I don't feel like blogging.
How darn lame. Ciaos.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:59

:) I chose to love you when I could have chosen not to.

:) Watched .. AH, what anime did I watch ._.
OKAY, nevermind. :)
Just watched Special A, again. ;x
Applied medicine to wound alr.
Hurts like hell, godammit ._.
Nevermind, BEAR WITH IT.

I'm boredddddd!
Holidays are boring.
Staying at home is boring.
Having a wound is like so damn boring.
Hai, it's 12.31am.
And I'm tired.
Goodnight everyone. :)
Sweeeetsweeeet dreeeeams. :DD

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:28

2.11.08
:) Tell me why, did I have to fall in love with you?

Slept at 2am last night. Ate suppper. :D
Hmm, woke up at 12noon.
Ah, my wound .. --" I scratched it in the middle of the night without knowing.
Ah, whatever. Doesn't seeem to have improvement at all.
Ate SharkFin's for lunch. LOL.
My grandma cooked it. :D
Super nice ah, was watching Princess Diaries also. :)
Blah, watched Ouran High School Host Club.
Very funny also. But today not in the moood leh.
Ah, bored!

Again, chatting with Kenneth last night.
And he was still asking the same question DESPITE saying tht he wont ask it again.
--" so contradictive uh.
Ah I'm gonna dig for food.
Byebye. :)

Pull me close,
and take one step.


15:53

1.11.08
:) When I grow up.

:) Watching Ouran High School Host Club now.
It's like SUPER NICE AND FUNNY.
The only anime which makes me laugh non-stop.
This anime is the only one which I cannot guess who the LeadActress will end up with.
Damn weird lah. And as usual, the anime got shuai ge!
HAHAHAHAAAAAA. :X Super shuai though he's really mischievous.
Hahahhaaaaa, anw, just a reminder, DON'T RELINK ME OKAY. (:
Save my blog link in favourites or whatever, just don't relink.
Thankyouverymuch. :D
I'm off to watch Ouran High School Host Club now.
CIAOOOOOOOOOOOS! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:39

:) Disturbia.

Changed my blog link. No one knows just yet.
Don't wanna ask pple to relink also.
They can know my link, no relinking please. :)
Thankyouverymuch in advance.

Hmm, slept at 12plusplus last night.
Was smsing Chingye and Kenneth.
Chingye is like in China right now.
How darn great! I totally miss China lah! ):
Wait, I miss Wuhan. :X Andand Guangzhou Airport. HAHAHAHAAAA.
Wuhan's trip was fun lah.
Suddenly remember how Patricia's laughter led the two lost friends to us.
And apparently, the two lost friends are Carol and YiLin.
They couldn't find us due to how BIG Guangzhou Airport is.
But they heard Patricia's laughter, and yeah, they found us. HAHAHAHAA.
Damn funnny. Okay, REWIND ~

Hmm, wound better alr. But the other arm also have a bit le.
LOL, PATHETIC. Lucky still can move. If not I'm gonna be a robot le. :X
Ah, boring ! Nothing to do. Should I watch animes? ._.
Maybe maybe maybe .. I could start with D-Gray Man or Naruto.
Then again, don't feel like watching.
Any animes to introduce? ._.
Wah, blah ~

Be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


12:45

:) Life is cooool. :)

I'm talking to Audreeee now.
Andand, we're talking about an asss.
It's so freaking disgusting when I think about it. EEEEEW.
Ah anw, I'm thinking about something.
But it's really funny when I thought of it.
Would anyone frame themselves for a friendship? ._.
It's about something Audreeee told me just now.
About her friend's friend. Damn freaking funny lah.
Damn weird lah, super weird.
Ah whatever.

Anwwww, I love Audreeeee tons. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


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