I waanna cry. ):
Today was okay. Went to school as usual. Erm, yeah, MrChen never come again lor. Maths and Science was complicating lor. ): My brain now work very slow. I'm doing my work so much slower than before. Even Carol, Patricia and YiLin can understand the question faster than me. Diao, must work yi xia my brain le. ): And because of this dumb brain, I think I left my phone in the billiard room. ): Cries* Hai, moood totally lost now. ): Hais, sorry MPI. D:
I'm sorry Mpi. Really sorry. I know the messages are important to you. I have no idea why, I can actually forget about the phone. ): I'm really sorry. Even though your mom was saying that it was a bad idea, you still believe that i won't lose it. But now, I did. You must be feeling very disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in myself too. ): There's no point saying sorry right now. I know that. I don't know what to say. I'm typing this without even looking at the computer. I just type out what i'm feeeling. Sorry ...
I've never been so disappointed in myself for a very long time. The first time when i was so disappointed in myself was a year ago. During his bday celebration, that day left me with nothing to face the seniors bballers. ): It wasn't something i can forget that easily. My best friend and my boyfriend not in good terms. It wasn't easy. Going out with my best friend and not letting him know. Ofc he didn't ask me NOT to go out with her. But i know he won't be happy if i do so. And that day, that particular important day to them, i went out with her. Well, what's done cannot be undone. ): A day without you is just like living in misery. A year without you is like living in a hole where only 1 out of 1000000000000000000 of the world can be seen. And a lifetime without you, is like being sucked into a black hole, never able to see anything .. but darkness.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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