certain times, or maybe all the times,
i would start saying lots of things about what happened.
then the other party who's listening would have to suffer.
cause, somehow, their reactions will be just like "so what?"
and i kinda hate people for being like that.
but in the end, well, i simply realised that i have talked to the wrong person.
you know? if i wanna talk about relationship problems,
i have TOTALLY no one to go to.
seriously, i SWEAR. can someone actually understands what i'm feeling?
being trapped between two guys?
so confused of your OWN feelings, not knowing who you really love.
then, you keep having those feelings. negative feelings.
then feeling so physically tired at the same time.
i want to concentrate on my studies.
but it seems so hard, because,
school, seems to be the one that's letting me face those problems when i hoped that i could run away from it.
i see guys everyday in school.
yet none, captured my heart.
except you two.
the two of you, i hardly even see you in school.
sometimes, i might not even see you the WHOLE DAY.
yet, the feeling is there.
it didn't fade at all.
it's there, like a tattoo on my heart.
a tattoo that won't be erased.
a tattoo that will remain there forever.
even if i managed to let go in the end,
the tattoo will be there, as a scar.
a tattoo that represents the scar you gave.
how i WISH, you didn't left that scar there.
cause, i can't seem to open that scar and let another person in anymore.
it's like, it's gonna be there forever and ever and ever.
hais.
no quarrels ≠ sweet = abnormal couple.
got quarrels = normal couple.
chaos.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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