Since i've to wake up at 8 tmr. :x
But i shall blog for a while.
I know i'm no longer like before.
When we first broke up, i know i was weak.
I realised how weak i was, seriously.
Lol, thinking about it,
i feel that i was dumb.
Lol, to feel so sad over you.
It was like, i was destroying my life. :x
Diao ~ I still have that blog when i blogged out everything.
I FEEL SO STUPID ah! LOL!
Blog out everything -.-
Like one fcuking idiot that's desperate for your love ._.
Hahahaaaa. :x
Anyway, well, last year's June holidays was a total disaster.
I was so sad that you broke up with me that i couldn't even do my homeworks.
Lol, i could still rmb, i once thought to myself,
i should have finished my homeworks before we broke up. ;x
That was what i was thinking at that time ;x
But now, ofc i thought i was dumb lah. :x
Anyway, this year's June holidays.
I'm having the same feeling like last year's.
The feeeeling that i get when i wake up in the morning.
Right, i would always check if you smsed me in the morning :x
But now, ofc cannot lah -.-
Also no phone liao :x
Anyway, zzz, i kept having that same feeling.
A really weird feeeling.
It's like having you by my side again.
Ofc i know that's not going to happen.
Since you alr have her. And i'm not really happy about it.
I'm not jealous then not happy lah.
I just feeel unfair for HER.
Hai, does she deserve that like, seriously.
I won't blog out what happen lah -.- Stupid.
Whatever it is, it just isn't really fair for her.
But oh well, the world is unfair.
That's why no one is perfect right?
Including you. (:
Blah, i just wondered if you ever knew,
that i still ...
Nevermind. Lol.
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Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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