i really don't.
i'm wearing out.
i'm so tired. i can't take it anymore.
think back on the days where the class is always noisy.
but it was better right now.
maybe cause i didn't really care anymore.
serious, i swear, i haven't shouted for a long time.
and it feels GREAT.
previously, problems were given by the same few people.
even my own friends couldn't settle down and make my job easier.
and i ADMIT lah, i was seriously pissed.
PISSED, maybe they won't understand.
maybe responsibility is something important to me.
talked with MPI about kenneth.
and hell yeah, he don't understand why i was so pissed with him.
and for a moment i thought, those breakups that i had.
don't they understand why? ):
if they do, they would understand why i'm pissed.
but even MPI doesn't. who will?
i can say, i hate Peiyuan now.
i tell you, i dare to say it loud and clear.
i hate him. he is so insensitive.
why come telling me you like her so much?
why tell me, you cried cause she rejected you?
why tell me your quarrels with your brothers.
why? you were so unwilling to listen to my problems.
so why should i listen to yours?
why?! issit fair nots?
do you still rmb that particular night?
the night where you were SERIOUS.
the night where you reprimanded me?
the night where i was so disappointed with my best friend.
the night where a bastard made me so pissed.
i CANNOT believe someone would be so unreasonable.
i CANNOT believe my best friend would shift all the blame to me.
i CANNOT believe you actually scolded me when all i needed was a shoulder.
we haven't talk for AGES.
it's rather ... sad, and hurtful.
you treat the two girls well, cause they are your ganmei.
then me leh? how sad. i know so much things.
i had my heart broken so many times cause of you.
then what did i get? your ignorance ...
there's one more person.
that keeps me so confused.
but i won't say anything about that person.
i'm really really lost ...
ps : read le, DON'T FCUKING ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED.
i don't care who you are, alright? sheeeeeena, i know you will ask ._.
but, don't alright? just ... HUSH down, i just have to let it go.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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