Can I have this dance?
:)
Unconditional-oveee
Take my hand, take a breath.
29.2.08
:) Do you remember? ._.

Hello people. :D
SOOOOOOOOO SIAN ! ._.

really sian lor ._.
wanted to blog about something.
now, i've forgotten.
oh well, whatever. xD
EMO abit bah. xD

It's round the corner.
A week later.
Do you rmb? ._.
What happened last year on that day?
I do, yeah.
Unpleasant.
But i'm glad, i'm with you.
I wonder, i seriously wonder,
do you rmb? ._.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


22:39

:) Pictures. :D

this is the cake i baked on my practical exam. :D
my class. :D


BOOOOOOOBBBBY ! :x
Angus, Jefferson And Adam.





THE BABY ANKLET. :D it's used last time.
by the Indians, if i didn't remember wrongly.
Stairs to Nowhere. :x


those were the pictures taken. Enjoy.


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and take one step.


16:52

:) I'm happy. (:

(: i'm back home. :D
had school as usual. x)
Zz, chinese tcher never come.
MissLi relieve ._.
scary --"
then must do homework for her lor ):
newspaper report. wah, sian. :x
hate it !! :x

then had SCIENCE.
GOSH, test ._.
15marks only leh.
nb, i thought very difficult lor.
actually, NOT.
but, i WON'T get full marks.
i think i got wrong for a few questions.
sian ): should have studied.
i totally forgot about the test yesterday and this morning.
if not, i would have studied. ):
want cry le ._.

then recess, ate spaghetti.
then went back class for english.
went to the library.
yay, i found a nicenice book once again.
:x toooo bad, the school library doesn't have,
The Spiderwick Chronicles. ):
SAD, maybe tmr go mall with the girls,
for the sake that i wanna find the boook in the national library.
:x so nice of them to actually accompany me.
love them tons lah. :D
but, not sure whether all can go ._.

then last lesson was geography.
did exercises, so it was kinda not boring at all.
then school ended at 12.10pm. :D
actually, going to watch kungfu dunk de.
then suddenly, i didn't really have the mood to watch movie.
so went out with the girls instead.
went to the SO CALLED RED HOUSE. :x
nothing there lahs, they so daring leh ._.
they walk very far back. x)
walked until a place with a VERY NICE scenery. x)
couples can go leh. xD
got a lot of ants though ._.
oh well, then went to point.
our legs nearly broke. :x
i was really tired ._.
hahaha, then went to h2o.
stayed there till 4pm then went home lor.

parents at home le ._.
brother at NCC.
:D so gooood, i love friday. :x
he's always home at 6plus. xD
then next friday ah, --"
WHY CANNOT NO SCHOOOOOL. :x
blehs, bye people. :D

BTW, i'm gonna post some pictures i've taken.
at the museum and one more thingy. xD
wait and see. :D

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and take one step.


16:39

28.2.08
:) My attention is on You.

went to find Wenling just now.
YAYNESS. :D
finally lah, went out with her ONCE AGAIN.
._. she didn't change lah. xD
hahaha, still the same old Wenling.
dug for my USB cable at her house ._.
WOW. :x got back my USB cable.
MEANS, i can transfer things more easily right now.
x) and yeah, i don't know what to transfer.

You still care, don't you?
I can't help,
But feel a short sharp pain.
I can't help it.
My attention is still on you in school.
): How i hope, it didn't happened at all.
Hais.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:45

:) BOOOOOOOKS. :D

(: afternoon people. (;
erm. had lessons as usual.
PE first ._.
played softball.
fun leh :D
but our team lost.
but aman killed a lot of the other team members.
nice catch lor. :D
then had maths.
know our test marks already.
quite a number of people got full marks? ._.
was it? okay, forget liao ._.
OH WAIT, only two.
but for this test ah, a lot of people did well lah.
:D learned algebraic identities.
then went for recess.
then had english and lit.
then chinese, cher never come ._.
released at 12.30pm.
ate already, went to line up.
then went to the old folks home.
not bad lah ._. okok lor.
came back, went into staff room to see our lit marks.
ohmytian! i got 66 only ._.
so accurate leh ._.
before that, Jefferson was counting how many A's i would get.
then he said that, literature won't get A de.
then really got B3 instead of A.
AAAAAAAAAAAH ._.
whatever ._.
went home lor. walked home ._.
the weather is goood, windy.
since it's gonna rain soon. :x
hahaha, blah, nothing already.
seeyahs.

The Spiderwick's Chronicles. <3

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and take one step.


17:42

27.2.08
:) i miss you.

yay, can use le. :D
stupid comp ._.
ty ty to someone. ;D

anyway, school was alright today.
except, early in the morning,
something happened? ._.
hai, it lasted till school ends.
wahs? ._. whatever.
everything is alright now.
that's what matters.

erm, was supposed to have science test.
but tcher gave us wrong test paper.
then postponed test to friday. :D
yay ~ then next was MATHS TEST.
i thought it would be difficult.
but it wasn't ._.
then we got to know the results for our progress card.
for english.
i got 80 ._.
it was the highest mark i've ever got for english.
i have never gotten an A for english before.
so i'm happy. :D

had assembly.
and it's FREAKINGLY lame ._.
then had conversational malay.
was supposed to have test.
ended up, don't have.
next wednesday lor.
then after that, went to hougang point.
then went home. (:
seeeyahs people. :D

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and take one step.


20:47

26.2.08
:) tests. ):

school as usual.
except that it's freakingly cold today.
since it rained from midnight till the afternoon.
didn't bring my jacket.
dammit, when i was leaving my house,
the rain stopped already.
then who knows ah, later rain again. D:
whatever.

lessons as usual.
got back chinese and geography test.
chinese test - 43/50
geo test - 25/25

not bad, i guess. (:
hahaha, chinese improve eight marks. :D
okay, whatever ._.
maths now learning algebra. :D
shiok ~
tmr got two tests.
science is like gonna be damn freaking hard. ):
i'm gonna study today.
shall not talk much. seeyahs.

PENGWEI KIA.
fcukoff.

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and take one step.


16:10

25.2.08
:) You won't understand, cause you're not me.

didn't want to blog at first.
due to some reasons.
but, i guess i'm still gonna blog about school,
and nothing else.

went to school in the morning as usual.
third to reach.
so sat there listen to my songs.
then the others came, so we went to school.
during assembly,
mdm chua said that mrchen is a handsome guy.
i could see that mrchen was shocked.
but everyone laughed.
everyone looked at him, and laughed :x
including me :x
it was seriously, hilarious. :x

anyway, lessons as usual.
had home econs today.
sewing. :D
decided on my design.
and started sewing.
and i can tell you,
i'm proud of my work. LOL !
i love the heartshape drawn. :D
so nice ~ can't wait for the next lesson.
hahaha, stayed back for NE deco.
blahs, didn't attend the whatever activity.
then liddat lor.
went home then nothing le.

bye.

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and take one step.


21:42

24.2.08
:) i know i loved him, but, i wasn't sure if he loved me too.

okay, i don't wanna quarrel.
and i shouldn't have started it.
sorry ._.

erm, i'm feeling damn hot right now? ._.
not EMOTIONALLY HOT. as in angry.
but PHYSICALLY hot.
i'm sweating ._.
and i tied my hair up ._.
zz, loook like some asshole liddat. LOL.
oh well, whatever.
hmm, woke up SUPER late today.
used up all my energy yesterday.
hahah. :D
it was really fun i could say.
i haven't been out with the girls till so late before, y'know?
xD oh well, kinda no mood to blog.

hais, i know he cried cause he was sad.
but it doesn't prove that i'm happy about it.
to know that he cried, means to know that he still held on.
and if he was holding on to a lil,
why did he want to break? ._.
it's something .. that you won't understand.
neither do i.
ever tried, having someone to ask you, if there might be a chance to be tgt again?
those words, made me hold on even longer.
but nothing came. ):
nothing came, except misery.
we're perfect strangers, now and forever.


dance like nobody's looking.
work like you don't need the money.
love like you've never been hurt.

Pull me close,
and take one step.


18:43

:) sorry if i hurt you in any way. hais. ):

i'm kinda pissed? ._.
cause if this carries on,
it will be ME who's at fault.
everytime i start a quarrel with someone for being WHATEVER,
it always ended up with me being at fault.
EVEN IF, it's obvious that it's the other party's fault ._.
aiyah, it's like,
everytime i start, you start too.
then i could still rmb you saying that i copied you?
how lame can you be? ._.
you said you were OKAY with me last time.
but i wasn't alright. i liked you a lot.
but your attitude? ._.
you talked as though the other person has no feelings at all.
you were so straightforward.
you asked me for songs, i said don't have.
you would give " -.- " what does that mean huh?
can't you like say " nevermind, thanks. "
you always said " -.- nevermind. "
eh? how do you expect people to be happy about it?
that attitude totally sucks alright.

SERIOUSLY, i SWEAR, i didn't fcuking blame you for taking him away.
and i have always treated you as a friend.
but you didn't treat me as a TRUE FRIEND.
i was just OKAY to you. you weren't OKAY to me.
you were GREAT. but i guess i was wrong? ._.
it doesn't pay to be good, i guess.
i'm sorry if i had hurt you in any way.
but, even if you want people to accept the fact that there's something wrong with us,
rmb still, nobody is perfect.
not even yourself.

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and take one step.


00:41

:) I miss those days we went out together.

I'm chatting with Peiyuan now.
and there seems to be something TERRIBLY wrong with him.
after this r-------- from xoxox, he became someone different.
i'm worried? ._.
not because i still hold back --"
worried as a friend can? ._.
i've never seen someone so upset before ._.
even myself, i manage to smile and act as nothing happened.
but he keeps telling me things that makes me feel that the old Peiyuan has died ._.
i'm seriously worried ._.
after those craps that he gave me,
he hadn't talk to me already ._.
then i don't know how he's feeling and so le.
then his friends. ):
hais, disloyal friends.
friends that aren't worthy to be his ._.
okay, no offence towards ahem they all. --"
i know lah, got reason de ._.
but they were bias right? ._.
oh well, whatever.
ah, Peiyuan, you asshole, cheer up lah. :D
wanna seee you smile and laugh like you did during 231107. (:

here i am again, talking to myself. ;x

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and take one step.


00:15

23.2.08
:) I LOVE THE GIRLS. ;DDDDDDDD

;D i'm back.
miss me? :x hahaha, jokingjoking.
wahs, today is a tiring day lah. :x
even though, we didn't do much? .__.

erm, headed out to meet the girls at 11.45am ._.
i'm late. :x i was supposed to reach at 11.45am.
but i end up leaving the house at 11.45am. :x
cause i was like sending songs from my brother's phone.
so damn long, like one song for one minute .__.
blah ~ then met them and headed to patricia's house.
so funny lah. :x in the lift,
carol and i JUMPED. :x
then suddenly, BLACKOUT ! :D
Yilin shouted then Carol shouted.
then i stunned there. LOL, i thought got insects or something.
scared the hell out of me.
then tooooook the bus70 to Suntec. :D

then walked round and round to find Macdonalds ._.
then found it, settled down.
and bought something to eat. :D
then headed to the cinema for the movie.
watched AhLongPteLtd.
Rating, 3/5 ._.
just pass --"
cause i did laugh, but for like a short while? ._.
waste money ._.
blah, i wanna watch KungfuDunk. :D
wait till PohMun can le, then go watch. :D
shiok ahs ! :x
i wanna watch ' L change the world ' also .__.
alot of people say nice leh. xD
oh wait, REWIND ~

erm, after the movie,
tooook the shuttle bus to City Hall MRT station de BUS STOP :x
tooook bus80 to VivoCity. :D
then went up up up. :x
tooook photos and so lah ._.
i spent most of the time listening to my songs .__.
then wanted to eat at long john silvers. but no place sit ._.
then changed place. was actually loooking for FISH AND CO.
but ended up, went foodcourt eat.
ate fish and chips ._. not bad, i guess.
the salad sucks though ._.
then tooook MRT back.
sent yilin till point there.
waited for bus72 damn freaking long.
then walked pass h2o playground ._.
Jiarong they all there. BLAH ! :x
SAW A COCKROACH !! :x raaaaaaah!

i so don't dare to walk home alone alright ._.
but still, i had to. ):
i kept my mind occupied with all kinds of things while walking home. x)
so yeah, it was alright.
but i saw only about two persons as i walked home ._.
then reached home, saw my mama the moment i opened the dooor.
then i bathed ._.
then i used the computer. :D

bought a handphone pouch for myself.
or should i say, for my phone? ._.
well, i keeep knocking my phone whenever i put my bag down.
so yeah, protection lor .__.
phone will die if keeep knocking. --"
PATRICIA FELL DOWN RIGHT INFRNT OF ME TODAY.
scared me,i tell you. :x
Mandy shouted then i realised she fell.
cause i was doing something.
then Mandy shouted and i can still hear her despite blasting my music lah .__.
so can imagine how loud hor? :x
scared me seh. :x
very paiseh also .__. poooooooor patricia !
LOL. careful next time. :D

don't wanna blog le.
tired liao .__.
papa buying punggol nasi lemak back. :D
can't wait. :D hahaha, bye people. :D
takecare !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, I MISSSSSSSSSS YOOOOOOOOOOOOOU.

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and take one step.


22:49

:) MOVIE. :D

i woke up way too early .__.
so early that, well, there's nothing to do. ):
anyway, i'm leaving in about 30minutes time or something.
got to meet carol, but no idea what time meet. :x
call yilin later to ask. :x
then can meet together. :D
Hais, i'm bored .__.

BOREDOM.
and i don't know what to wear lahs.
._. all the shirts seeem so weird.
i rather wear uniform .__.
blehs ~
seeeeyahs people. :D

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and take one step.


11:01

22.2.08
:) i uber admire my brother lah. :x

I TELL YOU SOMETHING AH ! :x
MY BROTHER CAN PUT HIS LEG OVER HIS HEAD.
BOTH LEGS AT THE SAME TIME!
pro hor. :x
for a guy, it's amazing. x)

anyway, i'm going out tmr.
IT'S BEEN SO FCUKING LONG since i've went out on a saturday. :x
esp. with my friends. x)
heading out to somewhere with the girls.
watching AhLongPteLtd, and not KungfuDunk since PohMun couldn't make it.
Yup, i'm so excited, yeah. :x
can't wait !!
must wake up early though.
so after this post, i'm off to bed.
:D asked MPI to wake me up tmr morning.
by sending me a message. xD
i scared ahs, middle of the night,
people sms me.
liddat can really get annoyed leh .
hahahas, i can't wait.
Ohmytian, GOOOOD NIGHT PEOPLE. :DDDDDDD

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and take one step.


22:38

:) Don't fcuking hurt me all the time.

I don't understand why everytime i talk about some thing.
You would do the same too.
I don't get it? What you want ah?
You are hurting me everytime leh.
Everytime talk about your past with him,
then stab one knife into my heart.
Everytime also liddat.
Last time also liddat.
D: I don't like lah.
Zz, i like him or not,
not your FCUKING prob lor. --"
i can like anyone i want.
Don't need to tell you, don't need you to know.
Don't be like that stalker hao bu hao?
D: bull shyt. D:

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and take one step.


16:59

:) .__. miss you boy.

.__. KNS blog. :x
still italic. --"
wonder when then back to normal.
told Pohmun about it.
then she told me, she last time also liddat.
LOL, so kawaii. xD
Carol changed phone. :x
cause she sent her phone for repair.
then uhuh, her new phone damn KAWAII ! LOL
no colour de. LOLOLOLOL. :x
damn cute lahs, but a bit .__.
well, not suitable for a 14year old teen.
blehs ~

oh well, shall blog about school today.
hmm, first lesson was chinese.
before teacher came uhuh, i scolded Angus for spilling the water on the floor below my chair.
and uh, i have no idea why i actually scolded him.
at first hor, was just PLAYPLAY scolding.
then suddenly uh, i said things that i shouldn't.
i have no idea why? :x
it was a goood thing i stopped when he asked people for tissue.
if not, i think i would go on and on. :x
dots, sorry Angus .__.
i lost my mind. :x
anyway, did worksheets.
then next lesson was science.
went to the lab again.
did experiments on eggs.
put two eggs into a beaker of hydrochloric acid.
then the egg shell peeled off on it's own.
then uhuh, we toook out the egg.
and the funny part comes ~
i was like touching the egg since it's so damn SOFT.
then carol tried tooo.
but the moment she tried, the egg CRACKED.
LOL! the egg-white and eggyolk came out from the partially permeable membrane.
LOL, it was really funny lah, i laughed and laughed.
blehs, then wash everything.
the sink was filled with an eggy smell. ;x
stinks, i can say. :x

then RECESS.
ate laksa. so NOT nice.
it's so spicy. :x
then bought water.
go back class.
PRINCIPAL and VP came. LOL. :x
i nearly got scolded by that dumb VP.
ask me for attendance --"
he never see properly say i never write.
LOL. :x full attendance lahs ~ :D
2E4 rule ~ xD
then they left.
hmm, went to COMPUTER LAB.
took a look at the science common test of the SEC THREE's. :x
not bad lahs. :D jyjy sec three's. :D
then had geography.
TEST sia. :x
scary ): forgot bring calculator --"
but then, nevermind lah.
mental calculation can le. xD
then blahs, schooooooool ends.
after school, don't wanna say.
i'm tooo lazy to blog .__.

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and take one step.


15:37

21.2.08
:) I wanna cry. ):

Hais, changed link.
for some PURPOSES.
On the phone with Edmond now.
Sian, like ages never talk to him.
Since phone no money.
Hais, too lazy to buy also. ):
No money also. ):
LIFE SUCKS ! ):

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and take one step.


21:32

:) ):

testing testing. ):
blahblahblah. ):

SHYT BLOG ! :X

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21:12

:) I love you. ):

tags reply.
Audrey, okok. :D show me one day. x)
Dean, lol, don't care her lahs. also say le, PENGWEI KIA mahs. xD cheeer up girl. :D :D :D miss you ~


actually, i tried that for fun. --"
cause there's something wrong with my comp or my blog?
everything seeems to be italic.
dots ~ so wanna try repost.
it might be due to my previous post.
blehs ~ :D
i'm happy that tears roll down my cheeks.
chao ~

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and take one step.


21:03

:) I need a little good luck to get me by this time.

yeahs, he got sacked?
or did he resign?
i have no idea.
he don't wanna say.
i don't wanna force.
but by taking everything to yourself,
you're not being fair even though you're being nice.
after all, part of it is cause of us.
if we are the cause, we have the rights to know.
am i right? tell me just something.
you wanna find that idiot?
i will find him with you.
not only me.
i'm sure the girls would help too.
they will help, I'M SURE.
Carol will.
I don't wanna be kept in suspense.
I don't wanna be kept from certain things.
Hais, you know ..
I'm feeling irritated.
I'm breaking down. ):
I can't take all this anymore.
I don't wanna be thinking about him everyday.
I don't wanna be hurt by him day after day.
I don't wanna be disturbed by assholes anymore.
I wanna cry. I wanna break down and cry.
But i'm putting on a strong front.
I don't wanna cry infrnt of peeeps.
I don't want people to know when i cry.
Life sucks without you beside me.

Hais, fcuking bastard, why walk out on me?
Why walk out on me and say you still love me.
Why give me false hopes.
Why do you always keep me in suspense?
Why are you acting like a jerk.
Be a nice guy. Like you were before.
Don't be a fcuking jerk.
Make me love you more.
Don't make hate you, you asshole.

I love you.
I swear with all my heart.
After all, the feelings,
came from there.
right?

SO bored.
Sian. Boredom KILLS ! :x
hahahas. :D seeeeeeyahs. :D

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and take one step.


20:41

:) You make me feeeeel weak.

sorry for not posting yesterday.
couldn't even touch the computer for 5minutes .__.
anyway, what did i do yesterday? :x
let me think ~ it's a wednesday hor? :x
let's seeeeee. woke up late --"
then went to schoool.
schoooool as usual, i think? :x
then had conversational malay. --"
waste of TIME and MONEY ._.
stupid TEACHER of 2E2.
if i'm not wrong. Guo Yu is the name, i think?
whatever it is, she pisses me off .__.
so !@T$%#^!#$. --"
ask us go buy booooks, ended up, before i left the room,
teacher came and told me not using boook today.
waste time. --"
blahs ~ after that, went home, i think? =X

then today, hmm, schoool as usual. :x
missed 2 or 3 buses i think? :x
lessons as usual. then after school,
went to museum.
and again, i don't rmb anything.
oh yeah, remember only one thing. :x
Jefferson kept following SOMEONE ._.
hahahas. really lor --" oh well, whatever.
then when reach schoool, saw ahem --"
dots ~ scared me. :x
then went home. :x

i'm left with two homeworks? :x
eh, reflection of the museum trip.
and science workbooook. D:
don't wanna do ._.
stupid ROKIA. :x
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
D: ohyeah, plus, english, art and history project.
ohmytooooooooooooooooooooooot. :x
raaaaaaaaaaah, byebye.

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and take one step.


18:31

19.2.08
:) It's now or never. Stop telling me that.

(: Called PohMun just now.
Cause she wanted to talk about maths.
FINALLY, i figured out the correct method. :D
Not correct method.
Well, the correct way of doing. (:
It's complicating.
But kinda easy.
Doubt i would rmb how to do it. ;x
So sooooooooorry.
Maths sucks HORRIBLY now.
Whatever.

Tmr got science test. D:
I'm so tired for tests. ):
Hais, i'm sleeeping early today.
Well, so i would have the moood to like study tmr ?
._. First lesson science.
Shiok .__. no need study le.
): FAIL AH. FAIL AH. :x

Can't wait for thursday.
Going somewhere. x)
Well, that's the museum. :x
With 2E4 peeeeeeps. :D
And maybe 2E2 peeeeps too?
Okay, yup, it's right. :D
Jefferson is gonna be like SO DAMN HAPPY eh? :x
Since Xxxxx is gonna be there toooo. xD
OOOOOPPS. :x Shall not say out the name, yeahs. xD
Hmm, hope everyone will be loooking forward to that trip lah. xD
Cause, i am. :D Hmm,
My group ... :x Consists of SengSang, PohMun, Syauqina, Vydees and, of course, ME. (:
Well, didn't team with the girls cause SengSang asked. :x
And said that PohMun would be in it toooo. :x
So agreed lor. :x Psps lah.
i KNOW Yilin a bit --" everytime talk about group she will,
YAH LOR, SOMEONE NEVER FOLLOW US.
Oh wait, suddenly thought of her shouting PANGSEH that time.
Then kinda makes me angry now. LOL. :x even though i know,
She shout le, got laugh laugh, means joking.
But i FCUKING hate that word lah. :x
Can't help it lah. :x
I'm being scolded PANGSEHkia tons of times le. D:
Just because i didn't wanna pangseh my stead D:
Then my friends had to scold me.
So yeah, most of the time, i pursue the matter if the person scolded without a valid reason.
But, there was one. Not one though. Quite a number. But I let it go lor.
Hais, small kids mah. :x Don't quarrel with them. Lalalaaas ~

Oh well, whatever. :D
I'm tired. It's 9.01pm.
Might be sleeping in about a few minutes time? :x
Well, i'm really tired ! :x
Bleahs .__. Nights people. :D

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20:42

:) (: boy, i miss you.

:D :D :D
today is TUESDAY.
oh wait, change emotion. :x
D: D: D:
Tuesday sucks. :D
my bag was really heavy today. :x
oh well, whatever. :D

hmm, after chinese lesson ended,
shane came to our class guailan .__.
it was really G-U-A-I-L-A-N.
just for a bball. he talk until like want call gang down.
LOL, so funny lor his attitude.
then anyway, he said zheming asked eric's brother to take the ball.
but jefferson say no. weichang ask zheming already.
lame shyt. --"
then whatever it is, we didn't give shane th' ball.
maybe is he wanna play lehs ? :x
blehs, don't trust him jiu dui le.
eric's brother tiam tiam lor. Shane did all the talking.
then Ms Chee uhuh, LOL. :x
blurblur there listening. :x
whatever.

after school went to eat at 644 again, with pat and yilin.
then went to looook for carol, and headed to the park.
then went home at 5.30pm.
finished my homework already. :D
seeeeeeeeeeyahs people. :D

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and take one step.


18:53

18.2.08
:) i<3you. :D

:D yay, can blog le. :D
cause i using mozilla. --"
mozilla sucks alright. :x
blehs, but must blog mahs :x
LOL, shall blog from yesterday.

17February2008
woke up at 9.30am. :D
used computer for a short while.
then went to watch tv at around one pm. :D
watched till four.
then changed and headed to my ahmah's house.
audrey, kendrick and kenneth reached already.
so yeah, played with them.
no wait, played DS with audrey. :D
played spot the difference with her.
then the other cousins joined in also. :D
then ate dinner. ate real little. ;x
ate two prawns then don't feel like eating.
like wanna go on diet liddat --"
i'm too FAT. D:
then went home. :D
slept at around 10plus.
cause someone lor, don't let me sleeeep. ):
day end. :x

18February2008
(: woke up for schoool.
GOOOOD HAIR DAY. :D
everything felt goood in the morning. :D
it really did. went up the bus with a happy feeling.
:D then met the girls.
and went to schoooool. hmm,
sec three camp today.
SHIOK! :x no need see them for THREE DAYS.
shiok ah ~ .__.
then had lessons as usual.
had home econs today.
but sewing already. D:
I POKE MY HAND, OMFG .__.
got bloooood leh, and one small tiny hole.
i tell you ahs, MY CLASS AH, GOT HORNY BOYS LAHS ! :x
the two sitting infrnt of me already very horny le lor. D:
lolol ~ then jefferson, dumbdumb de --"
LOL .__. then after schoool,
went to hub with the girls.
then blahs ~ at night, went out with kenneth, jiarong and carol.
--" pei carol nia lor. REGRETTED. :x
hahahs ~ then blahs ~ :D
day end. :D

nights people. :D

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21:35

16.2.08
:) i<3hd. x)

lol, went to read th' past posts.
then suddenly remembered everything.
lol, read her blog though.
the private one. :x
oh well, x)
those were the days i acted really dumb.
hahahs, so stupid to be so crazy over him.
must control. ;x
blehs, i'm so bored. i really am.
dots, TIME, FLY FLY FLY. ):
oh well, short short post, yeah? x)
seeeeeeeeeeeeyah.
i shall rot to death ~

i<3holydevil. ;Pp

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20:18

:) It's beeen months. For some reasons, i just can't get over us.

wth. ): i blogged just now.
but internet got error.
everything gone.
so GREAT, isn't it .__.
stupid computer ~ D:
hais, oh well, yilin onlined already.
x) hahahs. chat with her lor.
what to do? so bored.
it's only 7.48pm now.
dots, faster 10plus then can sleeeep.
and sunday arrives. :x
i can't wait for schooool lahs. :x
blehs, don't feeeel like bloggging already.
chao ~

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19:40

:) i looked away, then i look back at you.

yay, i changed my skin already.
i spent about half an hour just editting it.
--" i couldn't download the codes from blogskins.
SINCE, my damn computer doesn't allow me to download it.
zz, all skins cannot download lor. :x
wanted to use purplekisses- de skin.
but can't download.
lucky the blogskinner made a live preview for this skin.
then i got the codes from there. xD

okays lahs, not really nice skin.
but simple. :D
ohyeah, people that wants to be linked,
please remind me alright.
i cannot rmb all the links cause i forgot to save my previous blogskin.
dots ~ oh well, can't go out today.
shall try to do maths then. :x
lalalaas, seeeyahs people. :D

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13:50

:) :D iLOVEyoooooo*

hello people. ;x
sorry for not updating yesterday.
it wasn't because i didn't wanna update.
it's plainly because,
MY INTERNET WON'T LET ME INTO BLOGGER. :x
shyt computer --" always liddat. ):
oh well.
shall update now. x)

15th February 2008
(: total defence day !
UG did marchings. --"
principals nagging. --"
sat at the assembly ground for so damn long.
totally lost our chinese period. D:
then straight away it was science lesson. :D
went to the lab. something happened lah.
some asshole showed some damn attitude.
guailan leh --" oh well.
i was pissed. seriously, i just don't get it.
dots, oh well. did experiment on Visking Tubing.
(: then went for recess.
zz, ate sweet potato porridge. --"
then went back to class.
had english lesson next.
zz, show and tell.
i got only 14marks.
don't wanna talk about it lah .
the friendship is like nothing now --"
then had geography.
happiness ~ LOL. :x
hmm, did worksheets.
my handwriting was really small.
then there was a big blank down there. :x
so i decided to write more. LOL. :x
then schooool ended.
went to eat at block644.
ate chicken cutlet. :D
then went home.

16th February 2008
woke up at 9am.
laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
i miss you lah ):
then went to watch TV.
coooked maggie mee to eat. :x
then used the computer at 11am. :D
chatted on the phone with sheena.
just hang up not long.
well, hais. ):
saturday is BORING.
i wanna do homeworks lahs. --"
LOL. :x so tired of using the computer.
zz, internet super dislike me can --"
oh well, shall stop here.
might be thinking of changing my blogskin. ;x
if BLOGGER WOULD LOAD. --"
see you for now.
chao ~

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12:18

14.2.08
:) valentine's day. x)

happy valentine's to all, yeah.
went to schooool.
so pekchek with a sec one girl in the bus.
make me so space to stand ~ LOL. :x
anyway, schoool as usual.
today de PE games, not bad lah.
still can play for me. LOL.
slack there nia.
stand there do nothing. LOL!
lessons as usual. x)
then what uhuh? --"
stayed in schoool till after retest.
went to eat chicken rice.
then went to find carol. x)
then about 5.30pm, sent yilin home. x)
then went to point.
mandy went home, left carol, pohmun and me.
ate, then went to MPI's house downstairs.
then SKIPPPED.
then went home around 8.30pm. x)
then liddat lor.
finish le.
boring day.

no people ask me out. x)
hahaha, seeeyah guys. :D

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21:31

13.2.08
:) a lil bit of hope?

i would rather see you talking to me about her.
than you talking about them.
i know you don't wanna quarrel with him.
and you already don't have a choice.
somehow, the three of you are unclear of each others feelings.
thats why so much misunderstandings occurred. ):
i would rather you talk about her and stab one knife into my heart,
then see you feeling so fustrated about your friends.
i don't mind. i really don't.
the days when you would tell me so much things.
joke with me so happily.
with no worries and everything.
those were the days i have really seen you smile.
i want those days to repeat once again.
i know, you never felt so crazy when you love me than when you love her.
but i don't mind, i just want you to be happy.
i don't know why, but am i still holding on to a lil bit of hope?
i don't wanna hold on already.
tmr is valentine's day.
and yes, i'm spending it alone.
unlike last year, yeahs?
hahahas, if we had lasted longer. x)
oh well, the past is the past.
it doesn't matter already.
all it matters is for you to be happy.


i'm so bored. x)
life is boring. x)
hahahas, so bored. --"
oh well, chao ~

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and take one step.


21:41

:) Music reminds me of you.

(: schoool as usual.
there's assembly today. x)
then later we had conversational malay.
spent the time doing maths with pohmun.
lol, so yeah, finished maths homework in school.
then went to the art room and had chinese new year lunch?
dots, the beehoon sucks.
it's halal. so it's kinda vegetarian type?
yucks, got green chilli, red chilli and onions. ;x
ate a few mouths then jiu don't want eat le. :x
then ate some tibits.
then i gave up on fooood. :x
i was simply tooo fuuull.
blahs ~ after that, went home lor. x)

hmm, i shall update about my test results hao bu hao? :x
i'm happy with some. not happy with some toooo. :x

english common test - 38 over 50. (:
mathematics test 1 - 17 over 20. ):
chinese test 1 - 35 over 50. |:
science test 1 - 23 over 25. |:
geography test 1 - 25 over 25. (:
history test 1 - 30 over 30. (:
home economics practical exam - 22.5 over 30. |:

i think no more le bah. --"
i'm not happy with maths.
ohmytian, really not happy with it.
i don't understand Mdm Tho.
and that's bad ):
faints* ):
then hmm, english tyco de. xD
geography and history is easy.
quite a lot of people got full marks.
chinese uhuh, okok lor. x)
science also okok lor. x)
home econs --" no comments. --"

oh well, seeyahs. x)
happy advanced valentine's day to all the couples. x)
esp. jiarong and carol ; wenling and alex ;
and all the couples. :D

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20:33

12.2.08
:) (:

ohmytian. something wrong with blogger. --"
LOL, something wrong with my computer.
not blogger. dots.

not much in schoool today.
it's as usual.
bag heavy like siao.
then uhuh, something must have got into me.
i bought conversational malay booook to schoool when it's like tmr.
dots? --" i slept at 8pm last night.
then i woke up at 5am coughing NON-STOP.
ohmygod, i nearly died hao bu hao.
want sleeep, yet can't. ):
cough until want die. like so hard to breathe liddat.
): ohmytian. hate coughs ~
today was the WORST.

anyway, woke up and went to schoool.
was i the latest? eh, nope.
same bus as carol. x)
bus was kinda slow.
but i was chatting with Joycelyn.
didn't really care much.
then went to schooool, kinda early.
cause carol wanna go toilet. --"
lol, then liddat lor.

had lessons as usual.
chinese tcher sick, dehan still walkwalk around.
dumb monitor --"
then blahs, maths lesson,
mdm tho dulan us.
almost half the class failed maths.
ohmytian right? :x
17 failed, about 20 passed.
some never take, some adsent.
real bad, isn't it?
when ms tay is around, nothing like this would happen.
if so many fail, whole class die le.
hahahhas, then blahs.

after schoool, went to tan tock seng hospital.
visit GOH JUN WEI. lol!
so funnnnny lah. :x
he see us jiu run lor.
then like playing hide and seeek in the hospital. --"
no idea why, but always see us jiu run de.
STANDARD. :x
hahaha, then blahs, went to novena square walkwalk.
then went home lor.
so tired ~ legs nearly break.
lucky they never shop at novena. :x
otherwise uhuh, legs confirm break.
then neeed limp home. :x
hahahaha, seeyah everyone.

ohyeah, SGS peeps, rmb bring thermometers wor. xD

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20:39

11.2.08
:) I Miss You, Boy

yesterday went to the temple.
first visit lehs. :x
to offer incense to my late ahgong.
FIRST VISIT. :x it was really my first.
i didn't went before cause i was either asleep or not at home.
so guilty somehow --" then this time WENT. :D :D :D
tell you uhuh, i saw my ahgong's face on the tablet,
and i kinda miss him ALOT.
his first sentence when he sees me and my brother would be " 吃大便了吗? "
which is " eat shit le mah? " in english. yupyup.
whatever. --" then went j8.
ate at crystal jade kitchen.
i ate plain porridge :x quite nice leh. xD
then went home, did art, watched tv, slept.

today, WENT TO SCHOOOOL.
i reached first --"
everytime when i'm early, i would normally reach first.
so sian --" but i saw JOYCELYN. xD
then waited for the girls.
went into schoooooool.
schoooool as usual. x)
eh, had home econs today. xD
practical exam. so i made chocolate cake.
not bad, but i threw it away.
ate only one piece.
then went to mall, then to point.
then blahs ~ boring day.
but fun, i guess.
chao ~

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18:29

9.2.08
:) i miss those days.

): i don't wanna do homeworks lahs.
i'm currently on party mode.
not guai kia mode. ):
the thought of teachers giving homeworks on such occasions drives me insane.
it's like? zz. all the chinese pupils are celebrating.
but they gave us homeworks.
it just don't feel right, what's up with them?
then do maths never mind.
then art lehs? fcuk sia.
do wrong, rokia kpkb.
i'm like so pissed with her.
what's her problem?
she made us redo the stupid fcuk board for backgrounds.
ended up, we still lost? so yeah, what fcuk point?
the form teachers of my class SUCKS,
like WHAT THE FCUK.
the reasons MR CHEN gave were total shyt.
even though he's like only 23 or 24 years old,
he thinks like he's 60 years old.
help us with the decorations will die mehs?
what fcuk reason is because you all are sec ones?
ms chia don't help us just because we were sec ones last year.
it's because she's part of the class.
she would stay and help us with the decorations when we told her we're staying.
2E4 doesn't seem like a class at all.
it seems like we are working in a office.
no fun at all? everything must be in order.
a bit of fun with the teachers also not allow.
rokia, always sticking to her own decision.
mr chen, he doesn't have a backbone. zz.
he like so scared of rokia liddat.
rokia also not form teacher, co-form nia.
yet she says more than mr chen does lahs.
teachers this days, are getting annoying.

i miss you lahs. ):
the days where you would ask whether you could hold my hand.
the days when i see you, i would feel so shy.
the days when i took the buses with you.
the days when you sent me home.
the days when i hug you.
the days when say sweet talks.
the days i wait for you till your practice ends.
the days you would wait till i'm done with my friends.
even the days we quarreled.
everytime i'm on my grandpa's car,
i know i would pass by your house area.
everytime the car passes by, i don't know why.
i would look into the road.
sometimes, i just hope,
i could be loved by you ..
once more ...

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20:06

:) i can't help but think of you all the time.

(: yesterday went to my cousin's house.
x) didn't take any red packets from anyone. --"
anyway, watched CJ7 with my cousins.
so funny can?! xD
hahahas, i wanna watch kungfu dunk. :D
joa watched already with his friends.
midnight movie and he said it was nice.

might be watching with the girls.
if they want, since yilin wanna watch.
then the others uhuh --"
have no idea whether they wanna watch mahs.
LOL, sian leh. :x
went down to the fitness station at midnight.
around 1plus am. :x
then chatted with audrey till 3plus.
then reached home at 5+ --"
slept at 5.30am. :x
so i woke up at 2.30pm. :x
8hours of sleep ! :x
lalalaas ~

don't wanna blog le.
chao ~

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16:51

8.2.08
:) he's the reason for the tear drops on my guitar.

went visiting yesterday. :D
toook the bus then the mrt then bus.
it's what i hated the most --"
i don't like travel in public places with my family. :x
i have no idea why.
but i hate it.
unless they are like about my age? :x
anyway, received 144$. :D
issit counted alot ? :x
maybe to the others not bah.
but to me, it's quite an amount. :x
hahahahs. xD
later going to watch CJ7.
issit nice? :x dots ~
hahahas. can't wait lahs.
leaving sooon.
so shall not blog already.
chao ~

ohyeah, i don't welcome people who tries to be funny in my blog. :D

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14:40

7.2.08
:) i love you, boy.

ohmytian.
i'm having a very bad headache now. ):
sian, i hate falling sick can ):
so tiring lor. keep wanting to sleeep. :x
blehs ! ;Pp.
hmm, surfed friendster just now.
then edited my photos and profile.
lol, bored mahs ;x
i haven't get angpows from my parents leh. :x
cause uhuh, :x lol, later i guess. xD
hahahas, going to have lunch le.
take care people. :D

don't be like me --"
fall sick on new year's eve.
dots ~

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12:15

:) i miss you.

okays. first thing first, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL. (:
hope you guys will receive TONS of hongbao. :x
hahaha. (:

anyway, let's blog about yesterday. x)
woke up and then went to schoool.
for chinese new year celebrations.
not bad lahs ~ choir de super boring :x
well, most probably cause there weren't many people singing.
then it was very soft. --"
oh well, school ended at 10am. x)
then went back to xinmin.
ohoh, almost all the AM teachers went home le.
left PM teachers nia, who we most probably have no idea who they are.
dots --" then stoood outside schoool gate for like so long.
chatting with jacky --"
he uhuh, say xinmin sucks, hougang rocks.
then ownself come xinmin primary with dehan.
dumb can?! then when a teacher comes out,
he would just say " HAPPY NEW YEAR TEACHER "
it's like so dumb? the teachers don't even know him.
but i bet uhuh, they must have thought that jacky is from our school last time.
dots? lolol. then i went home.
slept for a short while. then like i have said in my previous post,
my mother went crazy --" she forbided me to use the computer ytd.
dots, then a while later, she jiu okay with me liao --"
she was just angry with my papa. diao ~
oh well, whatever.

then went to my ahmah's house.
so bored --" then i slept and wake up.
then slept and wake up.
then i fell sick. :D
whole body hot like don't know what.
Zz. then blahs ~ i went home earlier than anyone of them.
i slept at 9.50pm. then i woke up at 8.45am today.
:D hahahas. much better already. x)
blehs, oh well, don't wanna post le.
bye.

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09:19

6.2.08
:) it's been long since i cried.

had chinese new year celebration.
blahs, went to schooooool in school uniform.
blahs, nothing much lahs dey. --"
then went home.
i slept for a short while.
let's see, one hour sleeping.
half an hour doing another thing.
then mother come back, don't know kpkb for wht.
siao, ask me " WHY YOU STILL HERE? WHY NEVER GO? "
crazy rights? --" so early go for what?
siao, don't know what is her problem.

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13:59

5.2.08
:) fcukoff lahs, bitch.

hais. fcukoff lahs, idiotic teachers.
for god's sake, none of us is ken's gf.
not before, not now, not ever.
please lahs, our age is like 10 years difference.
use your fcuking brain can a not.
please lahs. ccb.
even if we are his gf, it isn't your fcuking business what?
he help us in decorations got what fcuk wrong?
he just happened to pass by then help what.
what's the fcuking problem then?
he got fcuk us meh? he got touch us meh?
don't have what. then? knn lah. cb.
we saw him outside the AVA room.
it was like just a fcuking coincidence.
COINCIDENCE ALSO OUR FAULT AH?
ask him to call you out, also got fault uhuh?
why cannot ask him to call you out?
and btw, you said you were at the AVA room, but you weren't.
so what does this mean? you pengwei lahs?
CORRECT a not.
so what's the fcuking matter now?
WE WANNA MAKE FRIENDS, GOT WHAT FCUK WRONG?
no wrong wht, then what?
what you want? want control our life issit?
your damn fcuking job is just to make us better.
it doesn't involve you stepping into our privacy.
get that clear hor. ccb.

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21:18

:) ccb.

Ccb. no moood.
Fcuk, ask my brother buy things.
can ask him go die suan le.
Knn, zz.
Hais, i'm like so fcuk tired lahs .
Kns. Homeworks, homeworks, homeworks.
Chinese New Year still want give homeworks.
teachers .. oh please, they like no fcuk brains liddat.
CHINESE NEW YEAR STILL WANT GIVE HOMEWORK.
then my DARLING CO FORM TEACHER UH.
still wanna act clever. NOT CHINESE THEN STFU.
don't think everything you do is right lahs.
whatever luh.
fcuk.

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20:07

:) ):

hmm, today was GOOOOOOD.
i laughed a lot today. x)
except for GEOGRAPHY lesson.
._. i got so tired suddenly. --"
whatever, then later jiu okay le.
ohyeah, got 17 for maths.
Zz, not happy at all --"
oh well, as usual, Pohmun got full marks.
Lol, CLAPS* :D
hahahas, then then sengsang and irene both got 19.
then i got third place lor ):
it's a stupid mistake ~ raaaah.
bleahs, ;Pp. sian ~
after schooool, went to find jiarong lor.
then don't know why he don't wanna come over.
oh wait, i think i know? ._. and again, i don't think i do.
oh well, whatever. thenthen blahs ~
sent carol home. :x
but i was talking to kenneth more than walking carol home.
dots --" psps. :x
but still luhs, she got there, so kenneth and i both did our job. x)
thenthen kenneth told me SO LOTS OF THINGS. ;x
hahahs, not much though --"
some usual stuffs about ahem ahem. :x
hahahas, sian leh ~
blahs, tmr NEW YEAR'S EVE le.
ohmytian, i can't wait to see my cousins. :D :D :D
i miss them so darn lots luh. ;x
hahahs. x) don't blog le.
tata ~

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17:15

4.2.08
:) chicken quiche is loved. <3

(: today is great !
DISH OF THE DAY for Home Economics is CHICKEN QUICHE. :D
(: it's like so damn nice.
and it's the EASIEST to make lor. (:
ohmytian, i didn't regret making it.
:) hahahahs, while walking to the art room,
i saw him ... ):
hahahas, okays luh, not really sad. xD
i'm happy today. :D
lalalalas ~
anyway, ms rokia toook out all the decorations just because she wanted background.
ohmytian, then it became really ugly lor.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY THINK IT'S UGLY.
ohmytian ~ :x
2E3 confirm take first price de lor ~
so creative luh dey. (:
jyjy. :D then uhuh, 2A3, kept saying them kns.
--" so bad ~ LOL. :x they last minute do somemore.
saturday went to take a look at their class,
totally nothing de --"
LOL, oh well, at least, they tried. x)
okays, nothing much today.
bye people. :D

040207. x33s
040208. (:
one year if we were still tgt. ):
hahahas, oh well, whatever.
and it hurts to find out that you two are tgt.
): oh well, that's life.
and love, sucks. (:

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18:04

3.2.08
:) I'M HAPPY.

x) yo, people. :D
did i say that i didn't went to bugis?
eh, let me think ~ ~ ~
ohyeah, i did.
*okay, i seriously did sit there and think for a while --"*

anyway, i went to loook for wenling.
then stayed at her house.
pei her mother go buy groceries. x)
then GOT ALOT OF BOYS AH,
STARE STARE STARE AT WENLING UH. :x
lol, seriously, got one stare until VERY obvious. --"
at first wenling backfacing him.
then later, as the escalator goes,
he was really STARRING at wenling.
ohmytian, so obvious lor.
okays, whatever? --"
then i went home after the shopping,
ohyeah, while looking for the shelf of MAGGIMEES,
i nearly knocked onto a trolley.
cause i was like stupidly looking at the signs above me.
then when i looked down, i nearly nearly bang onto it.
gosh, scared me --"
okays, whatever.

then went home watched tv. :D
till 9pm.
then i watched asatte no houkou. :D
very nice uhuh. :D
watched until episode eight le.
it's an incomplete series.
so yeah, it's only until 12 i think. o.0
oh well, i have to sleeeep le.
nights people. :D
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeetdreams. :D

Pull me close,
and take one step.


21:50

:) i don't wanna be the one always looking for you.

sian. ):
didn't go to bugis.
had to stay at home and complete the things my mama wants me to do.
): so yeah, stayed at home lor.
then at about 1pm, went to meet karen.
gave her back her money.
pei-ed her eat lor.
then she treated me waffle.
dots, i bought chocolate de.
then after i finished my waffle,
i was at the void deck of block 678,
then i realised i stained my wallet and handphone with chocolate.
ohmytian, i didn't even know hao bu hao.
then i saw waikian also ._.
both of us shocked dao. x)
then blahs, then i went home to wash up.
my wallet is still wet though. ):
but i shall use the hair dryer to dry it later. :x
hahahha. (:
i'm bored. seriously, plain bored.
going out with wenling.
to pei her study for test.
but no idea where she wanna go.
cause it's raining. ):
no wonder luh, i felt so cold all of a sudden.
lol ~ hahaha.
blehs, seeeeyahs people. (:

i shall watch asatte no houkou. x)
it's a new anime.
and it's REALLY nice. :D
chao ~

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and take one step.


15:50

2.2.08
:) Messedup Thoughts.

I'm bored.
I'm going to bugis tmr with Joycelyn.
Don't feel like going though.
For her sake, i shall bah.
Since she has so much things to pour out to me.
I'm tired right now.
VERY TIRED.
My eyes are closing.
I'm still smsing Edmond.
then someone is talking to me in msn.
oh well, whatever.
Just wanted to tell you peeeps that are reading my blog, if anyone is,
that i won't be blogging that early tmr.
:D it's my turn to use the comp. xD
but toooo bad, i'm leaving for bugis.
hahaha, oh well, seeeyahs. :D

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and take one step.


23:06

:) Pictures.






this are the photos i have edited using pohmun's phone.
:D wanted to edit one more.
but oh well, it slipped my mind.
anyway, hmm, something happened to edmond's friend.
oh dear, hope he's alright.
hais. __ life lah. D:
Life is Terrible. D:

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and take one step.


22:40

:) Messedup thoughts.

those who have a way of seeing it, PLEASE don't read it.
Just let it be confidential this time. PLEASE.

even if you read it, then it's just nothing much actually --"
whatever.
hais, a knife still seems to stab into my heart even after 8months.
we were seperated for 8months.
8months without kisses.
8months without sweet talks.
8months without your everything.
even after 8months, the feeling didn't fade totally.
i'm still bothered by your presence.
i'm still bothered by our past.
i'm still bothered by our memories.
sometimes, when i think of you and me,
i felt like breaking down and cry.
how i wish i could tell you.
how i wish i could be with you.
hais, i know luh, it's impossible alrdy.
:D for us to return to what we once were,
it won't take place even after a few years.
but i really wish it will.
but i don't even know HOW we can start chatting tgt again.
it's like? wow, after our breakup,
we haven't chat unless there are reasons.
oh well, the past is the past right.
for us to be tgt again, it must be a new one.
hais. I Miss You.

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and take one step.


21:07

:) The desire to have you is overwhelming.

oh dear, i ate a lot today.
and i still feel like eating now. :x
i ate a plate of chicken rice.
then i ate maggimee.
then i ate cottoncandy.
okay, i didn't finish it. :x
LOL, then now, i'm hungry again.
ohshyt, not just hungry.
is VERY VERY VERY hungry uhuh. :x

hahahah. ;D i'm bored.
very bored.
i don't know why luh.
but something is really weird.
not about the thing i talked to MPI about.
just basically, EVERYTHING.
my moood, my senses, my sight, my touch, my feelings.
oh well, whatever.
i wanna transfer pictures to my computer lehs !! D:
my USB cable still with wenling. --"
lol, then how ~ D:
hahaha, if i transfer le, then i post the pictures bahs.
it's being edited with pohmun's phone xD
damn gooood uh her phone. :D :D :D
hahahahas. :D

seeeeeeeeyahs people ~

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and take one step.


19:16

:) sian.

today went to schooool early in the morning.
didn't wanna go at first.
then i woke up at 7.50am.
despite waking up at 4am last night due to my flu --"
anyway, i washed up.
and went to schooool.
then i found out, all three of them didn't tie their hair --"
WTH ! :x never tell me. :x
then i can bathe le then go. :D
then blahs, decorated the class.
we were talking about a lot of things while doing.
oh well, whatever.
then went to eat. :D
then carol go cut her hair. o.0
then went to mall.
mandy tooook back her rings.
then wanted to go to a haunted house.
but it rained --"
gosh, so we slacked around block911.
then blahs, went home after that lah.
nothing much bahs --"

it feels like something is missing lehs. D:
when i don't have a guy with me --"
cause uh, even seeing carol and jiarong got small small de quarrels right,
also make me feel like they are blessed.
cause got pple quarrel with them.
hahahaha. whatever. :D
bye.

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and take one step.


18:00

1.2.08
:) Bad mood.

lololol! today uhuh,
after recess was mrchen's lesson.
and ONCE AGAIN, the class was so noisy.
and, even right before i got angry with the class.
a duster came flying at me right when i entered the doooor.
there wasn't even enough time to dodge it.
so yeah, the duster hit me.
and adam was the one who threw it.
and guess what, i got so fedup.
i started scolding " KNN LAH, CB. "
:D hahaha. then i was really angry jiu dui le.
then i went to the toilet.
then went back.
mrchen went to get something after he came to class.
then when he was out, jefferson said " aiyo, monitress so fierce. "
he said that for three times. and when it was the third time,
i shouted " MY MOOD ISN'T GOOOD NOW, CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP! "
it was really loud. everyone stared at me.
there was total silence.
then angus was like " jesslin, relax. "
then seng sang was like telling him to " shhh "
lol, damn pekchek i tell you.
jefferson uh ... zzzz.
i kinda scolded pat also. :x
sooooorry wor. hope you won't mind.
xP hais, after schooool, went to 121.
--" peicai got taiji lor --"
LOL, then blah, left the place.
then went to the coffee shop for lunch.
then hmm, went to find jiarong they all.
blahs ~ went back home in the end.

chaos ~

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