:) Hais, BFF, is there such thing in the world?
Hais ._. Happy mood gone. I'm dying of boredom ._. I lent Sandee my DS cartridge for two days, starting today. And who knows, I happen to be bored today --" Okay, Ahem is online right now. Haven't chatted with her for like ages. And she happen to tell me something which kinda makes me pissed ._. You know, HE asked her to DELETE her account. For like, what fcuking reasons?! I don't know ._. But the reason she guessed was " don't want me contact other ppl lor. " Wth? ._. I feel like chopping the two of them up. Argh, Dammit lor. She made me feel so disappointed in her, y'know? Because of her, I've decided ONE THING. I'm not gonna have any best friends. I'm just going for friends to get along with. No more BFF. NO MORE. For the time being ._. But, argh, She's not even contacting me lah. Pathetic. That stupid guy, does he really treat me as though i'm transparent? Ohmyfcukingtian, HE TREATS ME AS THOUGH SHE ISN'T MY FRIEND NO MORE. FCUKIT. Oh, fcuk. The thought of him always drives me angry. PissedOff, okay!? I feel like banging my head against the wall and DIE. Tian ah, if he's so important, don't treat me as a friend anymore lah. It's not like I'm petty or whatsoever, I did consider your feelings. I did consider his feelings. I saved your relationship by lying. Y'know, for the sake of that damn fcuking relationship you two are having, and what did i get? I'm fcuking treated as a transparency and a puppet. Please lah, he will understand if he really loves you. You ain't a girlfriend to him, you're kinda like his PUPPET. I swear you're gonna lose your friends like that. I feel like talking to your mother ._. I miss your mother, i seriously wonder what your mom thinks about this relationship and OUR friendship. ):
I'm sorry, but i'm afraid i would have to let you go. ):
Pull me close,
and take one step.
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