:) I Miss You.
yo guys. :D
zz, my brother's friends outside looking for him --"
diao, got one guy don't even look like he's only thirdteen.
he look like he's older than me.
okay, whatever --"
woke up this morning as usual.
waited for the bus like damn freaking long.
traffic jam + two buses came at the same time.
so yeah, waited hell long. --"
then went to school and had reading period.
i would say, it's FREAKING HOT in the morning.
then stayed at parade ground for a short while before going to the art room.
saw all the things needed for our art.
ohgosh, need pay 1$ sia ._.
stupid, she earn dao lor.
all four classes pay at least 120$ in total leh.
she cannot possible by 120 packets and spent 120$.
cheapskate ._.
whatever, then had english.
presented for english project ._.
got 42 upon 50 for presentation.
then syauqina's group got 43. not bad, not bad.
then went for recess.
had to run an errand for sheena --"
then walked pass 3E1 then pohmun saw our chinese tcher inside.
wahsian ._. i didn't even look in --"
otherwise i would have said hi. :x
then MrsChong never come.
class damn noisy.
i was busy doing my Biography.
so i let them shout for all they want ._.
by the time i'm done with my biography,
they kinda stopped already --"
so blah, waited and waited then Mdm Tan came.
she is so @!#%$!^%#$!@%. --"
we don't have periodic table, no textbook, no workbook.
then we tell her, she jiu bushuang say we learned nothing ._.
dumb ass, we didn't learn to like memorise all the Proton Numbers and so.
she's crazy :x
then had Home Econs.
did Machining.
fcuk man ._. my work is totally destroyed. ):
the machining sucks. ):
everything is spoilt ):
BULLLLLLLLLLSHYT.
rah ._.
then after school, soonhuat's brother pranked yilin --"
blah, talked and talked and talked.
then went home lor.
while waiting for the bus,
SOMEONE AH, keep talking to herself :x
make patricia and me laugh like what the hell. :x
maybe ah, she on bus still talking to herself lor :x
then people think she autistic. :x
LOL, jokingjoking.
blah, i'm tired ):
chaos ~
I Miss You,
I Miss Your Smile.
And i still shed a tear,
Every once and a while.
Even though everything is different now,
You're still here somehow.
My heart won't let you go,
And I need you to know,
I Miss You.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:02
:) Those Days ...
hey guys.
i'm back home already.
rather early today.
cause everyone were really tired after one long long day :x
shall blog about yesterday first bah.
woke up at 8am ._.
then played DS till 10 then bathed.
then ate and left my house.
waited for 147 then went to Pohmun's House.
then blah ~ blog before le.
erm, at night, went to my ahmah's house.
i went there first.
since my ahmah going hospital.
so yeah, reached there,
ate dinner then watch tv.
shortly after, audrey and dean arrived.
so yah, liddat lor,
nothing much, watched TV the whole day.
then at night, went to my house.
wanted to take my earpiece.
ended up leh, forget again ._.
blah, reached ahmah's house at around 12am :x
watched one episode of CrayonShinChan,
then i slept, cause too tired le.
the two of them didn't sleeep lor ._.
i woke up ALOT of times at midnight.
so cooooooooooold ~
continue with today. x)
woke up at 8.35am by my grandparents --"
so early, ohmytian ~
then i bathed first.
then ate something.
then waited till 11.30am.
went to take the bus to Lim Chu Kang Cemetery.
it was DAMN FREAKING HOT there.
then went to about Cemetery.
that place ._.
kena traffic jam. ;x
so walked to the tomb lor.
but only a few of us nia.
on the way there, RAIN ! ._.
so kena drenched lah. bullshyt :x
then blah, went to Mandai.
quite fun there :x
to throw the incense paper and so into the fire.
so hot sia :x my face nearly kena burned. LOL. :x
my cousin kept complaining, LOL. he used the incense paper to cover this face.
damn funny :x
hahaha, after that, jiu go home le.
got one aunty ah, SO INCONSIDERATE.
Audrey, dean and me squeezed to sit together.
then going home that time, got extra seat.
she let her daughter sit, then we three continue to squeeze.
pissed ah ._. i hoped i had fall and let her see how squeezy it was.
zzz, she didn't even alight the bus and get drenched.
when we went back, she said " your great-grandmother see you all never bathe, then help you all bathe "
wah dulan ._.
talk so much --"
stupid ~ x.X
blah, then went home lor.
my father buying Ponggol NasiLemak for us now.
:D
ohyeah, saw Peiyuan just now.
stupid >.<
BAD TIMING. zz.
i was thinking of someone else.
then i saw him, ohmytian ._.
i didn't even fcuking bother to look at him.
yeah, he was with Huimin and friends.
Huimin forget my full name --"
but she remembered in the end. blah
byebye.
I Miss You.
I thought of all our memories together.
Boy, i really miss those days. ):
Pull me close,
and take one step.
19:53
:) I wanna break down and cry. ):
hey guys, i'm back. x)
woke up at 8am this morning.
ohmytian ._.
shocking --"
then played Phoenix Wright again.
funfun xD
then played till around 10am.
stopped and went to bathe.
then cooked maggi, yumyum ~ xD
then went out around 11.30am.
went to Pohmun's house.
waited hell long for SengSang and Syauqina's arrival.
but in the end leh, they never come ._.
so did ourselves.
PohMun went crazy the moment she saw the autograph of Fahrenheit.
crazy ._. then she keep shouting. LOL. :x
then we finished the powerpoint slide and scrap book. :D
left Vanguard Board nia :D
hahaha, shiok leh. finally, FINISHED ~ hahaha.
going to my ahmah's house to stay for the night later on.
audrey and dean still at funland.
sian --"
don't know bring which bag sia.
pekchek ~
then maybe in the end, might bring my schoool bag ._.
cause i don't like carry slingbag.
hmm, blah, bye.
*No Offence, i swear.
*i don't want YOU to think too much about it too.
Can you like quit saying until like i'm a slut that steals other pple's friends?
Seriously, i don't understand why you actually felt like i'm doing it.
Do you do that all the time? Don't you trust her at all?
If you do, you wouldn't mind so much about her hanging out with other pple.
I don't understand why you actually felt that way.
Maybe i can kinda understand why you felt that way.
But i hope you aren't thinking that i'm backstabbing you,
Causing her to dislike you.
Cause it's not like that.
I didn't backstab you. Neither does she dislike you.
Somehow, i hope everything that i've said,
won't make you even more angry but feel better instead.
You know, if you actually get more angry,
i don't think i will understand why.
Serious, Alex Chua, talking to him, makes him angry more.
Cause he's brain is kinda haywire? ._.
when i said some things hoping that he will be not like that anymore,
he ended up getting worse, ON PURPOSE.
dots, whatever.
Somehow, you can don't trust me.
But you can trust her right?
You can trust yourself too right?
Your friendship?
): i've fallen into pieces.
i'm disppointed that you actually felt that way.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:54
:) Troubles, one by one.
hey people. (:
i've finished my biography. :D
somehow, today seem to be a long long day.
went home tooo early i guess ._.
did my biography. :D
yah, then i played Phoenix Wright again.
was handling the case really well lah. :D
but stucked once again.
then i intended to sleeep.
from 5.30 to 5.45pm.
but i guess i didn't wake up. --"
slept till 7pm.
dots ~ then watched tv.
then ate HOOOOOOOOOTDOGS. :x
then started using the computer.
edited the blogskin.
used back my old one ._.
don't know why also. diao ~
heading to Pohmun's house tmr.
for that DAMN project ._.
SengSang's going too.
let's just hope Syauqina and Vydees are coming too.
it's a bit boring to always do it with PohMun and SengSang.
we always end up playing ._.
blah ~ tmr going ahmah's house stay again.
smsed dean, no reply. ):
hai, i guess it's only audrey and me again.
Sunday going Graveyard :O
cause ... well, hard to explain.
that's what audrey said.
she said we're going to the Graveyard.
wow, i'm kinda .. excited? :x
first time go Graveyard leh.
i wonder if i might get those kind of creepy feelings once again.
hahaha. whatever.
seeeeeeeeeyou guys. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
22:27
:) Heartbreaker.
it's Friday today ! :D
went to school as usual.
first period was CHINESE.
played games, knowledgeable games.
x) about chinese letter writing.
then had Science.
dots, MrsChong was kinda getting on my nerves --"
LOL, ask her change date like very hard liddat.
diao, then went for recess.
didn't eat anything. :x
that means, I'M FREAKING HUNGRY RIGHT NOW.
then had English.
went to computer lab3. x)
did my biography ;x
lol, yah, i still have my biography to do --"
then had Geography TESSSSSSSSSSSST ! );
i scared cannot get full marks sia.
i've no idea why, this time i was so nervous.
i was NEVER nervous for a test, except Maths Exam :x
then i totally forgotten what i've read ._.
but still, okay lah, not bad.
maybe won't get full marks le.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO* :x
hahaha, hmm, i'm gonna do my biography later x)
tonight got HOTDOGS to EAT! :D :D :D
my mama cooooooooooooking.
you will never know how happy i am xD
i think the last time i ate hotdogs were at Sheena's bbq party.
or even before that. did i even eat at Sheena's bbq party? ._.
LOL. diao, blah, chaos ! :D
what's the point of getting jealous?
i don't understand.
why, issit that everything i make a new friend,
i ended up losing one too. ):
this sucks.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
13:55
:) Unfairness.
hmm, MrChen SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO kelian.
i believe he always gets scolded by Rokia cause of the class.
hai, poooor him. ):
i told him today,
that i don't wanna be the Assistant Monitor of Class 2E4 anymore.
it's really hard when no one wants to listen to you. ):
especially your own friends.
he said that he wanted me to be the Assistant Monitor cause he believes i can do it.
but i don't think i can.
since Rokia isn't happy with me and my friends.
i seriously don't understand what's wrong with being in a group.
nothing's wrong right?
so why, why are we kinda like the only ones that get this kind of troubles.
why did our Malay Teacher has to get accused by someone that she couldn't handle our class.
it isn't fair. What's wrong with 2E4 anyway?
how bad are we? we aren't really naughty.
it's like any other classes.
2E1 makes as much noise as us.
all the classes do. so, what's wrong with them?
why are they picking only on our class.
i don't understand. ):
school sucks with these teachers.
these unreasonable teachers. ):
Standing On The Rooftops,
Everybody Scream Your Heart Out.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
19:56
:) Old Times
first period, PE. (:
DM relieve class ._.
he goood lah, let us play whatever we want. xD
so the girls played captain's ball lor.
blah, then had Maths Test.
kinda hope i would get full marks ._.
cause, i was confident of getting full marks.
but whenever i'm confident about it,
i tend to NOT get full marks ._.
diao --"
then had english and literature.
boring ._.
then had chinese.
2E2 came again --"
blah, they were really noisy.
BOYS ~ --"
then had oral right after chinese class :x
only some though.
cause, can ownself choose whether want take mahs ;x
otherwise is EVERY tuesday.
tcher say .. my last number for my oral marks is '8'.
diao --" confirm get 28. cannot possibly be 38 over 40.
that's impossible for my standard for chinese ._.
blah ~ then pei-ed yilin wait till dance starts.
but pohmun and i left at around 3pm.
we were too tired today ._.
i nearly died of boredom sitting at the canteen --"
hmm, came home, bathed then started packing my drawer --"
cause my books DAMN messy.
i put everything in order after about 3hours :x
then ate dinner and now i'm using the computer. (:
blah, chaos ~
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:36
:) Worn-Out. ):
hello people.
it's kinda late already.
alright, around 9 going 10 lah. :x
but i'm tired already. ):
nothing much today.
early in the morning, was kinda happy, or maybe not?
was seeing you, a good thing, or a bad thing?
went to the physics lab for experiment.
then had maths lesson ._.
erm, then went for recess.
then had history ._.
bad day to study actually.
i was really keen on studying yesterday.
maybe to get rid of all the troubles.
then today jiu kinda slacking.
then had english, Mr Chionh came ._.
MrChen lor, absent --"
did essay. then had literature.
kinda did "ESSAY" also lah.
boring ._.
then form teacher's period went to rokia's art room.
wah, unlucky ._.
so boring there. dots --"
then had Conversational Malay.
got test ._.
LOL, kinda like, everyone copied.
so it was impossible to fail --"
then continued the history project with PohMun.
but not finished yet though ._.
shall check out the website on Hakkas, tmr.
too tired right now. ):
blah, gooodbye.
Boy, I Love You♥
Boy, I Miss You
Boy, I Want You♥
♥Unrequited Love
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:48
:) Typical Teachers That Never Admit That They Are Wrong.
I'm blogging today for the sake of PATRICIA NG HUI YI. :x
she ask me blog ._. so blog lor.
don't rmb much anyway.
early in the morning, got pissed off with Ms Yvonne and Rokia.
ccb ._. sit behind wrong meh ._.
wahlao, say until like we PURPOSELY sit behind even though infrnt got space.
fcukyou lah ._. obviously infrnt no space right, how to sit.
knn, you can see with your very own eyes that there are no space left to sit.
what's so good about sitting behind huh? siao, say until like we LOVE it.
ohmytian, please lah, fcukoff man.
ohyeah, Rokia ask us create a group name.
we already have le. :D CRAZIE-SEVEN lor.
so yeah, FOR ONCE ah, we "listened" to her.
so she cannot kpkb liao lor. :x
hai, it's really freaking irritating.
you know what, don't know who lah, tell me ah,
Rokia said " even the assistant monitor also sit behind. "
ohmyfcukingtian, like i wanna sit behind liddat ._.
i always go out at the usual time.
reach at the usual time.
not late also, so, what's the problem? ._.
i can don't be assistant monitor de mah.
lame shyt, it's not like i VOLUNTEERED alright.
asshole ._.
ohyeah, Art lesson got spot check.
11people kena socks.
then ah, she ask them go buy already hor,
wear the LONGLONG one, then ankle socks give her.
pervertic right? socks also want.
she has NO RIGHT ah, to take their socks.
serious, i swear, their socks getting LESSER and LESSER.
ask them buy socks nevermind lah,
take away their socks ._.
wahlao, liddat their parents waste money lor ._.
and i was thinking lah,
what's wrong with wearing ankle socks ._.
seriously, what's wrong with it? --"
lolololol, still don't get it.
stupid, oh well, don't talk about her already.
had Drama lesson today.
was okay la ._.
Ms Nina so scary ._.
talk to my group that time look at me. LOL. ;x
then had History.
i'm a good girl today :x
i listened ATTENTIVELY. xD
hahahaha, then recess.
then Chinese.
ohshyt, never do compo :x
tcher goood sia :x
never scold , lalalala.
then had Geography.
MsChee is PISSED with the class today :x
lolol, anyway, learned about Map Reading.
then had Maths.
learned how to do factorization using cross multiplication le.
yeah, quite easy actually :x
then had Art. --"
got homework leh :x
i'm interested in Art today :D
hahahah, we have to do a wedding ring.
consisting of the Bride's Initial Name, and Groom's Initial Name.
but One Letter for Each will do.
so i came up with mine. (:
hahaha, anyhow do lahs ._.
okay, nothing much to blog le.
chao ! ;D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
19:08
:) ):
Good evening peeeps. (:
hmm, had school today. x)
reading period first.
boring ._. but i read the reader's digest about J.K Rowling.
the writer of HARRY POTTER. xD
then went to art room.
dots, looking at rokia's face makes me ._.
then had english.
watched video clip.
on War of the Worlds.
and A night at the museum. x)
btw, i wanna watch War Of The Worlds!
it's an old movie shown last time.
BUT IT'S NICE lahs. :x
then went for recess.
ate harshbrown.
went back to class for Science lesson.
learning about light now ._.
then had Home Econs.
i <3 my Pencil Case lah. xD
then after school, blahblahblah.
chao ~
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:53
:) Self-Centered.
back home already.
rather pissed right now.
fcuking hell ._.
oh well, my stomach hurts.
zz, whatever.
who cares anyway.
i always chance upon something that talks about horoscopes.
then when i read mine, it felt so not TRUE.
i would only focus on rather 5horoscopes excluding my own one.
those that my friends and families are in .
okay, whatever.
don't feel like blogging.
chao.
i have no idea why,
but i HATE people who are self-centered.
even though, sometimes,
i am too.
and i won't forgive myself for that too.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:07
:) I<3u, PaiHongBoon.
i feel so dumb and tired and emo and crazy and happy and sad and confused.
hahahaahahhaha --"
shenjinbing. zz.
oh well, i saw you today.
so many times man ._.
that i hope i could find a corner and hide.
peiyuan ._. KNS ah. :x
argh, i feel like digging my eyes out.
i feel like being DUMB.
being NAIVE and IGNORANT.
not knowing what is happening is the BEST.
yet, it's the total opposite in real life.
i know so much that my mind is about to BURST.
if only i can control myself,
stop thinking so much. stop making conclusions of my mine.
hais ): i wanna talk to you tooooo --"
i have no idea why.
tian ah, tongue tied.
yes, i feel just like that.
i wanna have no ears, no mind of my own, no eyes, no mouth. (:
that's the BEST i would say.
i don't wanna have a heart that loves people too.
LOL, okay, suddenly, i feel stupid.
to be crazily in love with someone.
seeeeee? i told you, i'm having mixed thoughts.
and it SUCKS. to be having two THINKINGS.
both positive and negative. so dumb ._.
so tired, good night people.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:29
:) Sport Heats.
it's thursday today ~
hmm, had PE.
ran two rounds.
then played softball. yayness!
standard :x i'm always the second to bat. (:
Aman is always the first.
hahah. then next lesson was maths.
know how to do cross multiplication to factorize le.
shiok (:
then went for recess.
spent a long time eating lor ._.
then went back to class for MrChen's lessons.
then last period was Chinese.
some peeps from 2E2 came to our class.
cause ah, don't know why ._.
but all guys lor ._.
no mixture of any girls.
dots --"
then went to the stadium.
cause pat and pohmun running.
blah, then liddat lor.
hb ran too.
he's fast alright --"
blah, then went mall and home.
i'm so tired today.
i really am.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:20
:) You don't know what it's like to be like me.
all of a sudden, i felt really dumb.
certain times, or maybe all the times,
i would start saying lots of things about what happened.
then the other party who's listening would have to suffer.
cause, somehow, their reactions will be just like "so what?"
and i kinda hate people for being like that.
but in the end, well, i simply realised that i have talked to the wrong person.
you know? if i wanna talk about relationship problems,
i have TOTALLY no one to go to.
seriously, i SWEAR. can someone actually understands what i'm feeling?
being trapped between two guys?
so confused of your OWN feelings, not knowing who you really love.
then, you keep having those feelings. negative feelings.
then feeling so physically tired at the same time.
i want to concentrate on my studies.
but it seems so hard, because,
school, seems to be the one that's letting me face those problems when i hoped that i could run away from it.
i see guys everyday in school.
yet none, captured my heart.
except you two.
the two of you, i hardly even see you in school.
sometimes, i might not even see you the WHOLE DAY.
yet, the feeling is there.
it didn't fade at all.
it's there, like a tattoo on my heart.
a tattoo that won't be erased.
a tattoo that will remain there forever.
even if i managed to let go in the end,
the tattoo will be there, as a scar.
a tattoo that represents the scar you gave.
how i WISH, you didn't left that scar there.
cause, i can't seem to open that scar and let another person in anymore.
it's like, it's gonna be there forever and ever and ever.
hais.
no quarrels ≠ sweet = abnormal couple.
got quarrels = normal couple.
chaos.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:55
:) StayStrong, Girl.
good evening people. (:
ignore th' previous post.
arigato. (:
and JOYCELYN, stay strong!
shall start with school.
i woke up late.
fcuk ._. that GETAI last night made me lost my beauty sleep.
so i woke up at 7o'clock.
dammit ._.
i was NEARLY late.
but i wasn't. i used 10minutes to get ready and reach the bus stop to take the bus.
siao? :x
blah, then went to school.
started with Science ._.
then Maths.
then after that was recess. didn't eat. o.0
oh wait, ate toast. --"
then was HISTORY.
boring :x
then during ENGLISH lessons ._.
Yilin and Syauqina changed place.
that means, Yilin is sitting right beside me ._.
hahaha. then literature.
then assembly.
then had MALAY class.
then BLAH, boring jiu dui le ._.
nothing much today.
i'm tired.
chaos ~
ps : JOYCELYN, stay strong. try your best. <3
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:24
:) Broken into a Million Pieces
i don't know what's wrong with me today.
i really don't.
i'm wearing out.
i'm so tired. i can't take it anymore.
think back on the days where the class is always noisy.
but it was better right now.
maybe cause i didn't really care anymore.
serious, i swear, i haven't shouted for a long time.
and it feels GREAT.
previously, problems were given by the same few people.
even my own friends couldn't settle down and make my job easier.
and i ADMIT lah, i was seriously pissed.
PISSED, maybe they won't understand.
maybe responsibility is something important to me.
talked with MPI about kenneth.
and hell yeah, he don't understand why i was so pissed with him.
and for a moment i thought, those breakups that i had.
don't they understand why? ):
if they do, they would understand why i'm pissed.
but even MPI doesn't. who will?
i can say, i hate Peiyuan now.
i tell you, i dare to say it loud and clear.
i hate him. he is so insensitive.
why come telling me you like her so much?
why tell me, you cried cause she rejected you?
why tell me your quarrels with your brothers.
why? you were so unwilling to listen to my problems.
so why should i listen to yours?
why?! issit fair nots?
do you still rmb that particular night?
the night where you were SERIOUS.
the night where you reprimanded me?
the night where i was so disappointed with my best friend.
the night where a bastard made me so pissed.
i CANNOT believe someone would be so unreasonable.
i CANNOT believe my best friend would shift all the blame to me.
i CANNOT believe you actually scolded me when all i needed was a shoulder.
we haven't talk for AGES.
it's rather ... sad, and hurtful.
you treat the two girls well, cause they are your ganmei.
then me leh? how sad. i know so much things.
i had my heart broken so many times cause of you.
then what did i get? your ignorance ...
there's one more person.
that keeps me so confused.
but i won't say anything about that person.
i'm really really lost ...
ps : read le, DON'T FCUKING ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED.
i don't care who you are, alright? sheeeeeena, i know you will ask ._.
but, don't alright? just ... HUSH down, i just have to let it go.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:23
:) Brainless.
MOODSWING ._.
sian, downstairs so noisy.
but for the SONGKA de,
SO BEAR WITH IT LOR.
then ah, KENNETH GOT STEAD LIAO.
nice one --"
then what ah, why i moodswing.
ohfcukit. --"
bye.
kenneth still loves pohmun.
godamnit.
ccb, then what for stead with that girl.
he's like a fcuking jerk right now.
what if the girl truely loves him?
he will be hurting someone.
he's really dumb.
having a stead doesn't prove anything.
it only proves that you were not tiongxim.
all the more, pohmun can not choose you.
you're giving pohmun more reasons to not like you.
then what's your problem?
can i like know the reason why you actually stead with that girl?
you aren't being fair to her.
you're acting like a jerk.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
20:52
:) DRAMA
yo people.
today is TUESDAY.
therefore, my bag should be heavy.
but it wasn't. wth? ._.
then ah, the others complain bag heavy lor.
LOL. :x something wrong with me bahs :x
anyway, had DRAMA class.
not bad lah ._. samesame lor.
but played 老鹰捉小鸡.
cause whole class lifeless. xD
then very fun lah :x
everyone shouting. oh wait, the GIRLS only.
but i laughed till stomach pain.
LOL. then next lesson was history.
ohmymama, i usually slept during history lah.
but this time ah, i listened instead lor ._.
then recess. ate harshbrown even though my stomach growling. :x
then after recess was CHINESE ._.
teacher never come again ._. wahsian.
don't even know who teaching us lah dey.
cries ): then got relieve teacher lor.
the second one very good.
i want him teach xD
then was GEOGRAPHY.
did written work ._.
and i think i'm the slowest.
i have NO IDEA why.
i was kinda lazy to do. blahs ~
then was maths.
MRS SHARON FONG.
i kinda like her teachings.
but i don't like her ._.
wahlao, she wants EVERYONE to bring their maths textboook lor. ):
it's like, two tables share one also cannot? zzzzzzz.
so heavy lah. esp. TUESDAY.
fcuk ~ this is SO $%#@!@#!@#%.
RAAAAAAAh. :x
then had art.
got homework ._. ROKIA lah,
talk so much. left 10 minutes for us to start the drawing.
wahlao, so wicked ._. purposely want us go home do.
kns. then went coffee shop. ate fries.
then walked home lor.
the end.
hmm, today was a OKAY day lah.
except, i saw him. hais ._.
then blah, had a chat with YILIN during chinese lesson.
like very long never talk to her liddat ._.
oh well, chaos ~
Pull me close,
and take one step.
16:12
:) Lost.
school starts today. (:
woke up rather early lahs ._.
about 5plus bah.
laid in bed.
wanted to sleep,
but have no idea why my mind of filled with stuffs.
so i tossed and turned.
then my brother's alarm scared me ._.
stupid song --" but it was only 6.15am.
so i decided to lay there longer.
then ended up leh, i had trouble tying my hair.
so i missed a bus.
then was the last to reach ._.
so went to school.
YILIN CUT HAIR VERY PRETTY AH. xD
but she kept complaining about her hair ._.
i don't understand WHY. dots ~
erm, started with reading period.
then form teacher period.
ROKIA sucks LOTLOT. :x
CAROL, POHMUN and PATRICIA ._.
lololol :x let's skip that part.
then had ENGLISH. boring ._.
then RECESS, ate, went back class.
MrsChong never come ):
wahlao ._. ask us bring so many things.
then my bag so heavy lah D:
but, i was the only one complaining that my bag is heavy.
the others kept telling me, heavy meh? monday lightest lor.
wth ._. then had HOME ECONS. (:
touch up on my pencil case.
i enhanced it with ribbons ._.
MIGHT think of doing running laced stitch for the sides.
but, then, maybe not? ._.
whatever ._.
then had SOCIAL ETIQUETTE class.
wasn't really interested at first ._.
but then, okok lor. (:
then hanged out for a while.
then went home. (:
END OF THE DAY.
there will be a new maths teacher for our class. x)
MDMTHO has left. due to stress i think? ._.
blah ~ can't be bothered le lah.
can study and understand jiu hao le.
chaos ~ (x
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:27
:) Cousins(:
Saturday. (:
RUSHED to my ahmah's house after my last post.
cause i had to take the key from them.
OTHERWISE, we would be trapped outside their house for who-knows-when.
then waited at my ahmah's house ALONE for audrey and dean.
so pathetic huh? ._.
then they reached.
watched tv. (: then my grandparents came back.
then they started playing mahjong.
they played until 4am hor ._.
then cannot sleeeep lor.
so watched SPIRITED AWAY.
nice sia ~ LOL, watched DISC ONE only though.
then slept.
Sunday. (:
woke up at 2plus :X
LOL, then i was the first to wake up, AS USUAL. --"
then i went to bathe.
then came out, all of them awake le.
not all lah, both of them.
then played DS.
then blah, watch SPIRITED AWAY disc two.
it's NICE lah. xD
then rotted there? ._.
ohyeah, this coming friday is GoodFriday right?
might be watching STEP UP 2 with my COUSINS.
then go my ahmah's house stay again.
depends? x)
i wanna watch STEPUP2. xD
i'm tired ._.
don't wanna blog le.
seeeeyou. (:
I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL. x)
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:29
:) I've been with you for too long to start over with another.
(: i'm crapping with Edmond a.k.a the bday boy, now. :x
played audition just now.
gosh, I CANNOT CHANCE ANYMORE. :x
cries ):
but, who cares lah ._.
anyway, i'm real bored right now.
i have no idea why ._.
Audrey should be coming sooon.
and i've no idea what my ahmah talking ._.
she called me twice.
first time, the conversation went like this.
ahmah : hello, you all what time coming?
me : er, they say 5plus.
ahmah : orh, okok. must come at 5plus ah. and come here eat also hor.
me : orh, okok ._.
ahmah : cause ah, i going out. *don't understand what she talking already*
me : orh, orh, okok ._.
ahmah : orh, orh, byebye.
me : byebye.
*pause* then my ahmah hang up ._.
then second conversation.
ahmah : hello, audrey come already?
me : er, no.
ahmah : then dean come already?
me : er, no also.
ahmah : orh okok, then you all want after i go out come back then come mah?
me : huh? orh, anything ._.
ahmah : ok ah, i come back home then you all come hor.
me : orh, okok ._.
ahmah : OK ah, byebye.
me : orh orh, okok. byebye ._.
*pause again* then my ahmah hang up.
LOL, so what to do? ._.
then Audrey said her mama call my ahmah,
my ahmah say she not going out already.
or maybe she didn't say anything.
blur liao ._.
LOL, anyway, Audrey is waiting for Dean at yishun MRT station right now.
wow, she's fast ._.
i haven't packed my clothes.
LOL. :x
WEAR WHAT!?!
okay, i wear primary five camp t-shirt. :x
and shorts.
ohyah, my p5 camp shirt ah,
is still REALLY BIG for me.
it's XL size --"
cause no more M already.
three years le. it's still big for me.
LOL, okay, whatever ._.
or maybe wear sec one orientation camp t-shirt.
._. okay whatever .
i still crapping with Edmond, the crap master ._.
that's what he said.
oh well, seeeeeeeyou guys.
MY LAST POST FOR THE DAY.
long right? :x FINALLY, one long post.
lololol. :x lalalas.
bye people. (:
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:53
:) Lost in Thoughts of Me&You.
(: so bored ._.
i toook out my homeworks.
then when i opened my book,
i stopped and think.
what should i write?
then closed the book and gave a sigh. :x
i have totally no mood for homeworks now ._.
loving you was a big mistake cause i don't miss you at all.
boredom ._.
what to do !
i don't wanna play audition.
no roooms ._.
i kinda sick of DS. --"
then ah, i feel like playing audition again.
then i feel like playing DS also.
wodetian ah ._.
raaaaaaaah, blah, byebye. ~
Pull me close,
and take one step.
15:04
:) Lost in Dreamland. xD
good afternoon peeps.
hmm, slept at around 12am last night.
._. could have wished Edmond a happy bday first.
but it slipped my mind ._.
then ah, when i was ABOUT to fall asleep,
KENNETH WU had to call me --"
but i didn't pick up, ofc.
waste of time.
plus, his call ended in a few seconds.
i didn't bother to sms him to ask why he called.
i just felt that it was DUMB. :x
then woke up at around 12pm :x
then played DS.
then blah, i'm hungry ._.
i didn't eat last night.
duh, obviously will be hungry lah.
then my lunch is either MAGGIE MEE or wait for my mother to come back then buy for me.
which is around 4pm ._.
maybe i'll go for maggie mee. :x
oh well, nothing to blog now.
oh right, i'm staying overnight at my ahmah's house today.
along with audrey and dean.
miss them so much ah ! :x
so yeah, i guess i won't blog at night or whatever.
maybe tmr also won't blog.
seee first bah.
seeeyou. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
12:43
:) Lost in Dreamland.
I'm so ._. right now.
Lol, don't know how to say lah.
But most probably, people will add the word "emo" in.
hahaha. whatever ._.
hais ._.
the thoughts of you&i drives me CRAZY.
i cannot imagine if one day,
you and her were back together.
what would happen to me ._.
what would happen to my life?
LOL, i remembered how i behaved last time.
everyday is just like a BORING LIFESTYLE.
school, lunch, home, homeworks, dinner, sleeps.
it continued for how long man.
how long ._.
about 5months or so, i guess?
yeah, then i broke free.
and fell in love with a JERK.
wait, it is just PURE infatuation.
and, i actually thought it was LOVE.
lol, he's a jerk alright.
then then then, the crazieseven entered my life.
yeah, i became crazy.
and not emo like before.
BUT, always crazy and high,
one day also will worn out de mah.
so that means, will become emo again mah .
and, hell yeah, IT DID HAPPENED.
i broke down on the very day when i couldn't take it anymore.
problems EVERYWHERE.
friends, relationships, family.
ohmigosh, having different opinions and thoughts from your friends is TOUGH,
cause no one actually understands? ._.
so you just have to keep it to yourself and bear it alone.
then, BLAH, break down lor.
then THINK ABOUT IT again ah,
your friends also suffering lah.
so they very kelian also.
therefore, i'm not the only one suffering.
so i should shut my gap up.
yah, i'm crapping right now.
ohmytian ._.
what the hell am i doing.
blah, byebye.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
23:01
:) TheSpiderwickChronicles. x33s
i didn't regret watching The Spiderwick Chronicles. :D
hahaha, it's uber nice. xD
so glad i've watched the show i REALLY wanna watch.
xD hahaha, kinda tired right now ._.
shall not blog now.
maybe next time bah.
seeeyou.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
20:09
:) Edmond. (:
yo people. ;D
wahahaha, slept real late last night :x
woke up at 12.10pm this afternoon. :x
hahaha, started with my DS. :D
case #5. xD Rise From The Ashes. :x
oh, suddenly thought of Edmond.
tmr is his bday. :x
okay, LUCKILY, i didn't forget. :x
shall wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY tmr. xD
anyway, it's real boring right now.
sian ._. i played phoenix wright till sian also .
kns ._. what to do ~
don't feel like blogging suddenly.
okay, a knife has stabbed into my heart. LOL.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
14:18
:) WalkingDisaster
(: i should be out of my house already.
hahaha, but suddenly felt like using msn and blogger.
went to carol's blog.
she is so moooooody.
hmm, no wonder someone said she like bo moood liddat.
cheer up lah girl.
hahahah.
i don't know why lahs.
it's like, i wanna break down and cry.
you might stand a chance to be with him.
and i have no chances already.
i don't know why.
everything is a disaster.
everything in my life is a disaster.
relationships suck hell lots.
guys are jerks.
friends are angels.
hai, i wanna go out with the crazyseven again. ):
i wanna get out of this freaking boring lifestyle.
i miss you.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
14:06
:) I swear across my heart, that you are a bad choice.
dots, i read my past posts.
and i have made a mistake somehow.
hais ._.
but ah, i kinda know why a lot of pple read my blog back then.
the posts are like always so long ~
now it's all SHORT. :x
there's nothing much to blog.
PLUS, my STM is REALLY getting worse.
therefore, i can hardly remember.
oh well, AUDREY ._.
help ~ i'm stuck at the trail of TURNABOUT GOODBYES.
the prosecutor attorney SUCKS HELL LOT.
he keeps " OBJECTION "
then his voice is like so bloody low.
it makes me laugh whenever he says that. xD
hahahaha. ohwell, i'm taking a bath soon.
since i have to go to pohmun's house.
oh shucks, IT'S GONNA RAIN.
._. let's hope it doesnt rain when i wanna go out ._.
shall bring an umbrella bahs.
Pohmun's house to the bus stop totally no shelter.
hahaha. bye people. :D
it's a mistake to love you.
it's a mistake to be with you.
i hate you.
i swear across my heart,
that i will never ever desire to be with you again.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:37
:) projects! :x
:D goood morning to everyone. xD
i'm so happy. :x
yesterday was a SUITABLE DAY.
my brains were working. xD
i finished my maths homework.
i finished my chinese workbook.
i've done my science filing.
therefore, i'm left with chinese compo.
and newspaper writing? issit said this way? ._.
my mind suddenly went *BLANK*.
dots ._.
anyway, i finished my third case too.
Turnabout Samurai is DONE.
now i'm on my forth.
Turnabout Goodbyes. ;D
whatever.
i'm heading down to PohMun's house later.
for the English Project.
as for History ._. i not sure. ;x
English needs a computer.
a Thumbdrive.
Information.
oh wait, i dig up the paper for the project first.
*RUNS TO DIG THE PAPER*
okay, i'm back :x
this is LAME ._.
oh well, i got the paper anyway.
i wanna do history ._.
lol, english sucks.
still must write a biography of the warhero lor.
D: i think i play DS first :x
lol, later go pohmun's house then settle.
seeeyou people. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:14
:) nintendo ds lite.
morning everyone. x)
i'm kinda bored now ._.
no one is at home except me.
i'm STILL playing my DS.
and NOT touching my homeworks.
ohtian, i don't feel like doing the chinese compo.
neither do i feel like doing the maths homework.
i just feel like doing my chinese workbook nia.
._. still got filings to do.
if not, NO MARKS FOR CA.
raaaaah ._.
oh well, whatever.
shall settle it later.
after i finish my case, i'm still stuck. :x
whatever.
i don't know what i'm thinking.
i'm thinking so much about you lately.
and, i cannot stop thinking about those days together.
if only i could,
rewind time and be with you again.
i swear i won't be so selfish and self-centered like before.
but, i guess it's impossible.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:39
:) A rainy and stormy day.
back to blogging.
it's raining cats and dogs now ._.
it's been raining from the morning till now.
well, the rain did stopped.
but for a short while only.
not more than an hour, i guess.
anyway, i finished my second case for phoenix wright le !
:D now i'm in case three.
and it's " turnabout samurai "
._. and i hate that TURNABOUT word. LOL. :x
now i'm stuck again.
don't know where to go.
wanna go studio two also cannot. :x
oh well, i'm bored.
shall play audition for a while? ._.
maybe bah. xD
seeeyahs. (:
Pull me close,
and take one step.
15:35
:) i wanna cry ):
i want my mummy ):
i wanna cry ):
kns, i angry till i wanna cry.
this fcuking sucks lahs. ):
i hate you lah.
you FREAKING BASTARD.
): so self-centered. D:
i don't understand why.
but i cannot stand your attitude.
i wanna cry ):
YOU SUCK LAH. D:
wahlao, you make until my darling no freedom.
a girl with total freedom before.
is now trapped in a devil's clutches. ):
ah, you sucks. D:
Pull me close,
and take one step.
12:50
:) projects!
okay, changed my blogskin.
well, the skin was done by Yronne.
Sec three in SGS.
don't know her at all lahs ._.
only know her name. lol.
okay, i'm so bored ._.
i'm gonna do maths later :x
have to do my homeworks.
still got chinese compo ._.
er, science filing.
still got what ah ._.
LOL, die ~ i forget liao.
hai, oh well, i still have two projects left.
i'm kinda keen on doing the history project.
BUT NOT the english one ._.
oh well, i have to say something about the skin .
i don't know why, it feels so weird ._.
since the width of the skin is like, LONG? ._.
then ah, the background white also, weirdweird leh ._.
oh well, it's still nice.
seeeeyahs people.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:37
:) I hate how much i love you.
(: i'm here to blog. (x
well, somehow, i didn't wanna use the computer.
but i was kinda sick of playing phoenix wright.
i would say, i'm a LOUSY lawyer ._.
i spent two days solving ONE CASE.
it totally sucks alright ._.
the first case i toook was EASY.
well, duh ~ beginner case leh.
the second one was HARD.
even till now, i haven't solve it yet.
oh dear ._.
i have no need to think of being a lawyer when i grow up already.
okay whatever, mystery detective,
haven't solve my first case tooo. :X
LOL, i'm lousy at this things ._.
oh well, only played this two games nia.
._. oh yah, and puzzle bobble.
it wasn't really fun as when i played with carol at grandlink.
._. i'm so bored ~
what to do ):
no one sms me sia :x
kenneth smsed me yesterday.
but, i was kinda sick of his criticisms and whatsoever.
i can't take his 'JOKES'.
so i didn't reply his sms. :x
Jefferson did sms me just now.
for Bleach's songs ._.
then i went to play my DS till now.
ohyah, i wanna watch Mischievous Princess. xD
it's NICE, super nice ~ xD
don't wanna blog le.
CHAO ~ xD
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and take one step.
17:46
:) ):
(: i'm back to posting. xD
shall start with yesterday bah.
070308 was the last day of term ONE.
(: so, basically, we got back our progress card.
and yah, my overall percentage was like 80%.
dots? ._. i got a C5 for ART.
dammit, stupid rokia ._.
i don't know why, but,
oh well, a C5 basically pulls everything DOWNDOWNDOWN.
so yeah, it sucks alot ._.
argh! ;x i got one B3. ):
LITERATURE! dots ._.
never expected myself to get a B for lit somehow ._.
but ah, when i got back my lit test,
it was really HORRIBLY DONE. lol !
so yeah, should be happy that i got a B3 and not a C5 or 6.
the others all A lor.
i write out bah. ):
English - A1
Chinese - A2
Maths - A1
Science - A1
Geography - A1
History - A1
Literature - B3
Home Econs - A1
Art - C5
it sucks right ._.
to have all As then one B and one C ._.
whatever. it didn't really spoil my mood lah.
afterall, it's my bday. (:
should be happy mah xD
so yeah, a lot of people wished me happy birthday.
and i'm totally shocked that Keith actually knows it's my bday? ._.
he suddenly stood infrnt of me with his hand up during recess.
he totally BLOCKED my way --"
whatever.
received about FIVE presents, i think.
one from MPI.
one from pohmun and pat.
one from yilin and carol.
one from yingyu, jamaine, melissa, jiawen and irene. ((:
one from kenneth ._.
LOL, okay, kenneth gave me chocolates.
but it's gonna be finished soon.
cause my brother ate ALOT.
._. then the others gave me WINNIE THE POOH. xD
except yilin and carol.
theirs was from giftaname.
and i liked theirs ALOT. :x
it's simple, but it cost 9dollars something IF i didn't rmb wrongly.
thanks girls. (:
went to plaza singapura.
wanted to watch a movie, but too late le.
so went to sentosa instead.
i played with my DS the WHOLE DAY ._.
then cut cake then went back vivo for dinner.
i didn't eat though :x then went serangoon.
stayed there till 10plus then went home.
woke up around 11.30am. (:
bathed and started to play with my DS again. :x
addicted le ! :x
yesterday, MPI and CAROL got addicted with quickspot. xD
hahaha, i got addicted to cooking mama ._.
but i finished all the recipes already.
i think? ._. no more new de liao. :x
lol, oh well, don't wanna blog le.
seeeyou guys. (:
my bday wish is a bday wish from you.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
14:37
:) everything is not planned yet.
psps . so long never blog. xD
lazy lahs. :x
hahaha, nothing much this few days.
still having school as usual.
days get better each day.
but whatever ._.
hmm, went to the stadium just now.
to support my classmates. xD
and friends. :x
just reached home lor.
i very lazy blog ._.
LOL, seeeyahs people. (:
ONE MORE DAY! (:
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:38
:) Nintendo DS lite <3
(; i'm happy. :D
i've my DS le. :D
it's a gift. thanks. (:
so happy lahs ;D
dammit, still got maths homework ._.
i thought finish all le.
then i never copy down Maths homework lor.
Mdm tho lah. wth, ask me go find rokia.
then i go back, she release the class le.
then never tell me got homework also.
kns? ._. wtf ._.
whatever. shall kill time till i get to know the webby to download games.
seeyahs.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
15:50
:) It's not worth to shed tears cause of the craps you both gave.
watched ' The Mischievous Princess ' just now.
so nice. xD
felt so good after watching.
so yeah, IGNORE that freakishly emo post. :x
hahaha. (:
So bored ._.
Nothing to do.
I wanna go to school.
i <3 my friends. :D
i go school just for STUDYING && MAKE FRIENDS.
that's all. being the assistant monitor of 2E4,
totally SUCKS. i don't like the job ._.
blehs, no choice.
maybe after June holidays jiu change.
SHIOK! :x
ohyeah, MONDAY GOT HOME ECONS. :D
can resume my sewing work. :D
but ah, no idea what stitch to use for my border neh.
kns ._. hai ._.
monday is OKAY.
ohyeah, monday got reading period also ._.
okay, reading period sucks.
sit with your legs folded in the parade square SUCKS.
your neck hurts, your back hurts and your legs get numb.
wonder what's wrong with the teachers sia ._.
they standing, we sitting.
i would rather STAND and READ than SIT and READ.
it's not goood for our backbones, yeah ._.
ohwell, i got three boooks to read ANYWAY. ;D
so yeah, i'm gonna enjoy my time reading it. (:
i guess i'm gonna go back to reading my boooks ._.
chaos ~ :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:10
:) i wanna cry. ): i really really ... hate life ..
don't read, don't read, don't read.
don't fcuking read this post, please. D:
I wanna cry. ):
I'm not happy.
I'm never happy.
Everyday, there are problems.
from my friends.
from my class.
from my brother.
from you ...
i fcuking hate life. ):
you don't wanna keep getting false hopes.
then don't talk to him .
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:35
:) I wanna cry. ):
went out with the girls just now.
went to mall.
returned our books first,
then went to the foodcourt.
they ate, then pat and pohmun left.
carol, yilin and i went to the library.
cause i wanted to find my books.
then ended up leh, the two of them also leave me alone there ._.
so bad . zz LOL.
then i read my books.
borrowed three ._.
then yilin bought her shoes.
then headed to h2o.
to meet Jiarong.
then Kenneth was there too.
he was wearing a skinny ._.
not bad lah. okok lor.
whatever.
no mood to blog.
bye.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:07
