and it went like this.
CONVERSATION WITH ZHEMING.
zheming : hihi.
me : hello.
zheming : how r u?
me : fine lor. x)
zheming : ooo. attached?
me : nope. tmr got match ah?
zheming : yah. not sgs de. my outside team de.
me : jefferson have right? o.0
zheming : no.
me : oh. o.0 okays.
zheming : heh. you dun wan give jeff a chance ah?
me : not don't want. is don't like. what can i do?
zheming : try la. nvr try nvr noe. feelings can be nurtured.
me : but i know him ONE WHOLE YEAR le lehs.
zheming : just try la. feelings can be nurtured. all it nid is your chance.
me : you matching huh? i don't believe dotdotdot can wait that long anyway.
zheming : no la. tell u la. he still love you alot.
me : hais. -.- too bad? seriously, the feeling isn't there.
zheming : i noe it isn't there.
zheming : but jus give him a chance.
zheming : maybe things may work out.
zheming : ?
zheming : try la.
me : really cannot. seriously, i tried before. cannot. lol.
zheming : haiz. i in the same situation with him so i noe how hurt it is.
zheming : if you can give him a chance to be with you, i believe he will be more than happy.
zheming : try la.
zheming : if cannot then break la. at least he have a chance to be with the person he loves b4.
me : -.- liddat he will end up more hurt if it doesn't work out.
zheming : if really really cannot, then explain to him lor. at least try la.
me : you never see meh, i haven't to him for so long unless necessary. it's like, talk to him much, he might get false hopes.
zheming : give him a chance to love you more n give yourself a chance to love him.
zheming : just give him a chance la. try your best.
zheming : things may work out just fine, you never noe.
me : nonono. i know who i love right now .. -.-
zheming : hu?? pai hong boon?
me : no lah. -.-
zheming : then hu? share share leh.
me : it's a secret. x)
zheming : i wun tell de. promise !
me : nah.
zheming : sianz. nbm.
zheming : aiya, then i tell you. reject him! scold him! tell him face to face. let him get hurt. then he will let go le.
me : -.- that's bad. D:
zheming : but that's fast.
me : but hor, dotdotdot will let go one day de. seriously. i DON'T believe he would wait that long.
zheming : yah. it's highly possible.
zheming : but y not just tell him face to face and end it fast then he can have chance to find someone who he love n love him?
me : HE KNOWS i don't like him ..
zheming : ya. but let him get hurt then he will learn n he will giv up. but let him get hurt then he will learn n he will giv up. end it fast n swift
me : -.-
zheming : i'm serious!
me : THEN I'M ALSO SERIOUS THAT IT ISN'T EASY TO TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU DON'T LIKE THEM. zz.
zheming : but try la. try your best.
zheming : cus you can end it fast.
me : he ownself knows that i don't like him.
zheming : ya. but he still love you as much.
me : ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! -.-
ohmymama!
i nearly went mad talking to him.
it's like, he totally don't understand me.
neither do i understand him.
so, it turned out stupid. -.-
dammit. :x
ohyeah, i guess not much people knew dotdotdot likes me.
except for the regular readers of my blog.
oh well, whatever.
just hope that i could shoo him off. :x
Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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