what do i want?
who do i want?
you, him or him?
why do i fall in and out of love so fast?
why issit that i always don't meant the things i've said.
why can't i let you go?
why must i fall in love with you?
how long have those feelings hidden inside me?
do i still love you?
do i really love you?
do you mean what you've said?
or have you said that to many girls?
why make me so confused.
i don't wanna think about how you will feel towards me.
i don't want my sixth sense to be accurate everytime.
i want it to be wrong too.
i don't wanna know the truth from my thinking.
i wanna be deceived.
i don't wanna let go.
i don't wanna hold on.

so what issit that i really want?