was chatting with carol and patricia just now.
until i went mad. :x
it's like, we were talking about the transport.
then suddenly, i was thinking,
why are we talking about the transport. -.-
tmr settle mahs -.-
then the time later conference then say.
UPDATED.
okays, called patricia at 6.30pm.
for conference, of course.
then say hao le.
meet 10am at hougang mall interchange.
then jiu liddat lor.
hais, then carol say maybe jiarong not going le.
since we so early meet.
most probably he cannot wake up.
so he not going.
so i asked about peiyuan.
then carol said she don't know.
then jiu liddat lor.
then i hang up lahs.
then later, it's like,
my father a bit reluctant to give me money liddat lor.
keep asking i buy the bag how much and whatever
and i was like so damn freaking pissed.
i just answer back " haven't buy yet, how i know? i also not God. i don't know everything. "
then i walked away. argh. :x
even till now i'm still a bit pissed.
then my father gave me $60.
then my mother gave me $10.
then i took $18 from my own savings.
so tmr i'm bringing $88.
wow? :x LOL. :x
but i won't use all lahs. -.-
zz. whatever.
hais, what am i suppose to do?
she wasn't the first person that said that.
what am i suppose to do?
should i anyhow think?
no, i should believe in you.
but i don't know how?
i don't dare ..
i'm scared of being like before.
i don't want things to be like before.
and it's cause of him,
i'm scared of losing you.
i don't wanna lose you.
i'm scared. i don't want you to play with me.
i don't wanna be into you if you're not into true love.
seriously. I'M SCARED.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
and take one step.
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