Can I have this dance?
:)
Unconditional-oveee
Take my hand, take a breath.
30.6.08
:) There's a story at the bottom of this bottle.

Mooood : Ok-ok lor.
Song : Dear maria, count me in. (:

Eh, chatted with Edmond last night. Like finally ah? After so long, when did i lost my phone again? ;x Anw, I haven't chatted with him since then. Hahahahaaaa, then yesterday he online. (: So chatted lor, as usual, he don't let me sleeep. --" Ended up, I still manage to convince him to let me sleeep. :X BUT, when I was going to sleeeep, the damn aircon, dripped water like hell. It has been dripping for days. But yesterday night was the worst! But now okay le. :D Finally, some silence at night. xD

Anw, went to school this morning. Erm, was kinda late. Since I ran back home from the overhead bridge to take my ez-link card. Seriously, I think i ran a lot and VERY FAST today. I nearly went out of breath when I was waiting to board the bus. Seriously, climbing up the overhead bridge twice?! LOL! Nevermind. Then reach school, didn't sit with the girls except Carol. Cause we were rather late. Anw, early in the morning, the godamn teachers destroyed my mood. No CCA nia, need to make a big fuss mah? It's MY O'level results, NOT YOURS. C'mon, I HATE CCAs. Fcuk, It's just wasting my time, seriously. It isn't gna help me relax lah! Dumb fcuk. --" I want join library. MrWee don't allow. Even more pissed! I want join, you also don't let. Whatfcuk! --" Decided to join IT anw. With Mardhiah, shunbian pei Pohmun. x) BUT ah, MrWee give us till next week to find. ROKIA ask us find TODAY, tmrw tell her. Wah cb lor. --" I cannot find the teacher today lah. So lazy to find. God, tmrw morning must kena again. Really pissed. Zz. Die ah! :x

Anw, had science lesson. The class was really noisy today. Cannot tahan lor. --" Feel like strangling them. MrsChong also dulan. LOL, then went for recess. Went back to class. Going for checkup alr. Then ah, MissHuang keep asking us go out. They also keep talking, i also dulan. --" Keep shouting at them to get them out. Lol, Kitson's method. He told me " Switch off the lights, everyone cfm go out. " Lol, I was like, huh? But still they went out lor. Then off the lights and went to AVA room. (: Then checkup and so. (: Then went for English lesson. MOST pissed de. Damn, so noisy lor. What kind of group is that?! They not serious at all lah. All gimme crap questions and answers. Two guys sleeeping. Then nonono, wrong. This PARTICULAR guy, multi-tasked! LOL! He did two things lah. --" Ended up, I really dulan le. Zz, I did the first question myself. Second question let them do. --"

After that was Maths. Finally, I had some peace. Yeah, even Angus quieten down that time. --" LOL, anw, learning Volume and Surface Area of a Pyramid. (: Then ah, very funnny. ;x When I was doing maths, Pat didn't say a thing. When i was writing lyrics of the song " I Miss You - Hannah Montana " She said I gave that serious look very scary. Therefore, she thought I was doing Maths. In fact, I wasn't. Lol, anw, it's the last period. Relax a bit. :D Ohyeah, I heard the conversation between Angus, Sinyi and Afrina. God .__. Shall not mention it. LOL.

After school, took MRT to braddell. Wanted to make Class Tees de. But the person not there. Therefore, tmrw go again. (: Oh well, went to play bowling later on. Only Soonhuat played. Lol, ohyeah, when we were eating at Braddell mac, we laughed REALLY loudly. Okay, maybe not us. But Pohmun sure did! LOL, make me lmao too. LOL, she laugh until very kuazhang. The reaction damn big. Then later, some girls came along. When we leaving, one of them said " Diao simi diao. " Like, make us all go HUH? LOL, I didn't hear her though, cause I walked off first. Then two girls came out and asked carol whether she got ask them " play where? " Like, in chinese, it's different lah. --" But ofc we didn't lah. Who so lame :X Just kidding. Oh well, forget it. Lameshyt. --" Saddded laaaaaaaaaah, tmrw must see Rokia's face again. ): Cannot le, she everyday scoldscoldscold. ): Please, I hope she isn't marking our attendance tmrw. I will fly, I tell you. ;x Hahahhaaaaaa, byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:36

29.6.08
:) Unexpected.

Moooodless. --"

Woke up at the same old time. Which is 10plus lor. (: Then watched tv. :D Hahahahahaaaaa, then ate lunch. Bathed and used computer. Talked to MPI and Pat. (: Erm, then Sengsang called to ask about maths. Hahahhaaaa, just hang up nia. Anw, I feel like playing maple. --" Maybe i'll blog later. Heheheheeee. Seeeeyou. :D

I have never added anyone in friendster. But this time, i added you. God, my courage is used up. --"

Lol, back to update. :D Played maple just now. Partyquest. :D The leader has serious attitude problem. And the other partymates are kinda KIDDISH. --" And I found out one of the partymates is only 11years old. That kinda explains everything. :X Oh well, whatever. Watched tv later on. (: Audrey told me something really funny. Damn, she's retarded can?! How dare she scold me retarded also lah! :x Lololol, I'm going to watch tv later. (: Tmr got health checkup. Kinda don't feel like bringing PE. But no choice also. --" Oh well, seeeeeeeeeeeeyou. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd

Pull me close,
and take one step.


13:29

28.6.08
:) Phoneyyyyyyyyyy.

I can't go on this way.

Talking to MPI and Sheena right now. What the hell can, Sheena is using W380i right now. And she says that it sucks a lot. And after talking for some time, and reading the reviews and blah, I kinda think the phone sucks also. The screen is damn small ah. Only appearance nice nia. --" Whatever lah. I'm giving up that phone, seriously. Lol, I wanna get back 5300 alr. Lol, don't care ah. I still like that phone more. --" It's not sucky anw. :D

I remembered something when I was tossing and turning on my bed last night. I lost the bday present that Carol and YiLin gave. Dammmit. I like the present hell lot. It's a handphone chain made in GiftAName. So, you should know it's my name right? Anw, it's on my phone when i lost it. Darn it, fcuk that person upsidedown man. --" Seriously, wth. One fat guy wear hotpink polo tee. Wtf, throw away the faces of other peeps that are wearing polo tee. --" And if anyone happens to wear a hotpink polo tee, then I'm sorry ah, I wasn't referring to anyone of you. Just that fat ass that stole my phone. --"

Awwwww, seriously, I love that chain alot! Awwww, sadded. ): Hai, nevermind. I'm gonna get 5300. Yes, I'm gonna get it. (: I freaking love the earpiece and how loud the music goes. xDDDDDDDDDDd Btw, Jordan rocks ah! :x He helped me find my blog song. :D:D:D Thanks alot really! :D Oh well, feeling really giddy right now. --" Must catch some sleeep alr. Goodnight people. Loves<3

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:52

:) Sweet Dreams. <3

What a wonderful dream!

(: Woke up at 5plus, my mother came in. Cause aircon dripping water lor. --" Then woke up at 8plus again. Slept back, woke up at 10am. Washed up, used computer a while. Then went to bathe. Erm, came out and used computer again. Later going Pohmun's house do History Project. I hate History lah! So many projects! Go and die man --" I hate projects. Blah.

What a nice dream. :x Wasn't expecting it to be a dream about you. :x But well, I dreamt about you. Eh, maybe cause I was thinking a lot about you lately. ;x Lol, whatever lah. (:

Pull me close,
and take one step.


11:08

27.6.08
:) Sistership'<3

:D Hahahhaaaa, great day!

Had lessons as usual. :D Sang the national anthem twice! -.- Dumb, but okays lor. (: Then had IT. :D Mr Krish LOVES to shout " Can you all keep quiet! " Hahahaaaa, 2E4 tooo noisy le. :x Always like that de. Booooo, then I don't have a computer. --" So i shared with Irene. :D Then after that was Science. Supposed to have a test, but postpone. (: Learned more on Ionic Bonding. And btw, the spelling for SULPHUR has change to SULFUR. What the hell, right? --" I don't understand why actually. But I think I'm still used to writing SULPHUR instead of SULFUR. Dots! What about Sulphate and Sulphide? -.- Change to Sulfate and Sulfide ah. :X LOL! Lalalalalaaaa ~

Went for recess. (: Brought our bags down too, cause next lesson DNT. Queued for our food with our bags on. It feels a bit weird, lol. Then ate lor. --" Lucas came and give my stead(:X) greentea again. So materialistic ah! --" Then went for DNT. LUCKY leh, Ms Siti take us. :D The odd numbers let MrHum take. --" They say not fair cause last year Ms siti alr take EVEN numbers. But nope, they're wrong. xD Last year, Ms Siti took odd numbers cause I was one of them to be taken by her. xDDDD Damn good ah Ms Siti. :D But she never come today. Mr Tan toook over. Went to the workshop. Started on our Acrylic lor. Sawing, sanding, filing, and blah ~ We did that today. I was darn slow man. --" Cause a lot of pple do Sawing. So i waited till lesser people. Then after i sand finish, I helped GuoMing sand. --" Anyway, Jefferson helped me do filing and the sanding with the wet and dry paper or something. --" Whatever, I don't rmb. Anw, THANKS Jeff! :D

Then I was the last to do the polishing. :x But nevermind. xD Got time mah. :x Anw, DNT made me became DUST GIRL. ;x Since i sanded TWICE, my whole body was full of DUST. So jialat lor. --" Whatever. After school, went to eat. Then Pohmun and YiLin went back to school. Left Carol, Pat and Me. (: So we went to take the bus. On the way there, a bit funny lah. Carol say ahemahem they all following us. Made me lmao. :x But ofc is fake lah. --" Just same way nia. Then took 74bus to Hougang. Walked to clubhouse. (: Wanted to book pool but I think got meeting again. --" Then slacked at Clubhouse lor. Discussed about class tee. Came up with a design for POLO TEE alr. V-shaped Tee, I don't know liao. --" Zz, oh yah, we saw this REALLY CUTE lil girl. Hahahahaaa, post her pictures now. :D






1st and 2nd picture : The lil girl. :D 5years old neh. :x
3rd picture : Took with Carol, the lil girl and her sister. Eh, i know i look dumb. --"
4th picture : The design Carol came up with. It was different from the one we thought of in the clubhouse. (:

Anw, 2E4 pics, some comments for the design please? (: Hahahahaaaa, oh, BYE! :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


19:43

26.6.08
:) It's just a little too late.

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

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Heheheeee, this is a nice song. (: Liked it the first time i heard it. It wasn't even the full song. Just the starting of the song. And i like it alr. (: But kinda hard to find this song? I've never heard of the artist before. Lol. Ohyah, Joycelyn's blog song also nice. Amnesia by Cherish. :D Kinda hungry right now. I'm currently thinking of -------. Lol, don't know why also. --" But kinda thinking of what he did last time. LOL. I regretted once leh. But now, also don't know liao. But it's impossible lah hor? So long le. Hahahahaaaa, two years alr. -.- No hope, no hope -.- Oh well, I'm going to watch tv. :D

You never failed to win me in a race across my mind'<3

Pull me close,
and take one step.


19:04

:) :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Sistership'<3

Eh, went to school as usual. Early in the morning jiu got punished by VP and DM to sing the National Anthem over and over again. Cause sing too soft. Lower sec sang 4times. Dammit. -.- So stupid lor, all the upper sec looking. Then damn funny. Keep laughing everytime we sing. Cause some purposely sing very loudly. Hahahhaaaa. Then seee Rokia with Carol about the CCA thingy. Don't have CCA won't die de. They DIEDIE force me take CCA. I hate CCAs. -.-

Had english lesson first. Full of moood that time. Since starting of the day. But next lesson History, jiu want sleeep le. -.- Always like that. MrKuan talked a lot today. Then had recess. Then Chinese lesson. Quite boring also. :X Then Geography. Not boring at all. Hahahhaaaa. Then Maths, got things to do, so okay lor. Eh, maybe i mixed up Maths and Geo lesson, forgot le. ;x Then music lesson last. Damn, BORING lor. Jefferson slept like Sleeping Beauty. --" He slept throughout the WHOLE lesson. Then keep waking him up lor. --" Then after school, went to Mall. :D

Went home first. (: Saw my neighbour and his friends. Saw Hanrong too. God ~ :x Then went to mall, saw Carol at interchange. LOL, she waited for us since she met her jie alr. Then went LJS eat lor. Then went to walkwalk. Saw Lucas, Alex, XianZhang, and Bryan* Lol lor. :x Then went up mall de playground (: Tooook photos there. Got one thingy right, like swing liddat. Then i sit on you, i slide down, so dumb lor. -.- Very scary also. LOL! Damn paiseh ah, lucky no one there. :x We toook ALOT of photos. Hahahhaaaa. Maybe about 30plus. Hahahhaaaaa, maybe upload photos later, since i haven't got them yet. Heheheheeee, seeeeyou. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:42

25.6.08
:) What a day!

Mood : Grumpy. --"
Reason : Too tired.

What a beautiful dream. But it was spoiled by my alarm clock. --" Washed up and prepared to go to school. Went to school with Joycelyn since the girls went in first. (: Then had lessons as usual. Boring today. --" Oh right, 2E4 is going to make some class tees. But we can't agree on ONE SHIRT. Not design. JUST THE SHIRT. Can imagine mah. --" Some want PoloTees, some want V-shaped tees. Damn --" Mostly is the non-chinese don't want. But now, the malay girls all okay with PoloTees alr. Left the guys and so. Hai, so tiring lah!

What a bad day actually. --" I saw Hongboon at the overhead bridge. Then later I saw Peiyuan at the clubhouse. Dots --" Faint lor. Zz. Dotsdotsdots. Don't wanna blog le. Byebye. -.-

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:52

24.6.08
:) Disappointment.

Ohmytian, I'm sorry. ):
I waanna cry. ):

Today was okay. Went to school as usual. Erm, yeah, MrChen never come again lor. Maths and Science was complicating lor. ): My brain now work very slow. I'm doing my work so much slower than before. Even Carol, Patricia and YiLin can understand the question faster than me. Diao, must work yi xia my brain le. ): And because of this dumb brain, I think I left my phone in the billiard room. ): Cries* Hai, moood totally lost now. ): Hais, sorry MPI. D:

I'm sorry Mpi. Really sorry. I know the messages are important to you. I have no idea why, I can actually forget about the phone. ): I'm really sorry. Even though your mom was saying that it was a bad idea, you still believe that i won't lose it. But now, I did. You must be feeling very disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in myself too. ): There's no point saying sorry right now. I know that. I don't know what to say. I'm typing this without even looking at the computer. I just type out what i'm feeeling. Sorry ...

I've never been so disappointed in myself for a very long time. The first time when i was so disappointed in myself was a year ago. During his bday celebration, that day left me with nothing to face the seniors bballers. ): It wasn't something i can forget that easily. My best friend and my boyfriend not in good terms. It wasn't easy. Going out with my best friend and not letting him know. Ofc he didn't ask me NOT to go out with her. But i know he won't be happy if i do so. And that day, that particular important day to them, i went out with her. Well, what's done cannot be undone. ): A day without you is just like living in misery. A year without you is like living in a hole where only 1 out of 1000000000000000000 of the world can be seen. And a lifetime without you, is like being sucked into a black hole, never able to see anything .. but darkness.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


18:47

23.6.08
:) I don't wanna care no more.

Moood : Any word to describe happy! :D

Heheheheeeeee, I didn't blog yesterday hor? :x Sorry ah, cannot use computer, damn. --" Stupid brother lor. --" Anyway, MPI lent me his phone yesterday. :D Cause we went to Clubhouse. While we were at Clubhouse, played UNO. Damn, kept laughing when Pat, Carol and I chatted tgt. Forgot about what, but we just kept laughing. :D Hahahaaaaa, stayed until a certain time, and then went home.

Today : FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL! Saw all my classmates. :D Hahahaaaaaa, I think the person that changed the most was JEFFERSON lor. --" He cut his hair, LAYER. Then become VERY SHUAI! :O I just said that. :X LOL, not really VEEEEEEERY shuai lah. Okok lor ~ Better than last time. :) Andandand, went to schoool this morning with Carol and YiLin. The others went in first, didn't ask why ._. Then saw PHB the moment i sat down --" Oh yah, I did something REALLY embarrassing last night. Damn freaking embarrassing. But nevermind lah. :X I don't mind telling actually. LOL, I online-d msn, and wanted to say thankyou to MPI for lending me his phone. BUTBUTBUT, because MPI's msn nick was on top of hb's, i pressed the wrong one. --" And without checking, I straightaway typed " MPI MPI MPI! Thanks for the phone. :D " Then i pressed ENTER. I looked up, and saw the display picture. Then i was like " EH?! Isn't this hb's display picture? " Then i checked the name and i was like " OH SHYT! >.> " Then jiu blah ~ Damn paiseh lor. I told two pple today. And I think both of them laughed, or maybe just one. Forgot le. Damn lor --" Paiseh ~ .__.

Oh yeah, read Eugenia's blog and realised that Hb got ulcers. --" Also don't know what to say, but i guess Takecare? Whatever ~ Anw, school today was rather boring. As usual, Ms Rokia was like --" Scolding Carol for no reason. --" Carol merely stood up to ask me what lesson is going to be next, she said that Carol wanna change seat. --" C'mon, Carol is happy with where she's sitting right now. I'm sure of that and it's because she can look outside the window and daydream :X Hahahahaaaaaaa. :x Anw, after school, went to clubhouse. (: Played poooool. Then jiu go point. Blah ~ Lazy to elaborate le. (: Oh well, I guess I'm looking forward to school tmrw. (: Seeeeeeeeeyou. :D

Btw, WORK HARD FOR THIS TERM! :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:47

21.6.08
:) Gooood mooood. :D

Song : What About Now.
Mood : Looking-forward-to-school mood. :D
Thoughts : Why the hell am i having so many dreams!?


Friday : Rotted at home ah. Totally rotted ! Couldn't use the computer. No games to play in DS. Only PhoenixWright and Pokemon --" Therefore, i was really totally bored! Dots, then later, i stopped playing DS. So, my brother started on PhoenixWright. He played and watched tv at the same time. That means, i have got nothing to do --" So i ended up sleeping at 8.30pm to 9.30pm. I woke up, and realised my mother off-ed the computer. So i on-ed it and started playing. :D

Then played awhile. Watched Special A. :D Damn nice! Heheheeeee, tooo bad until episode 11 nia. The male characters inside all shuai de lor. :x Whatever, slept at around 1am last night. Cause started playing PhoenixWright again. But once again, I'm stuck-ed at the trial. So stopped playing and went to bed. Eh, woke up again at 3am. Cause my brother tell me that the electricity like got some problem? Suddenly no light, no nothing. Then a few minutes later, back again. LOL, anw, i didn't care. I slept throughout.


Saturday : Woke up at 1pm. :x Washed up and started watching Special A till now. (: Went blog-hopping and hopped till Jasmine's blog. Nice ah ~ Hahahaaaaa, cheerful as ever. :D Eh, maybe i'll blog later. Major stomachache right now --" Oh well, my mother wanna use anw. Seeeeyou <3

Updated! :D

Let my mother use computer just now. She said last game, but she still continued playing. Damn --" Anw, feel like playing maple since there's nothing to do right now. Lol, guesss, i'll blog later again? Or maybe tmrw. (: Seeeeeeyou. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:12

19.6.08
:) I wanna live my life as a fairytale.

Song : What About Now.
Mood : Don't-know-what-to-think mood.


Whenever i listen to What About Now,
it brings my mood down, right to the bottom.
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the stars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?


Your love is all i ever wanted. I don't know how to feeel. To feel stupid that i love him so much? Or to feel that it's worth it waiting for him? Ofc, everyone will say it isn't worth it. Like c'mon? This kind of guy where got worth it? Right? But i can't help it. I won't say i think it's worth it. Cause I'm having mixed up thoughts as well. I won't say it's not worth it, cause there were good memories. But right now, we're perfect strangers from two different worlds, i suppose. What to do? What to say? I wanna say ily, but I don't know how. I really don't know how, how to talk to someone that gives me a cold shoulder? I wanna be friendly tooo, but I don't know how. Dammit!

Putting on a mask. It's hard, but i could still do it. It's not like i'm free from troubles. But i know i'm not the only person so confused or whatsoever. I'm not the only person like that, i know there's more out there worse than me. What every girls wants .. I suppose is to have a guy that loves them, much more than she loves him.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:45

:) It's not something you can decide.

Sistership'<3

I'm back. (:
Took 147 to Pohmun's house. :x
Lol, i think i like Hougang more.
Cause more shuai ges. :X
LOL! Anw, reached Pohmun's house.
Yingyu and Pat singing Karaoke.
Sandee, Pohmun and Carol playing monopoly.
Lol, then after a while, ate curry chicken. :D
I'm the slowest ah :X LOL.
Then did project. Well only Pohmun did it.
And Carol but Carol i think is copy and paste RIGHT? :X
LOLOL, i don't know anw.

Then toook 109bus to Hougang Point.
Bought Macdonalds and headed over to clubhouse.
Ate at the bbq pits there.
Then went down to clubhouse.
Started our gossiping sesssion. :X
And some people loooking at SHUAIGE lor.
LOL, very funny sia.
Patricia --" Whole clubhouse full of her laughter.
Lmao! Keeep laughing non-stop.
Talked about EVERYTHING. Hahahaaaa.
Maybe tmrw going play pool with Carol.
Then MAAAAAAAAAAYBEEEEEEEE go find Mpi take N73.
Maybe nia. (: Seeee carol want pei wo mah. :X
Hahahahaaaaa, but must ask Mpi also. (:
Oh well, seeeeeeeyou. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


19:14

:) Someday, i hope i'll realise what's going on right now.

I'm back home ! HOMEHOMEHOME! :D

(: Went back home after lunch which is at 5plus.
Cause we very late then wake up. :x
Then liddat lor, toook mrt then bus-ed home with my brother.
Not that boring cause got DS.
(: But my DS playplayplay until suddenly no song. --"
Stupid -.- So i took it out then off it and re-on it.
Anw, I slept at around 1.30am last night.
Busy playing Phoenix Wright. :D
My brain was there last night. :X
LOL! Finally finished that damn episode.
--" SO hard sia. :X
Nevermind.

Woke up at 12noon today.
Pohmun called. Picked up the call,
realised they were all heading to Pohmun's house.
Lol, i wonder why YiLin isn't going?
After all it's a project work, they kinda in the same group right? :x
Lol, nevermind, ask them later. (:
I'm supposed to be out alr.
But my hair still wet leh, lazy. :x
Wonder later going clubhouse mah.
Lol, hope so. :D
Oh well, going out sooooon.
Seeeeeeyou. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


12:57

18.6.08
:) Quizquiz. :D

Tagged by Yingyu to do this quiz.

the rules are :
bloggers who have been tagged have to start with ten random facts about themselves.
at the end, you have to choose ten people n tag them about the quiz (:

1) I can't sleeep without hugging Feifei. :x
2) I love my famiy and friends. :D
3) I'm part of the crazyseven. (:
4) My favourite colours are purple and sky blue. :D
5) I can be quiet sometimes, and whenever so, people says i emo. --"
6) I'm proud of being a Pisces. And being born on the 7th March.
7) I don't really wna get good results cause it kinda makes me competitive.
8) I don't smoke and I don't drink. I'm a pure guai kia hor ! :x
9) I love hotdogs! :D And sometimes when i crave for a food and i can't get it, i get irritated at EVERYTHING! :x
10) I have no idea who i'm in love with. LOL. Dumb -.-

Here are the lucky ten ppl:
1. Audrey (I know you don't like to think, but tooo bad. xPPPP)
2. Geraldine :D:D
3. Eugenia :D:D
4. Sheeeeeena :D:D
5. Joycelynnnnnnnn :D:D:D
6. Sinyi :D:D
7. MPI :D:D
8. PeiLing? :D
9. Xinqi :D:D
10. Anyone lah -.- Ran out of pple. :x


Still at Audrey's house. (:
Yesterday night, went to play bball at 888 there. :x
Don't understand, nevermind. :x
Erm, at first only the cousins, rae, kyo and kyo's friend.
Then later, Joe and Bernard appeared, kinda shocked?
Cause i was looking at them play bball then one bike came --"
Then Joachim's friends came lor.
A bit weird leh --"
But got shuai ge. :x
I realised he loook like who le, HERMEN. or issit HERMAN.
:X Whatever lah. Looook alike jiu dui le.
Blah, at night came home eat.
Yumyum ~ :D Then slept till 2pm. :x
Don't feeel like blogging alrdy. Seeeeyahhh.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


14:12

17.6.08
:) I Miss You So Much Suddenly.

I'm officially staying till Wednesday alr.
Sorry Pohmun. Must change again. ):

Sian, I don't know what to do now.
Using Audrey's lappy to blog now.
Yesterday was using her papa de. :x
Hahahaaaa, now her papa de my brother using.
He keeep going "YES YES!! I WIN!!"
Cause he playing DriftCity. Lol.
Diao, I wanna online msn ah. :x
Right, it's 0138 liao.
But it feels like 10plus nia. :x

Lolololol, Joachim use my DS put Gameboy Advance de Cartridge.
Lol sia. Later spoil :x
Now listening to Happy Birthday.
Very nice leh. :x
I feel like I'm chaatting while blogging.
Like talking to myself. --"
I feeel so tired right now.
Eyes closing, right now,
everyone's awake except Audrey's papa.
Cause he need work tmrw.
Oh yah, tmrw night going play bball.
I'm obviously not playing.
Just tag along nia. Lol.
Watch them play lor. (:

I'm really tired now.
Seeeyou. :D

What if our love never fade away?
What if it's just lost behind words we could never find?
But i guesss, that's just not possible. ):

Pull me close,
and take one step.


01:34

16.6.08
:) ((: LOL day. :x

(: I wanna play pool.

Sadded, the girls playing pool now.
Lol, should have gone home yesterday.
Then today can go Pohmun's house do project then go play pool.

So bored now, chatting with Nicholas, Mpi and Audrey.
Audrey ponned schoool now at Library.
Mpi i think at camp.
Nicholas i don't know? --"
Very funnny sia my aunt.
Make me LMAO.
I don't even know what i'm LOL-ing to Nicholas and Mpi about.
I feel like LOL-ing now. :x
Lol, sian, nothing to do.
Don't know going to eat or not.
Guess so. :x

Byebye.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


15:46

15.6.08
:) Drifting away.

I totally forgot that i had to do history project with Pohmun.
Shyt man, sorry girl. :x
Really forgot ._.
Changed to Wednesday do alr.
Paiseh ah ~

So bored, still at Audrey's house.
Can actually go home now,
but kinda don't feel like going home yet.
Lol, it's kinda boring here.
But i hope i can go out later?
Like go find my aunt or something.
Otherwise will have to rot here.
But Audrey got schoool also. --"
She goes to schoool tmrw,
then i rot at her house till she comes back.
Wonder what i'm going to do at that time. --"
Lol, i got my DS.
But still boring de mah. :x
Can watch television. :D
But a bit paiseh. If her father at home,
worse ah. :x I kinda scared her father?
Let's seee, not really scared.
But kinda paiseh. LOL.
Joachim's gonna be home till he goes out as usual.
But he's gonna sleeep till the sun shines on his butt. --"
He won't wake up early de lah ~
Blah, don't know what to blog le.

The guilt in your voice gives you away.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:54

:) Sarcasm.

Have you ever stood in my shoes and think how it would affect me when you wrote that?

At audrey's house now.
Yesterday went to Ahmah's house.
Oh right, it was my mother's birthday too.
And today is Fathers' Day. (:
Happy Fathers' Day to all Fathers. :D
Went to ahmah's house,
then all of them playing mahjong.
Had some gossipping section with Audrey and her Mom.
Lol, nothing much to talk about actually.
Think of what jiu say wht lor.
At night, went back home to take my clothes.
But took one set only. Means today i'm going back.
But don't feel like it. ;x
But Audrey has school tmrw.
So maybe not staying?
But i don't wanna go home alone. --"
Dumb. Anw, Carol, no need say sorry for not asking me down.
I wasn't free anw. (:

I'm not trying to make you guys tell me your every move.
Just please, if you really treat us as sisters,
all grudges can be gone?
Don't just because don't like her,
then always don't feel like calling her down.
If you guys don't know who i'm referring to,
then forget it, okays?
Btw, sisters don't treat each other like that. (:
No offence in typing this.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


16:12

13.6.08
:) Lol, Peace.

Lol. I didn't say it was your fault. I didn't say it was anyone's. It was mine, maybe cause I'm sensitive? And, i hope you would take back your word when you said that it was all because of HIM. Cause apparently, I'M OVER HIM. Andandand, LOL, there's so more work! You know that! --" Zz. --" And I won't feel left out cause you could have called the others down too? There isn't only the three of us. Okay? You deleted your post, so I can't see what you wrote. And apparently, I wanna say something else too. I didn't mention your name. And at the end of the post, i wrote " But, of, fcuk, don't care lah. Shall play next time. " I ended it well, not badly. Like " Fcuk lor. Cb. " You know? The end. (:
(PS: I wrote this before we make peace.)


So bored. --"
Right, I woke up, and was asked to play maple by my brother.
He wanted me to help him do quest.
So helped lor. (:
Then after that, he went out.
So i created new account, and started training. (:
Level 15 Magician. :D
I think the name's rather dumb ah, since it's x3mageee.
Lol, cannot think of any name mah. :x
Then played till 5plus.
Ate bread, then mama decided to cook maggi for us. :x
Heheheeeeee. So ate lor. (:
Lazy to blog le. (:
Byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:50

12.6.08
:) Hahahaaaaaa.

I feel betrayed. --"
Fcuk Sistership!
So bored. Nothing to do. Don't feel like playing any games anymore.
Just now played maple with Mpi and Phyllis Hor.
So bored at home ah.
YiLin came just now to do homeworks.
Thought of heading over to LJS to find Joycelyn and Zhenyu jie.
Ended up, didn't felt like going.
Cause sian? Lazy i supposed.
Then YiLin left at about 4.30pm, i think. (:

So bored right now.
I wanna play pool. --"
Maybe i should go some day.
Hahahaaaaaa, byebye. :D

It's not about him.
I don't know. It's about sistership, i suppose.
Play pool also never jio?
--" Don't say i working, yeah? Cause you know, there's no more work.
Don't say no hp, can't contact me,
I have a home. My house have got telephone.
You didn't even tried my house?
But, oh, what fcuk, don't care lah.
Shall go next time.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:02

:) Questions.

401th Post.
Mood - Confused.

Right, lots of questions popped into my mind. Things i've never thought about. Well, it all came when Mpi told me his problems. Then kinda like, he was saying "i don't know whether it might be a trick or a trap." I wanted to tell him, "If i were you, i'll still continue on." Then i thought again, maybe that's why i always got my heart broken. So, it's dumb! Therefore, questions came into my mind. The heart never lies. So I'll follow my heart. But .. --" What does follow my heart means anyway? --" Oh Whatever!

Erm, woke up at 11.30am.
YiLin called. (:
She asked whether i wanna eat Lunch with them.
But just wake up, so i lazy.
Hung up, and went to bathe.
Came out, used computer awhile.
YiLin came.
Saw her rebonded hair, okay ah. xD
Hahhaaaa, did homeworks, chatted.
Blah, lazy to elaborate.
Lost the mood. -.-
Then played DS.
Then mother came back.
Brother sick.
Damn --"
Bye. (:

Pull me close,
and take one step.


17:15

11.6.08
:) 400th post. :D

This is my 400th post. <3
Heheheheee, add up my past few blogs.
I supposed i could say i have blogged about maybe eight hundred posts? :x

I'm bored!
Someone jio me out ah! :x
Right, i don't have the mood to go out with EVERYONE.
:X Sheena keeps jio-ing me out.
But I kinda can't find the mood to go out with her.
Maybe cause tooo long never close with her,
a bit paiseh. :x
Sorry sheena! :x
Currently, i only have the mood to go out with Les'partner,
Crazy-seven and Jiarong that gang?
Don't say go out ah, maybe say seee?
Hahahaaaa, used to see-ing them alr, i guess. :D

Oh right, YiLin rebonded her hair.
Damn, I wanna see. :D
Supposingly, i think tmrw can see her. :D
She's coming over to do some homeworks. (:
Most probably, Joycelyn and Zhenyu Jie are coming over too. :D
Heheheeeeeee. I wanna see if YiLin became chio :x
No, wrong. I wanna see if she became much MORE chio. x)
Don't wanna blog le.
Seeyou. (:

Oh right, remembered something.
If it's still okay for Mpi,
I might wanna borrow his phone, eh.
N73. :x I scared not used the buttons.
But nevermind, that one can slowly adapt.
Now that i looked at N73 again,
I think it's kinda alright.
Well, Joe's phone was also N73.
And on the second day, i kinda took care of his phone for him --"
Then kinda used it to listen to songs.
Then jiu liddat. Kinda think it's alright.
His also black ah.
Same as Mpi de. Hahahaaa.
Oh well, byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:05

:) 99 Questions. --"

1.What's the connection btwn you and the last person you called?
- Les'partners. :D

2.Do u ever turn ur cell phone off?
- When i had one, no.

3.Wat happened at 10am today?
- Daydreaming at the chalet.

4.Whn did you last cry?
- 9thJune2008.

5.Wat is your fav. thing to eat wif peanut butter?
- Bread.

6.What do you want in your life right now?
- Him

7.Do you carry an umbrella whn it rains, or just put on a hood?
- Put on a hoood. ;x

8. Whats yr fav thing to have on the bed ?
- Feifei x3

9.What bottom are you wearing nw?
- Shorts. --"

10.What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
- No phone.

11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- Yeah.

12.Are you wearin anything that you borrowed frm someone?
- No.

13.What was the last movie you caught?
- Congkak. --"

14.What are you proud of ?
- Idk.

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
- No phone.

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Say it again.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
- Yeah, i think.

18.What does your last received text msg say?
- No phone.

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
- 3am.

20.Are you currently happy?
- Yeah, i suppose.

21.Who gives you best advices?
- Idk.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
- I don't like creams.

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- Joycelyn.

24.Is anything bugging u right now?
- Idk.

25.What/Who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
- I think is Kaicong, Oscar and Shanyou. Lmao.

26.Do you wear toe socks?
- No .__.

27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- I think it's Edmond. :x

28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Duh.

29.What annoys you most in a person?
- Hmm, idk.

30.Do you ever have a crush on anyone?
- Duh

31.Have you ever done cocaine?
- Nope!

32.What is the colour of your room?
- White.

33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- NO!

34.Do you believe in the saying 'talk in cheap'?
- Huh?

35.Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- Me. :D

36.Who was the last person to hug you?
- Someone.

37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Yes.

38.Do you have a life?
- NO, i don't have a life --" Stupid.

39.Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt?
- ._.

40.Wat is the reason behind your profile song?
- Cause it's nice. :x

41.Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- Idk.

42.When was the last time you smile?
- Idk.

43.Have you changed this year?
- Yep.

44.What are you listenin to right now?
- Crazy Bitch --"

45.Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
- Nope.

46.Do you walk with your eyes open or close?
- Close ~ Then walkwalkwalk jiu bang the wall --"

47.Is there a quote you live by?
- No.

48.Do you want someone you cant have?
- yep.

49.Have you ever played an instrument?
- nope.

50.What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- idk.

51.What were you doing last nite at 11pm?
- don't remember.

52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
- Nope.

53.What song describe your love life?
- No idea.

54.Do the person who you like him/her?
- ?

55.Who always make you laugh?
- Idk.

56.Do you speak another language other than english ?
- Yeah .

57.Are you blond?
- No.

58.What's your middle name?
- I don't know what is FIRST NAME, MIDDLE NAME and LAST NAME. --"

59.What are you doing tmr?
- Idk.

60.What do you think you are like?
- Idk.

61.Who will you choose to die with?
- Idk.

62.Where have you been today?
- Chalet, home.

63.What game do you play often?
- Idk.

64.Who are you missing right now?
- Him.

65.If you were to choose btwn friends & love,which will you choose?
- Love? Friends? :x

66.What are you doing right now?
- Nothing.

67.Which pri sch are you frm?
- Xinmin Pri :D

68.Name 3 colours that you like.
- Purple. Sky Blue. Light Purple.

69.What emotion do you like to show?
- Idk.

70.What is life to you?
- Life is like a roller coaster. :x

71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Idk.

72.Who did you last chat with on msn today?
- Audrey.

73.Who do you admire most?
- Idk

74.Which mth are you born in?
- March.

75.How are you feeling right now?
- Boredom.

76.What is the time right now?
- 0101

77.Where are you now?
- Home

78.what colour did you use to dye your hair?
- Natural ah ! :x

79.Why are you doing this test?
- Cause i shuang.

80.What do you do when you're moody?
- Music all the way.

81.At which age do you wish to get married?
- Idk.

82.Who is more important to you? BF/GF or friends?
- BF x3

83.Do you think u have enough confidence?
- No.

84.Who is the person you trust the most?
- Audrey.

85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow aftr a rain?
- Yupps.

86.If you can have a dream come true,what would it be?
- Hush.

87.What is your goal for this year?
- Go sec three express ah :D

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
- Hell YEAH.

89.What feeling do you love most?
- Being Loved.

90.Do you really think it's global warming now?
- Yah.

91.What feeling you hate most?
- Loving someone.

92.Do you cherish every single frienship of yours?
- Duh.

93.Do you believe in God?
- Kinda.

94.Who cares for you the most?
- Idk.

95.What do you think is most impt in your life?
- Idk.

96.What will you bring when you fight?
- Fight? Peace x3

97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- Letting him suffer.

98.How would you feel when no one no longer cares abt you?
- Die ah, die ah! :x

99.What if your stead two-timed you?
- What could i do? If there's something i could do, i would have alr done it. );

Tag 10 peeps to do this.
- Carol
- Pohmun
- Patricia
- Yingyu
- Joycelyn :x
- Mpi.
- Audrey
- Sheena (You better do. I don't care if you don't do surveys. :P)
- Dean [;
- Anyone? --"

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:46

10.6.08
:) Chalet updates.

I'm back from the chalet.
And it's raining cats and dogs right now.

8June. (:
Went to ahmah's house.
And look the lorry to the chalet.
Waited there for my ahgong.
Then Douglas brought us in.
Settled down a while.
And waited for Audrey and Dean.
Er, i don't really remember what happened.
But i know PeiLing came with her friend, xiaocher.
Then Joe and co. were at wildwildwet.
So they came too.
There were two bbq pits.
Therefore, one pit was used by the adults.
The other by the teens.
So yeah, the first night was spent bbq-ing all the way. :D
Then Joachim, PeiLing, xiaocher, Dean plus Joe and co. went to the beach.
Peiyi, Douglas, Audrey and I went to find them without letting the other three know.
Well, basically cause they were too young and hard to take care of. :x
But they got angry lah, what fcuk. -.-
It was midnight already. So it was the 9th June.
And it sucked --"
But nevermind.

9th June.
At around 2am, they came back.
Then Joe and co. decided to ton.
So we went into the chalet room.
And started playing murderer.
Damn fun lah! :x
Oscar and Shanyou(don't know how to spell.) damn funny.
Whenever they stare at me, i'll start laughing. LOL.
Then Kaicong also very funny.
Make me LMAO.
Then er, they stayed till around 4 plus to 5? :x Can't remember.
Only Joe didn't go back. He stayed over.
Had some sleeep, and i woke up at around 11.30am. (:
Second to wake up, cause my brother was first. Early birds :x
Then spent some time eating breakfast-cum-lunch.
Then the guys went swimming except for Joe.
Then sat there look at them swim.
Then went to escape at around 3pm.
Played till 8pm. 5 hours.
But we didn't take much rides ah. :x
I kinda got giddy after playing Viking twice -.-
And it went higher this time, damn.
I nearly flew.
Let's see how many games i played ah.
Rainbow - 3
Flipper - 2
Viking - 2
Family Coaster - 1 ;x
Haunted house - 1.

I think that's all that i played. ;x
Didn't play inverter. Don't dare play ._.
Hmm, had fun. :D
First time play so many rides.
Oh right, for Flipper and Rainbow, i kept sliding here and there ._.
Stupid --" Played flipper at around 7.45pm.
Therefore, the scenery ROCK A MILLION. :x
The wind was great tooo. xD
Played rainbow when PeiLing they all settling some taiji with a lil child ._.
Audrey, dean and I were like trying to find them when we were on rainbow. xD
Hahahaaaa, damn stupid. But fun. :D
When we went back to the chalet, everyone was half-dead.
Super tired. Cause not enough sleeep plus we played all day.
Didn't bbq much. Eh, was supposed to like go home at night. --"
But mama ask me stay instead.
So stayed lor. Blah ~ Lazy to elaborate.

10th June.
Woke up at 9.40am.
So late lor, need to check out at 10.30am.
Then everyone woke up at 9.40am. :x
Then all rushed ~ Never bathe -.-
Took my uncle's lorry home.
On the lorry, they were talking about Joe. :x
Hahahaaaaa, then alighted and walked home.
Bathed and went to bed.
Slept at 12.30pm. Then woke up at 1.30pm due to stomachache.
Ran to the toilet ._.
Then slept again at 2pm all the way till 6.30pm.
Woke up, used computer awhile. Went to the toilet again -.-
Idiot, had dinner.
Then used computer again. Then mama suddenly tell me raining.
Went out to seeee, damn big ah. --"
I think i will freeze outside due to the wind.
Suddenly rain de lor. Then so big somemore. --"
Anyway, my brother slept at 5.30pm.
Till now, not awake. --"
He haven't had breakfast, lunch or dinner yet. --"
I feel like eating his eggs. :x
Lol, later he sleep till daylight.
Hahahaaaa, byebye. :D

Oh right, no need work anymore le.
Cause finished liao. --"
I only earn 150$ nia.
Xinqi earned 210$.
Hahahaaaaa. Goood actually,
I don't wanna work anymore. --"
Darn tired ~
Esp. this few days.
I'm feeeling sickish.
Must be cause i bbq-ed for three days straight.
Sian, oh well, shall stop le.
Chaos ~

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:54

8.6.08
:) (:

I'm home. (:
It's 12.53am.

I reached home around 12am?
I think. Cause i didn't look at the time.
I only knew that i reach Hougang Mall at 11.40pm.
(: It's the 8th June.
Shyt, forgot wish Peiyuan -.-
Nevermind, later.

Went to Azri's bbq party just now.
Left the house at don't know what time.
Oh right, around 2.40pm.
I sat at the bus stop and daydreamed -.-
Stupid, then i rmb, must take ezlink card.
Then 147bus came.
I boarded the bus, and at that time i was busy taking out coins,
cause i scared my card no money.
So i tried to tap first, then left 5cents.
So i kept my coins and i nearly fell? -.-
So i held on to the bar and saw Carol and Patricia.
Scare me --" LOL.
Didn't expect to see them on the bus actually.

Then went to sit at the back of the bus and chatted.
Till we reached Hougang Mall interchange.
And waited for YiLin's arrival.
She's late as usual, due to 72's not-cfm-schedule.
The bus always comes at don't know what time de --"
Then went to TheBluez. Wanted to look at necklaces and friendship bands.
Ended up, didn't buy anything there.
Headed to the popular. Bought a scrapbook and a drawing pen for Azri.
Since he likes to draw so much and he doesn't have a scrapbook.
He always draws on whatever paper he can find ._.
Therefore, that scrapbook can be his collection. x)

Then shopped awhile and headed to Mac.
Ate a lil and then went to take the bus at around 4.20pm.
Missed one bus, ps, my fault. :x
Then eh, boarded the bus.
And sat comfortably till we reach Downtown.
MUSIC ALL THE WAY! :D
Then reached there, walked to the chalet.
Area A. :D At first ah, damn funny lor.
We were like, eh, so big, how to find.
Then carol jiu " Let's spilt. Group A go there. Group B go there. Group C go there. "
Then she turned and saw Azri bbq-ing.
She jiu " THERE! AZRI! " then all stare and started laughing.
So dumb lor! :x He's actually right infrnt of us. Hahahaaaa.

Then Azri super paiseh ah. Hahhaaaa.
Reached really early leh -.-
5pm --" Then all the others haven't come.
Chatted. I don't wish to elaborate.
Anyway, at one point of time, they were all watching a horror show.
Well, as i'm scared of those stupid horror shows,
and what's more, a THAI one. -.-
I obviously did not want to watch at all.
So i went out and sat at the bbq pit.
I listened to my songs and stared blankly at the sky.
Thinking about the past, and everything.
Actually, at that moment, it felt great.
It's as though i was living in my own world.
Okay, whatever.
Then YiLin called me. So i told her there's STINGRAY to eat. :D
So she asked the uncle to help us bbq it.
And he said okay. But it takes TIME.
So waited. Then chatted also.

Then ate blahblahblah.
Don't wanna elaborate also --"
Then went home at around 10.50pm.
Walked to the bus stop. And toook 89bus.
Then sat there till we reached Hougang Mall.
Since no more 74, 147 and 165 buses.
We took 72. I alighted first and walked home.
Blahblah, rather tired ah.
I didn't really enjoy the day much --"
But okay lah, can go out and have some fun better than nothing.

Tomorrow going Downtown again --"
Having chalet with my family. (:
It's gonna be great fun, i hope. :D
Can't wait. Have to go to my grandma's house.
Then they drive us there.
Let's hope i know where the rooms ah.
Hahahaaaa, byebye. :D

I wanna hear you say my name again, loves<3

Pull me close,
and take one step.


00:53

7.6.08
:) (:

Sorry for not blogging yesterday.
Couldn't use the computer.

Didn't go to work.
YiLin toook over me. x)
Erm, well, didn't go, cause got Oral.
So yeah, woke up at 10.30am.
Then tied my hair.
Then i late ah :x
Cause i was supposed to meet Carol at 1130.
Then i was still eating that time.
So chiong lor.
Then met Carol.
Took bus to schoool.
Reach there, MrChen haven't reach.
So waited.
Then finally he came and we started.
Carol was the second one and i'm the fourth.
So she had to wait for me lah.
Then got 33 ._.
Then went to blk107.
Was supposed to be waiting for Patricia.
Then we saw Keith. And he asked us to pei him.
So yeah, stooood there and pei him lor -.-
Then saw MsTay. CarolChin kept running. LOL.

Anyway, blahblahblah, Jiarong came.
Then we went to AMK.
At first thought going Hub.
But no? -.- Walked a longlong way then reached the library.
Lololol -.- Went there to find Stanley.
Then headed to AMK hub.
Cause Keith wanna buy ring. Ended up, he forgot her size.
So never buy, toook 25 back to Serangoon.
Some things happened, lazy to elaborate.
But whatever it is, everything is okay liao.
Then sat there, MingSheng came.
Chatted a while, then went home.
I <3 IceCream. xD And FishCrackers. :X

Hmm, the end for yesterday.
Later going Mall meet Patricia and YiLin.
Going buy Azri's bday present. :D
Then take 89 to Downtown.
Wooots! :D Tooo bad, Pohmun and Yingyu can't go. ):
Saddded, but oh well, still got a lot more chances to go out tgt. :D
Hmm, don't wanna blog le.
Eye pain -.- Byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


13:47

5.6.08
:) SLEEEEEEEPY? Not ~ :D

(: Yay, asked Jordan to send me song. :D
Hahahaaa, he like in goood mood uh.
Talk so much :x But he said no.
Cause last time busy. Hahahaaa.
The way he talk makes me feel like smiling and laughing.
Hahahaaaaa. :D

The song Say it again by Marie Digby RULES lah ! :D
Damn nice uhuh, i think Joycelyn might want also. x)
Wanted ask Xinqi send ah, but she sleeeep le.
So tried my luck on Jordan. :D
Heheheee.
And apparently, MPI have uhuh,
and he still blurblur go accept the song. :X
Lalalaaaaaa :x

Anyway, i might be changing my blog song le.
Ohyah, MPI wanna lend me his old phone.
N73, still in goood shape de. ;x
But i don't like N73 uh :x
It's a bit tooo bulky for me lor. :x
PLUS my mother CFM won't let me borrow de.
Cause she say not very nice. :x
Not as in the phone.
Aiyah, some pple will understand, some won't ah.
Whatever.

I feeel like sleeeping already.
But Jordan's moood perked me up -.-
Stupid ._. So easily jiu can kena perk up.
Lol, die le -.-
No need sleeep liao :x
Lol, just kiddding.
Shall try to catch some sleeep.
I haven't had enough sleep for how many days --"
Oh welll, goood night people. :D
AND today's the FIFTH of June.
Four more days. Let's hope history won't continue from then.

Btw, lyrics to Say it again <3
Thing about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love

Say it again

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:54

:) I'M SO TIRED!

(: Went to work today.
Tired ah ._.
Slackyslacky.
Er, SiewChin went tooo.
Joycelyn didn't go.

Then wah, paiseh leh today.
When all of them went for breaks,
we all slacked.
Then suddenly the BOSSES which is Joycelyn's Korkor and that Nicholas guy,
CAME BACK! Wah, paiseh lor :x
I was staring at their table somemore,
suddenly dooor open.
I jumped up can -.-
Stupid ._.

Anyway, after work,
went to clubhouse.
Reached there, saw Carol, Mandy and MPI.
Mandy SIAO le, keeeeep shouting :x
Hahhaaaaa, after that, go eat dinner.
Then go h2o playground, slack.
Then go home. :D
Talk with carol ah.
Hahhahaaaa. :D
Byebye.

Ohyah, no work tmr. :D
Oral exam -.-
Nevermind, byebye. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:33

4.6.08
:) FCUKFCUKFCUK!

!@#$%$!@!%^
FCUKING BAD MOOD.
SHORT POST TODAY.

Went to work as usual.
Left the house when Joycelyn called.
LATE cause i forgot bring watch then go back take.
Then go macdonalds eat.
Then top up card.
Then go work.
Very slacky today.
But manage to finish three boxes even though we're supposed to do four.
Went home with them then reach home.
Watch tv. Eat dinner. Play DS.

Tmr the girls go visit Carol.
I CANNOT GO.
I WANT GO! FCUKFCUKFCUK.
I feeeel so dumb typing like this.
Fcuk, BYEBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:16

:) Wooooork.

Gooooooood Morning! :D

Was supposed to have reached Hougang Mall at 9am.
BUTBUTBUT, i wasn't late hor.
Joycelyn and Xinqi woke up late.
It's a gooooood thing that Joycelyn called me.
Otherwise, i would have gone out.
Then i'll be stone-ing at the interchange.

Anyway, i woke up at 8am in the morning.
God, should have woke up LATER.
It's so not worth it, for me to wake up so early.
And have nothing to do.
Dots ~ And i just remembered that Peiyuan and Marcus bdays are coming!
Well, it doesn't kill to say a happy birthday.
But i can't say it to Marcus since we lost contact already?
And Peiyuan .. I haven't talked to him for ages ah.
But guesss it won't kill to write a friendster comment. :x
Whatever, seee if i remember :x

I'm bored !
I wanna eat breakfast ah ~
I wonder what's taking them so long.
I asked Joycelyn to call me when she's gonna go out. :x
Lol, until now haven't call? -.-
Maybe i should play Grandchase. :x
Oh well, seeeyah. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


09:19

3.6.08
:) Boy, i love you still.

I know i shouldn't be up at this time. :x
Since i've to wake up at 8 tmr. :x
But i shall blog for a while.

I know i'm no longer like before.
When we first broke up, i know i was weak.
I realised how weak i was, seriously.
Lol, thinking about it,
i feel that i was dumb.
Lol, to feel so sad over you.
It was like, i was destroying my life. :x
Diao ~ I still have that blog when i blogged out everything.
I FEEL SO STUPID ah! LOL!
Blog out everything -.-
Like one fcuking idiot that's desperate for your love ._.
Hahahaaaa. :x
Anyway, well, last year's June holidays was a total disaster.
I was so sad that you broke up with me that i couldn't even do my homeworks.
Lol, i could still rmb, i once thought to myself,
i should have finished my homeworks before we broke up. ;x
That was what i was thinking at that time ;x
But now, ofc i thought i was dumb lah. :x

Anyway, this year's June holidays.
I'm having the same feeling like last year's.
The feeeeling that i get when i wake up in the morning.
Right, i would always check if you smsed me in the morning :x
But now, ofc cannot lah -.-
Also no phone liao :x
Anyway, zzz, i kept having that same feeling.
A really weird feeeling.
It's like having you by my side again.
Ofc i know that's not going to happen.
Since you alr have her. And i'm not really happy about it.
I'm not jealous then not happy lah.
I just feeel unfair for HER.
Hai, does she deserve that like, seriously.
I won't blog out what happen lah -.- Stupid.

Whatever it is, it just isn't really fair for her.
But oh well, the world is unfair.
That's why no one is perfect right?
Including you. (:
Blah, i just wondered if you ever knew,
that i still ...
Nevermind. Lol.
040207

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:40

:) Blahs ~

I'm back from work :D

Joycelyn went today.
Cause she felt bored at home.
Anyway, met up with them.
And Joycelyn was REAL slow ah.
:x SlOW POKE mah, cannot blame :X
Lalalaaaa ~

Went to the bus stop.
Today ah, Xinqi FINALLY got reaction, y'know.
Yesterday she never even talk ah,
Today at least got laugh and talk. Hahahaaa.
Then toook the bus as usual.
Reached at around 11.30am.
So slacked a while,
then reached there and started working.

Continued the same thing from 12 to 6.
Lol, did three and a half boxes today.
Means we did 1050 sets. :D
So total now is 2250 sets.
Heheheeee, tmr must do even more ah .
Ohyah, Joycelyn gets to be a model ah.
But it's not surprising for her.
Since she last year alrdy be a model liao.
But it's for FLESH IMP nia lah.
Just try the clothes lor.
Seeee whether nice mah. :D

Anyway, we went straight home after work.
Tooo tired le.
I didn't have enough sleeeep today.
Damn tired when working.
Anyway, today was fun. xD
Haven't laughed for ages le.
Hahahahaa, BYE! :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:27

2.6.08
:) Workworkwork <3

I'm back from work (:

Teeheeeee, woke up at around 8.50am.
Lol, due to a phone call by Joycelyn.
She pon-ed dance with YiLin -.-
Diao, whatever.
I went to bathe.
Then came out and realised that it was only 9.10am.
Diao, so early ah ~
So i sat at the living room and daydream.
Then decided to use the computer for a short while.
Went to blog-hopping.
And stopped using comp at 10am.
Watched a bit of Tv.
And pat called. :D

So went down to meet her.
And we walked to Joycelyn's house bus stop.
Met Kerlin and Xinqi.
Took bus72 to hougang mall.
Changed to bus80.
All the way till Sims Avenue.
Then went to 7eleven buy some stuffs,
and we made our way to the workplace.
While walking, saw a damn fcuking chio china girl lah.
Toooo bad, she's a, you know? What can you find in Geylang?
What a pity! But oh well ~

Then reached the workplace rather early.
Teached Xinqi and Patricia how to do.
Then started lor ~
Quite tired today.
Didn't have that WORKING mooood.
You know?
Anyway, we have like done 1250 packets alrdy.
So, it's goooood :D
Then left at 5 going 6pm.
Went to eat, Carrot cake again.
And it sucks a lot.
Didn't finish it.
Those overcoooked parts totally spoiled my appetite.

Tooook bus home,
and tadah, i'm back home.
Did some thinking on the way home.
Was thinking about him and everything that he is doing right now.
Wondered why. But i guess i will never know.
Guys' thinkings are complicating.
Lol, oh yah, i suppose 98.7FM rocks? xD
Byeeeeeeeeeee <3

Pull me close,
and take one step.


20:12

1.6.08
:) Updaaaaaateeeeee.

:D It's 11.42pm.
I have to work tmr,
but i'm not in bed. :x

Went to stay at my grandma's house on saturday. :D
Met Audrey at the traffic light,
i was late, as usual. :x
Then walked to ahmah's house tgt.
Chatted on the way, don't rmb about what.
Oh yah, i told her about ._.
Okay, whatever.

Reached there,
all of them playing mahjong.
So we sat on the floor and started doing our own things.
Well, obviously, i was playing with my DS. :x
Then audrey is smsing SOMEONE lor. :x Heheheeee.
Then ate dinner.
And went for a walk x)
Exchanged shoes with Audrey ah.
Damn, i like her shoes ~ I wanna buy. :D
It's comfortable lah.

Then anyway, we went to walkwalk.
Till around Hougang Green that area.
Went into a mini-mart to buy things.
Then we walked back.
Sat the void deck and chatted.
About ALL kinds of things.
Hahahaaa, then went to so-called fetch dean.
Then came back, chat a while.
Went upstairs.
Then jiu nothing to do le.

Then blahblahblah,
slept at around 2plus or 3plus bah.
Woke up today at around 11.40am.
:D Washed up. Heheheee.
Then played with lappy.
Cause DS no batt liao.
Played a while, then played sims. :D
Er, a while later, had lunch.
Then continued playing sims until don't know what time.

Then went to cut hair.
Loook like some retard now ._.
But that's what i feeel lah.
My mother say like never cut ._.
Stupid, anyway, ate dinnner.
And went home at around 10pm.
Reached home,
bathed and changed.
Lied down on my bed.
Till my mother came back.
And realised that i'm not tired at all ._.

So jiu online until now lor. :D
Gonnna sleeep sooon lah.
Cause tmr neeed work.
Carol cannot go liao.
Kena fever, saddded.
Get well ah, carol chin.
You have to go seeeeee shuai ge with me de leh :X
LOL. Hahhaaaa.

Then tmr Patricia going. :D
Yaynessss ah, got one crazy girl go with me :O
Lol, lalalaaaa ~ Let's hope pat won't kill me for that :P
Hahhaaaaa, shall stop now le. :D
Seeeeyou. <3

Pull me close,
and take one step.


23:41

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