:) HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO. x33s
wahahahah!
i found HITSUGAYA TOUSHIRO's picture! x33s
all thanks to PAIHONGBOON! :x
thankyou!! :D :D :D
but i merely ask him where he find from.
then he gave me a link.
hmm, he watched until episode 105 nia. -.-
slow slow slow ! :x
okay, joking. i know lahs.
he has to pei his honey mahs ~
hohoho. :x psps.
REWIND!
hmm, nothing much today lahs.
tmr going to have lunch with yilin, mandy and carol.
at point. :D :D :D
hoho. :x
then don't know go where later.
i no money. D: D: D:
yilin got nets card -.-
can use liao lor. shuang. -.-
oh well, bye bye bye. :D :D :D
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and take one step.
22:13
:) Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo.
watched finished bleach already.
have to wait for the other episodes to be uploaded.
and the movie two. :D
watched movie one.
and it's really nice lor.
so sad also. D:
oh well.
don't feel like blogging now.
hahahah. :x
i shall stop here? x)
bye peeeeeps.
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and take one step.
17:06
:) cherry blossom weather.
:D :D :D
bleach i watched until episode 151 already.
two more episodes and two more movies.
then i'm done for now.
hahha, haven't finish releasing. x)
oh well, whatever.
not gonna watch already.
smsing kenneth now -.-
lameshyt.
he very irritating :x
LOLOLOL. ohyeah,
keep saying me and jefferson -.-
say what rumour.
CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPS!
there wasn't a stupid rumour like that at all.
bullshyt ! :x
LOL. :x
don't feel like blogging already.
bye people. :D :D :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:35
:) sakura biyori.
okay, i slept really early last night.
then halfway through at about 1.30am,
darling smsed me.
so i woke up. and i couldn't sleep.
felt fear within me. -.-
then jiu decided to wake up and use the computer.
then got pissed again, as you can see from my previous post.
then whatever lor, didn't care.
then woke up at around 12.30pm this afternoon.
then started watching bleach.
until my mother came home.
then i ate. and continue watching.
until 7pm. then i played audition.
then now i came out already lor. ;D
hais, hahha. :D :D :D
darling is outside having dinner with his friends. o.0
so yeah, here i am.
thinking of him, thinking of what he's doing other than eating dinner.
for him to leave his house, he can't be just eating dinner right? x)
hahah, even i, would do something.
ohyeah, received alex's message in the afternoon.
get what he's trying to say.
but if only he will drop the subject.
cause i'm calming down then getting angry again then calming down again.
it's very irritating alright?
i know you don't like him lah.
yeahyeah, I GET IT.
but, you can't deny that you wanted to ask him out right?
can you? it's really bad to say this.
but you were the one who always wanted to ask him out right?
then now that i've helped you.
i guess you have forgotten that the person that wanted to ask him out was you?
hais. forget it. i'm letting this go.
just drop the subject already.
i'm so glad school is starting soon.
can leave all troubles behind le. :D :D :D
eugenia came back already.
smsed me and asked me why sheena never on phone -.-
lol. :x okay, whatever. ;D
byebyebye.
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and take one step.
19:21
:) I lost my senses due to you people.
i'm knocking my head off.
LOOOOOOOOOOL!
i'm really wondering why i even said sorry and ps to him.
fuck? i lost my senses. :D :D :D
fuck lor. just when i thought darling came online.
and he went to maple. wth?
such a nice timing.
when i needed you, YOU'RE GONE AGAIN.
zzzzz. that's what you always do what.
disappearing everytime liddat.
forget it man.
I'M TIRED of leaning on you le.
i'm tired lahs.
i really wonder what's the point of having you.
it's wrong to think this way lahs.
but i can't help it already?
i'm tired tired tired.
you weren't there when i needed you.
you were always gone.
one day can only sms like how long?
can only chat for like less than thirty minutes.
that isn't what i want.
do you even know what i want?
why isn't there care and concern?
i'm relying on yilin already this time.
EVERYTHING will be poured to yilin and sheena.
i'm tired already. you won't listen.
your reaction, " LOLS "
that's all i get EVERYTIME.
D: hais, forget it lahs.
why the hell am i blogging ahs? LOLOLOL.
lame. BYE.
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and take one step.
02:03
:) Darling can't help. So, WHAT SHOULD I DO?
went out with wenling today.
must help her choose ALEX de present.
then went to hougang mall.
bought my stationery then went home lor.
I WILL SWALLOW IT DOWN THE FIRST TIME.
BUT I WON'T DO SO FOR THE SECOND.
i'm not someone for you to bully.
and she's not your dog.
she doesn't have to follow your biddings wor.
fuckyou. she don't mind.
so i can't do anything right?
but YOU DON'T ORDER ME TOO.
i'm NOT your DOG.
i'm ME.
i say what i want.
do NOT comment on what i wrote.
for that, PISSES me off.
bastard.
change your FUCKING attitude.
you don't come bother me.
i WON'T come bother you too.
so yeah, STFU!
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:46
:) i don't know what the hell i'm doing. D:
fuckfuckfuck.
knnbccb.
FUCK LAH. zzz.
okay, i'm pissed.
and i haven't calm down yet.
FUCKYOU LAH BASTARD. >.<
okays, now, i'm feeling so pissed,
i really feel like talking to darling.
hais, last night, smsed darling.
then he asked me to tell him what i wanna say.
but i didn't lahs.
but, it's as though, he knew i wanted to say something.
or maybe it was just a question?
hais, haven't chatted with darling for a REAL LONG TIME
from 241207. so, oh well? x)
whatever.
i go play audition. bye.
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and take one step.
13:37
:) what a freaking stupid dream.
i just woke up. -.-
and it's 12.30pm now.
but i'm still tired.
cause i slept at 3am last night.
hais, i'm so freaking -.-
lol. :x
hahah. :D :D :D
later, i going buy pins and stationery with wenling.
then she going buy present for alex.
so yeah, liddat lor.
shall stop here.
update later.
bye.
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and take one step.
12:33
:) :D :D :D
went to hougang green and have dinner with sheena and wenling. :D
then sheena brought her cousin down.
his name is MARCUS. woooooo ~ LOL.
aiyah, lots of things happened.
then later, i went to wenling's house.
had a heart to heart chat too. :D :D :D
ohyeah, while walking home from GREEN,
i guess wenling sense something behind us lor.
but i didn't? hahah. this time, i didn't.
it was the noise that came out near the mental hospital that makes me feel uneasy.
cause, it was really loud even though we were at the opposite side. -.-
so i was like " can everyone hear that? or issit just us? "
diao right? x)
hahaha. i'm lame.
then i just reached home.
her whole family sent me home.
waahahaha! :x
LOL, THANKYOU ~
hahaha. don't blog le.
bye. :D :D :D
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and take one step.
23:05
:) It's not your fault. It's no one's fault. I'm just thinking too much.
hohoho. :D :D :D
back to hyper liao. :D :D :D
ignore the previous post.
it wasn't meant for anyone of you to see anyway.
hahahs. x) okays, hmm.
watched bleach.
5episodes nia. -.-
now episode 130 won't load. -.-
so, oh well, stop watching.
later zai watch again. :D
decided to eat maggimee again. :x
or maybe go eat with wenling.
hais. about what i wrote in my post,
she kinda sad lor. -.-
don't sad lahs.
dumbdumb! :x
not your fault.
is DARLING de fault. :x
okay, not his fault too. LOL.
i siao liao. x) LOL. :x
aloysius! EMO KIA! LOL.
aloysius ahs!
CANNOT EMO WOR.
hahha. x) I WANT A HAPPY CHANCE SHIFU.
not an emo one. :D
hahah. :D :D :D
i go play audition. :D :D :D
chao ~
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and take one step.
16:15
:) You are always gone whenever i needed you the most.
stayed at home today.
really spent my time playing with the gameboy. -.-
LOL. :x oh man,
addicted to pokemon already. :x
but kinda bored playing it for the whole day lahs.
was hoping to use the computer,
but my damn brother -.-
nevermind. ate maggimee for lunch. :D :D :D
yumyum! felt like ages never eat already. :x
hahaha. x) kns lor.
i helped my brother cook right,
he don't let me use computer.
for a while also can't. D:
whatever. :x played gameboy the whole day.
then my mother came home.
ate early dinner. x)
then chatted with her, about the maggimee.
cause she haven't even ate one packet.
and i ate two already. LOL. :x
she sick mahs, hahaha.
then blahs, then she slept.
i played gameboy again. -.-
then father came home.
went out again to buy his dinner and fries for us.
then ate and watched tv.
then played gameboy till 1am. :D
Wenling smsed me and asked if i had talked to Alex.
then obviously no lor.
i haven't talk to GUYS with STEADS for quite some time.
which means, GUYS who have GIRLFRIENDS.
then blahs, Alex wanna break again.
cause of what i said to MPI in friendster ...
cause, Alex don't like MPI.
so he forbids Wenling from going out with him.
then i said that " Wenling wanted to ask you out long ago, but you always working. "
but it isn't true lahs.
I lied lahs. I'm a bad kid lahs.
hais, wo hai le Wenling.
hais, sorry. D:
simply hope Alex will believe me lahs.
but guess not, i LIED lehs.
he still will believe me mehs.
shyt lor. no one will.
I'm the worse person on earth.
And you're the worse guy on earth. D:
For you are always adding on to my hurt everytime. D:
Instead of taking it away,
You sat on top of it.
I'm holding on to the sky.
And the sky is falling.
Cause, i'm losing my strength to carry on holding it.
You never read my blog.
You won't know how i feel.
And that's just what i'm hoping for.
I'm not lying.
Cause, i could have told you face to face that day.
But i just simply don't dare.
I always keep everything inside me.
And just let it out to ONE person.
And i always hope that person is you.
But it's always not.
Cause i don't know how ..
To tell the person that hurt me,
" You were the one that hurt me. "
It would make me awkward to say that.
So i never did.
And i want to share everything with you.
If only you would share yours with me too.
LOL, if you people don't understand,
then never mind. :D :D :D
and don't ask me about it.
don't come say " what happened? mind telling me? " or whatever craps.
it won't help. :D :D :D
just let me solve it on my own.
after all, it's my problems.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
02:40
:) what's the point of being yours when i couldn't share all your happiness and agony?
yoyoyo. :D :D :D
watched bleach the whole day.
cause wenling didn't sms me. -.-
then jiu watch bleach till i lost track of time. -.-
i only realise it was 8.30pm when i went to the toilet.
i'm crazy.
watched till episode 124 already. ;D :D :D
not filler episode already. :D
but filler much more interesting though -.-
and i'm CRAZILY IN LOVE with one of the characters inside.
damn freaking SHUAI and KAWAII. :D :D :D
lol. :x shenjinbing -.- -.- -.-
okay, whatever. :D :D
stop blogging already le. :D :D
seeeyahs.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
23:52
:) Boy, i love you.
:D :D :D MERRRRRRRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLLL! :D :D :D
i'm so sorry for abandoning my blog for two days.
it's so unlike me, eh? x)
aiyah, nevermind de right?
no one come view anyways.
shall update on what i did.
23.12.07
i went to look for wenling as usual.
then we went to amk hub.
wenling bought her heels.
and polo tees.
then went to her house.
helped her pick clothes.
cause she have to wear formal mahs.
then jiu ended up picking,
short skirt, white tube, black cardi and white heels.
LOL. :x nice leh.
okays, then blahs, at night,
had dinner with her family.
went to eat steak but i didn't lah. -.-
whatever, blah.
24.12.07
stayed at home at first.
then aiyah, this day made me REGRET like wtf. :x
not the day lah, but what i did lor. hais.
sorry.
okay, REWIND.
afternoon at 4plus,
went to look for wenling for our early dinner.
but it's also counted as my late lunch. :x
ate at MOS BURGER.
then ALEX suddenly smsed and want wenling to wear FORMAL.
wah, jiu chiong back home.
prepare and so.
then blahs, pei her take 72bus.
then i alight.
then she makes her way to queensway lor.
that's all. hahaha.
bye. :D :D :D
ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MONTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
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and take one step.
11:18
:) i'm wondering if i should tell you.
this morning, woke up with a really foul mood.
then later, i got kinda angry.
and i feel really dumb.
i guess i regretted? hais.
whatever.
then went to buy my school shoes.
then buy le.
go back home put shoe.
then i realise, my previous school and this shoe SAME SIZE.
what's the point of buying huh? -.-
lame shyt.
then went don't know where with wenling.
blahblahblah.
tmr going out with her AGAIN.
she want buy clothes and presents, i think.
whatever lor. :D
meet her tmr bah. x)
bye bye.
go play audition le.
nid to get my skills back.
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and take one step.
21:40
:) blah.
yesterday.
woke up at 9.20am.
bathed.
then took the bus to find them.
was the latest to reach again. -.-
though, i wasn't late. diao.
then took 89 to escape theme park. -.-
then blah lah. went escape.
first ride " flipper "
second game " haunted house "
third ride " viking ; pirate ship "
played twice. and i got giddy.
so blah, i don't rmb what i played lah.
but when they played rainbow, i didn't play.
cause i scared vomit. -.-
somemore odd numbers. one of us have to sit alone.
might as well i wait alone.
then smsed someone, no reply at all. -.-
then after that, went pasir ris park.
they reached the playground then play like siao.
like no childhood liddat. :x
i went there so many times when i was lil.
then a bit sian sian de. -.-
then the beach is so dirty lor. -.-
changi beach is much better lah.
then took bus back to hougang point.
went home take money.
reached home, mom got coook. -.-
so i didn't go back find them.
psps. :x
then that's all lor.
today.
woke up at 10am.
with a foul mood. -.-
that means i now not in good mood.
so i don't wanna blog already.
bye.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
10:11
:) 我还是介意你的话.
:D :D :D
going out in another 10 minutes time.
don't wanna be late like before.
don't wanna be alone waiting too. -.-
i wonder if yilin can go.
i guess i should sms her. x)
hope she can. :D :D :D
btw, the song in my blog is the song from the show " 手足2 "
it's the ending song. :D :D :D
it's very nice, isn't it?
hahaha.
i feel really relaxed when i hear this song.
it's like, whatever things that happened came back into my mind. x)
hahaha. :D :D :D
lalalala. :D
don't blog le. :D
i play one round of audition.
wo jiu byebye le. :D
chao people. :D
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and take one step.
09:54
:) the CRAZIE SEVEN. ;DDDDDDDDDD
Date : 21st December 2007.
Day : Friday.
Time : 10.30am.
Venue : Hougang Interchange.
Heading towards : Pasir Ris Park.
LOL. :x i'm very lame to write that down.
hahaha. :x anyway,
yupyup. after 10.30am,
i won't be home. :DD
so no more posts. :D
until night time or saturday. :D :D :D
can't wait. :D :D :D
hope Yilin can go bah. >.>
oh well, i'm going to bed.
tata ~ and yeah,
i think i'm bringing my gameboy advance. :x
well, can play when i'm bored right? x)
hahaha, i shall go charge it's batteries now. :D
bye peeeeeeeeeeps. :D
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and take one step.
23:58
:) (:
locked my blog again.
mainly cause of what baba said that time.
he saw me at bugis there.
i scared later he stalk me -.-
LOL, joking. zz. so bhb. -.-
say got people stalk me. diao.
just feel like locking it lah.
even darling cannot read le. :D :D :D
:x :x :x hmm,
tmr going pasir ris park.
don't know if yilin can go nots.
she decided to tell her mother the TRUTH.
and not lie to her say go eat anymore.
she wanna say she going pasir ris park. :x
i hope her mother lets. :D
JYJYJY. GOOOOD LUCK.
and apparently, hb and karen still together. -.-
LOL, goood lor. -.- better last long.
zzz. otherwise i smack him. hohoh. :x
blahs, i go watch bleach. tata. :D
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and take one step.
20:03
:) ;D
:D :D :D
ohaiyo! :x
lol, it means good morning lah.
don't know if i had spelled correctly. :x
whatever. :D :D :D
last night, i was playing gameboy advance lah. :x
POKEMON! :DDDDDDDD SAPPHIRE VERSION! lol. :x
then my brother told me someone smsed me.
he read the message again. fcukyou. -.-
nevermind, it wasn't some important message.
but it was kinda a NEED-TO-REPLY message.
you know? cause people that know me well,
knows that i normally never reply messages de.
that's why sms me = waste money.
lol. :x but some i feel that it's a NEED-TO-REPLY message,
then i reply lor.
those ask me for chat one hor = BYEBYE. :DDDDDDDDDDDd lol. :x
anyway, OHYEAH, i think the crazie-seven is going out this friday. :D
without yingyu again bah. i think?
mandy's sister coming along. lol. :D
more people the merrier right?
i think i saw mandy's sister before bahs. o.0
at the void deck there. she's kinda ..
hmm, should be easy to get along. :D :D :D
hahah. x) ohyeah, yilin and me wanna go pasir ris park.
then the rest wo jiu don't know lor.
cause i think got three places to choose.
go jurong there swim ; escape ; pasir ris park.
hahah. :D kinda miss pasir ris park lah. x)
NOT because of him. -.-
whatever. lalala. :D :D :D
i have got new things to do already. ;D :D :D
i can watch bleach.
i can go out.
i can play gameboy advance.
i can play NEOPETS! :D
i know it's lame lahs. -.-
but HEEEEEEEELLOOOOOOOO ~
need to have something to do right?
oh well, whatever. bye. :D
ja-na.
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and take one step.
11:32
:) ohmytian, i don't have feelings at all. ><
at wenling's house now.
i think alex and her got problem again already. -.-
dotdotdot.
always liddat de. zzzz.
then what am i supposed to do?
tell darling right, history might repeat again.
unless darling really is calm and steady in the afternoon.
unlike when at night . -.-
scary. >.> raaah!
dotdotdot. i'm really bored.
and i don't feel goood lahs.
i guess i'm leaving around 6plus bahs.
i want go home watch tv. :D :D :D
zzz. really got problem lahs.
wenling's face so black.
then she look so pissed.
then she like going to cry again le. -.-
WAH TIAN AH! help! >.<
FCUUUUUUUUK. -.-
why can't everyone be happy and free from troubles?
and always looking at everything in the bright side eh?
zz, i learned after the previous incident.
you don't see me sad all the time mahs. -.-
dotdotdot. i suddenly feel like i have no feelings.
cause i'm neither happy nor sad. -.-
like totally no feeling liddat.
zz, siao liao. LOL.
lame. bye. :D
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and take one step.
17:37
:) there's no point doing all these.
lol. woke up at 10.30am.
then helped my brother check what school he went into.
eh, well, he went to bowen secondary. o.0
lucky leh. :x not my school. :D
whatever. :x
he has a friend coming to my school. o.0
a bballer called chunyang.
then his closest friends.
bruce and weejuan.
one go deyi.
the other go peicai.
oh well, whatever. :D :D :D
someone prank called ken again.
saying that they are my family.
then they told him i'm in the hospital.
hohoho. how stupid can the prank callers be. :D
my family WON'T call ken when i'm in the hospital. :D
they most probably will only call darling nia.
but last night, DARLING was having a hard time.
lame shyts. i wonder what those fcuking prank callers want.
they are getting on my nerves.
and this is driving me crazy.
hoho, fcuk off.
what's the point of prank calling him?
i know you all pranked him cause of me.
but what for? why me?
why prank him?
huh? mind telling me?
hais. and i know lah.
it's blahblah doing that.
-.- this is stupid lah.
but i just wish you would stop.
hais. chao ~
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and take one step.
11:40
:) knnbccb, i feel useless ...
cb sia. :x
i don't know what to do or say lah.
my head hurting like wtf lor.
wenling suddenly smsed me and asked me to call her ..
at 12am!?!?
i shocked dao lah.
then i knew something MUST have happened.
she cannot possibly in the middle of the night ask me to call her de. -.-
then i called le. there she is, crying ...
cause alex -.- aiyoh. D:
i don't know what to do !?!?!?
i'm lousy at comforting people lah.
so, i really don't know what to do lor .
then darling like angry lor.
cause darling wants alex number.
but i didn't give.
cause it will only make matters worse.
then i don't know lahs.
cb, i very long never see wenling cry le lahs.
she CONFIRM CONFIRM CONFIRM very hurt right now. D:
she liddat make me feel like crying also ... -.-
hais. WENLINGGGGGGGGGG! DDDDDD;
i hope everything will be alright lor.
updated.
i guess everything is okay already?
hais ..
i thought it was going to be my turn when he said those things.
with that serious tone.
hoho, you aren't scary like those horror movies i'm afraid of.
you were so scary that i feel like i'm only three years old.
and i'm so scared that i could even cry ...
you get serious at night ...
while i .. get emo easily at night.
i'm sorry for troubling you.
i'm sorry for everything.
i just hope, i can be more independant.
and take things to my own stride.
and not always wanting a shoulder for me to lean on when something happens ...
would you understand if i said that?
if you don't, i shall make it simpler.
i just wanted your care and concern when i felt confused at that moment ...
but i didn't get it. what i got was all your angers vent on me ...
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:53
:) :DDDDDD
:D changed my skin already.
don't really like it though.
but aiyah, whatever lah. :x
hahaha. :D :D :D
watched bleach till episode 77. :x
then jiu feel like not watching already.
very bored right now. o.0
hahaha. :D
wenling should be with alex right now.
lol, they went out together. :D
bored! :x
listening to my songs. :D
hahaha. :x
okay, blah, bye. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
20:52
:) a dream i hope i didn't have.
watched bleach as usual. :x
woke up at 10.30am.
then got message lah.
actually, last night already have le.
dammit, my brother read my messages?
fcukfcukfcuk. LOL. :x
nevermind. -.- whatever.
then ate maggimee while watching bleach.
then i stopped at episode 74.
then played one round of audition.
then i came out. -.-
there are darn lots of mosquitoes in my house.
nb. :x
i have tons of mosquito bites on my body lah.
i'm kinda tired right now.
i never seem to feel energetic for one day.
everyday also tired de lehs. D:
nevermind, blah.
bye. :D
ohyweah, i had a dream last night.
a really really weird one.
okay, not really weird.
but i'm just wondering why i had that dream with that person in it.
cannot possibly be i'm missing that person bah. -.-
oh well, it's just a dream anyway.
i shall go back to bleach.
bye. :DDD
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:25
:) i'm happy today. x)
:D ps. :x
didn't realise that i didn't blog today. :x
oh well, it doesn't matter right? x))
woke up by a person's sms.
then bathed.
then watched bleach.
wenling came.
went down eat.
came back, watched bleach again.
left my house at 4plus.
then went to wenling's house.
then to hougang point.
then went to 971 again.
slack there. :D
well, cause it was raining. :x
ohyeah, i kept stepping on puddles of water.
and it splashed on wenling twice.
so she's kinda scared when she see a puddle infrnt.
she would ask me to go first. LOL. :x
then went to buy macdonalds.
go her house eat.
went to kovan with her parents and her.
then they sent me back home. :D
basically, that's my day.
and kenneth said " to me, your life is boring "
hahaha. :D like i've said, i live everyday as it comes and goes. :D
i can say i don't wanna go out a minute earlier.
then later, i might be out of my house alrdy. :D :D :D
after all, i'm allowed to go anywhere, anytime. :D :D :D
except late at night lahs. -.-
LOL, hahaha. chao ~
i go search for BLEACH de song le. :D
ohyeah, thanks for spending the day with me. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:28
:) i felt fear within me.
i chiong-ed bleach. LOL. :x
chewed gums while watching.
:D :D :D watching till episode 55 le. :D
they are still trying to save rukia-chan.
oh well, some parts were freakingly hilarious. :D :D :D
laughed my ass off.
and a comment that one guy made was funny too.
damn, even my brother laughed at it. hahaha.
hahah. stopped already.
cause my brother sleeping.
maybe continue later at midnight or something bah.
smsing yilin right now. :D
she went to indonesia ..
if i'm not wrong. x)
anyway, i shall stop now.
chao ~
i can't help but feel fear within me.
i don't know why.
i'm scared of losing you.
i don't wanna doubt her.
but i can't help it. D:
this is mean.
but i'm still gonna say it,
LEAVE HIM ALONE! please ...
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:23
:) VICKERSON !
see my boyfriend is so kawaii! hahah.
rmb wor, his name is VICKERSON! :x
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:32
:) GENTING! :D
i'm back. :D hahah. :D :D :D
oh well, it was fun at genting lah. :D
but was really really cold lor. whatever.
i shall update. :D
FIRST DAY.
woke up at 5am. :D
then prepared and so.
then took the cab to TUAS.
reached there, ate breakfast.
then off we go.
took a double decker bus. o.0
and the bus totally sucks! :x
whatever. 7hours of bus. -.-
then reached genting.
went for lunch.
walked around the whole indoor theme park.
then uncle jimmy suggested to play tmr.
which is on the second day.
EARLY IN THE MORNING! :x
whatever.
we went to the haunted adventure. LOL.
and it was really scary and funny.
i think i laughed more than i screamed.
the part where one of the stupid monster chased us was freaking hilarious.
lol, then we got stucked once at a corner.
LOL! damn lah. so funny lor.
then later at 6.30pm,
we went into the snow world.
uncle jimmy purposely made me fell on my butt THREE TIMES.
ohmytian, and it hit the same spot again.
zz, now it's hurting alot lah. -.-
then ate dinner. and went to the hotel room.
bathe and slept. :D
SECOND DAY.
woke up at 6.45am. :D
bathed then woke my brother up.
then met my cousins.
and went to buy the tickets. :D
eh, the first game we played was the adult bumper car.
my new boyfriend " vickerson " couldn't play.
so he stood outside and look at us. :D
then after playing, we went to take the euro express.
and it was FUN FUN FUN. :D :D :D
then went to the outdoor theme park.
played corkscrew first.
ohmytian, so damn fun lah. :D :D :D
then we played two times. hahah. x)
then i don't rmb the order of the games we played already. -.-
so i just name out the games i played. :D :D :D
psps.
outdoor theme park.
corkscrew. 2x
monorail ride.
pirate train.
crazy space lab.
vintage car / antique car.
dinosaur land.
indoor theme park.
ferris wheel.
rio float.
euro express. 2x
adult bumper car.
4D motion master.
snow world.
haunted adventure.
tadah. :D this are the games that i played.
very lil hor.
cause it rained in the afternoon till night time. -.-
i didn't play flying coaster.
cause i had to take care of vickerson.
so the others played.
then they played spaceshot too.
i didn't play ... -.-
cause i'm scared? i don't know.
just don't wanna play.
so, audrey, auntie susan, vickerson and me didn't play.
and we went into the crazy space lab.
hahah. x)
then after that, went to the playground.
then went to take the pirate train.
then we ate breakfast at marrybrown.
then played again.
then ate pizza hut. :D :D :D
nicenicenice. :D
then blahs, nothing already.
stayed at indoor the whole day.
then at night went to happy restaurant.
then i cried. fcuk. -.-
my cousin, kenneth, the same cousin that scolded me vulgarities.
made me cried .. knnbccb.
he is like so fcuking noisy.
and he kept putting words into my mouth.
fcuk lor. knn. -.-
then it's like, i want to scold him back,
yet i can't. then i tolerate until i cried.
ohmytian lah. zzzz.
whatever!
THIRD DAY.
woke up at 10plus by a phone call.
washed up and went to look for my cousins.
ate at penang food village.
ate prawn mee.
eeeew, not nice. :x
whatever. then went to find audrey they all.
while my parents went back to the hotel room.
then we checked out of the room at 12noon.
then we had to wait till 1.30pm then can board bus.
so the adults went to the casino.
while the childrens stayed and looked after the luggages.
then later, don't know who went to tell kenneth's mother that he made me cried ytd.
then the mother asked him say sorry.
then after saying sorry, she told him
" let pple scold a bit, let pple say a bit won't die de. "
wtf? what does she mean by that huh?
knnbccb. fcuk lor.
she think what? her son very pure and innocent issit.
when we were resting at the hotel room on the second day,
he made everyone pissed off lah. cb.
i really hate this lor. fcuk.
he was really making EVERYONE pissed.
then Joachim slapped him lah.
cause he made Joachim. then Audrey and I also angry with him.
it's like, he has NO common sense.
ohmytian. zzzz. whatever.
okay, then we took the bus home ..
reached singapore at about 10pm.
then took the taxi home.
lalalala. :D
the end!
okay, finished everything already.
shall upload my boyfriend's pictures in the next post. :D
chao ~
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:02
:) all of a sudden, i feel like hugging you.
:D :D :D
my grandma is sleeping behind me right now.
she's sleeping on my bed. D: x:
hahah. x) she's going genting with us too. :D
she's a nice grandmother alright! :D
won't nag that much. :D :D :D
hahaha. i hope it's gonna be FUN FUN FUN tmr. :D
i can't wait lor !
i hope to see him there lah. :x
let's just pray. :D :D :D
ohmytian! :x
i CANNOT wait for tmr lahs! :x
i hope it's SIX now!
anyway, i'm waking up at five plus tmr.
then 6am take cabby to tuas.
20seater bus. :D
inside will be only my relatives.
:D :D :D can go crazy le. :D :D :D
lalalaas. :D :D :D
wonder if we will be going to first world hotel nots.
cause i wanna go the engraving shop. :x
can engrave something. :D
shunbian see what MPI is asking me to see.
hahaha. :D
wait, we ARE going to first world hotel.
de indoor theme park.
ohmytian! :x
maybe can see him there. :D :D :D
right now, i CAN'T wait. ;x
hahaha. :D :D :D
i feel like sleeping lor! :x
sleep earlier then wake up le jiu 5am. :D
cooooooool ~
oh well, bye guys. :D
maybe i'm gonna watch bleach. :x
hahaha. :D :D :D
chao ~
and oh yeah,
don't miss me when i'm overseas! :x
i guess i won't be blogging for three days. x)
hahaha. :D :D :D
this blog's gonna be SO DEAD ! :x
and even when i come back, i WON'T be able to rmb what i did. :x
unless it's meaningful ! :x
hahaha. :D :D :D
bye guys! :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:47
:) boy, i miss you.
finally, home sweet home.
went out with JOYCELYN, WENLING and ZHENYU.
actually, siewchin got come de.
then in the end didn't lor.
so JOYCELYN called ZHENYU down lor.
then jiu four of us. :D
went to peninsula shopping center buy skinny.
bought mine already.
the colour totally sucks.
black out of stock. wtf?
then i feel that i look ugly in it lahs.
wth? D: forget it.
i bet GENTING is the only day i'm wearing a skinny out.
i REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE wearing long pants.
it sucks like WADTHEFUCK!
my mood isn't goood lah. -.-
after going to peninsula,
went to bugis junction.
ate at pastamania.
then went to the bbq party.
it sucks alot. :x
ate two hotdogs only.
the first one was kinda yucky.
the second one cooked damn long.
and it tasted really nice. :D
and today was the first time i actually bbq-ed myself.
well basically, i'm scared of the fire.
so i didn't dare. today,
i just BBQ-ED like nothing else matters. :D
anyway, the guys were really irritating? and funny.
while, MRS NG kept saying how naughty my brother is. :x
LOLOLOL! eh, whatever it is,
i was really really tired today.
so i hardly talked when i was with JOYCELYN, WENLING and ZHENYU.
then they said i emo? lame. -.-
i'm not lah!
just didn't have energy to do anything lor.
basically, there wasn't the case.
it was simply because i lost my mood to do all things
since he isn't here in singapore.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
22:19
:) I cannot stop thinking about you.
ohmytian!
i suddenly feel like changing skin sia. :x
diao, no idea why.
was looking for new skins just now.
but couldn't find any.
plus, i wasn't really thinking properly.
don't know what the hell i'm thinking lahs .
ohmytian, should i continue watching bleach?
if i keep watching,
i don't have to sleep already.
but i guess not.
suddenly don't have the mood to watch, yeah. D:
one side of my head is hurting right now ..
ohmymama. :x
it hurts like what the hell. D:
i wanted to post something just now.
but i guess i forgotten already.
oh well, forget it.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
02:02
:) :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
hohoho.
this few days got something wrong with me.
very very hyper. :DDDDDDDDDDD
ohyeah, i think i saw a cockroach just now.
then my brother went out to see.
he said don't have.
wth? am i seeing things or what? -.-
ohmymama. :x
eh, bleach i watch until 20+ episode le.
don't rmb what.
was too pissed that i forgot to see the last episode i watched. ;x
hahahaha. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDddd
I'M SO HYPER!
I'M SO HYPER!
I'M SO HYPER!
I'M SO HYPER!
I'M SO HYPER!
lol, i'm crazy. :D
smsing an idiot right now. :D
totally retarded de stupid idiot! :D
that idiot that makes me cry ....
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:05
:) i love you.
watching bleach. :D
not really chionging.
cause i'm really slow. ;x
now only watch till episode 16 nia. :x
two days jiu watch until 16 le. :x
wahs. :x not surprising. -.-
it's no big deal right? o.0
whatever. D:
hais ...
i don't wanna disturb you ..
even though, i really hope i could chat with you ..
right before the day you are leaving singapore ..
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:01
:) Waiting is really a torture.
okay, nevermind.
i guess i forgive you?
you didn't even know i'm angry.
ohmymama, forget it.
i take back my words. >.>
received two smses in the morning.
which is like 4plus and 5plus send de.
then i just replied.
see if that person replies.
i'm watching Bleach now. :x
ohmymama. :D
suddenly, i feel like watching.
so i guess i'm gonna chiong Bleach. :D
i watch until episode 5 nia. :x
bleahs. oh well,
JA-NA.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:09
:) WAITING IS SUCH A TORTURE.
basically, i woke up in the morning.
bathe and went to school.
bought my books then went to the computer lab.
cause sheena wanted to do something.
then went back home.
waited for wenling's sms.
then went to the bus stop to meet her.
went to her house.
then blah, whatever it is,
i spent my whole day with sheena and wenling.
there were some problems between wenling and alex.
and when i tried to help, i made it worse.
and i got so fcuking pissed off.
i have made a decision.
I WON'T HELP ANYONE, ANYMORE.
it's like, totally useless.
and i'm freakingly irritated.
cause i smsed a person.
three messages.
and that person replied none.
and i don't know why.
i don't feel like talking to that person anymore.
even though, that person is leaving soon.
forget it lahs.
since you don't care.
THEN FORGET IT.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:07
:) LIE.
listening to LIE by Big Bang.
it's a korean song.
and it's freakingly nice lahs.
saw it on the the TOP 100 HITS OF 2007 in the MTV.
yupyup, then it's nice lor.
at first, don't like de.
but the MV was really sad lahs. D:
then the song was like so right for the MV.
and the song did mention " i'm sorry but i love you. "
then jiu like it le. :DD
kinda sadsad right now. D:
hais, i don't wanna see you like this. D:
darling, i want you to smile.
the next TOP 100 HITS OF 2007 will be tmr.
at 1.30pm to 2.00pm.
and 7.30pm to 8.00pm.
ohmymama, afternoon cannot watch.
will be out by then.
then at night, not sure leh. :x
7pm got show lah. -.-
hais, forget it.
chao ~
DARLING, I WANT YOU TO SMILE. D;
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:54
:) I love you so.
Love You So - Natalie.
From the minute that you got my attention,
I was taken and i have to mention
I was trying not to let it show
But I knew that I wasn't gonna let you go.
From the way that came right to me,
Looking all hot with the style that threw me.
No one would have ever known it.
You would be the one to take this heart and hold it.
You got that extraordinary way.
Got to be next to ya' every single day.
You do some things that I just can't explain.
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me.
Ooh, I love you so.
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
Yeah, do you know that,
Ooh, I love you so.
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
I just want you to know.
You can say anything you want to.
no stress 'cause i understand you.
We got a vibe, you can't define.
Want everyone know that boy is mine.
We won't fight and stop and stare.
At the way you hold me, you take me there.
At times I feel I lose control.
Forget everyoent but the hand I'm holding.
You got that extraordinary way.
Got to be next to ya' every single day.
You do some things that I just can't explain.
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me.
Ooh, I love you so.
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
Yeah, can you feel it?
Ooh, I love you so.
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
I just want you go know.
Please know this, I'll always be right here.
And you don't have to look nowhere else, babe.
Don't think for a moment this love would change.
Oh you should know that.
Ooh, I love you so.
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
Yeah, can you feel it?
Ooh, I love you so.
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
I just want you go know.
Ooh, I love you so.
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
Yeah, can you feel it?
Ooh, I love you so.
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go.
I just want you go know.
typed this out on my own. :x
wrote the lyrics down on a foolscap paper with audrey. :D
cause we were trying to kill time lah.
while writing last night,
we had a heart to heart talk too. :DD
about so much things lor. :x
hahaha. smsing someone right now.
oh well, see yahs. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
01:24
:) D:
i'm back from my ahmah's house.
basically, audrey and i had a heart to heart talk at night. :D
before we slept.
then someone replied my msg at 5.23am. -.-
wth? and asked what i was doing.
zz, i'm asleep. :x
no computer, no lappy.
ohmymama, then today woke up.
then blah, i went to cut my hair. -.-
and i look so damn freaking stupid. D;
so paiseh, don't dare go out le. D:
no lah ~ LOL.
tmr go eat swensens neh. :DDDD
buying books in the morning.
then afternoon go eat.
btw, i fell down just now. D:
slip and fell on my butt. D;
it HURTS alot alot alot can.
knnbccb. :x then i went home.
and i nearly fell again.
this time i shouted.
cause i was damn pissed.
i nearly fell THREE TIMES.
wth? obviously, i'm angry.
i wonder what the hell is wrong with me.
suddenly, my legs became really 'SLIPPERY'
zzzz. -.- so pissed lah.
and, i'm so sorry but i love you.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:49
:) :DDD
went to the temple with my mother and brother just now.
took 147 bus.
ohmigosh, bus got ' siao lang '
which is, someone that is crazy. :x
ohmymama. :x then it's like,
he is damn freaking noisy.
i feel like asking him to STFU. :x
hahaha, got one motorcyclist.
fell? :x nothing happen to her though.
then that person keep saying " DIE LIAO LA. DIE LIAO LA. "
then after seeing the girl fine, he said " NB. never die. siao lah. "
then i was like, so pekchek. so noisy lah. dammit. :x
whatever.
then went to the temple.
blahblahblah.
walked to bugis street buy my brother's bag.
ohmytian, i feel like killing them. :x
ohyeah, GOT ONE SHOP!
ohmymama, that time wednesday go right,
we passed by but not open yet.
nbcb, there de bags DAMN NICE.
fcukfcukfcuk. :x
wahlao. D:
zz. ohyeah, i receive a ZINC membership card. :D
cause my brother bought his bag there.
got they gave me the membership card.
hohoho. :x
ohyeah, saw the campus superstar winner.
SHAWN. :D he damn short. :x
but kinda kawaii lah. :x
okok lah, he was with his two friends. o.0
then i was like, ohmymama, shawn the superstar.
then the shop owner said " yah, superstar. "
hahah. x) so funny. :x
bleah, whatever.
going my ahmah's house le. :D
byebyebye. :D
not blogging after this post liao.
till tmr. ;D seeyahs.
takecare.
DON't miss me. :x
jokingjoking.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
18:42
:)
okay, this marks my 100th post. :D
hai, i'm so tired.
i slept at 1plus last night.
then i woke up at 1pm. :x
i'm so tired.
i could sleep more.
-.- ohmytian.
i wanna sleep.
wait, i miss someone. D;
like ages never talk to zzz liao.
ah! D:
hais, i miss you .
imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou
Pull me close,
and take one step.
13:23
:) sentosa trip.
:D went to sentosa today.
x) took the cable car there.
eh, went to mount faber first.
then take there. :D
damn freaking nice. :D
it wasn't scary at lah.
bleahs! :x
then reached there.
watched the 4D magix.
then, went to siloso beach.
it kept raining. -.-
ohmymama, so we only walkwalk nia.
then alex bathed, wenling changed.
then we went to eat? o.0
LOL, ate so much yeah. :x
ohmymama, confirm fat lor. D;
then went back to the cable car station.
dammit, alex a bit pissed yeah,
and i think it's my fault lah.
SERIOUSLY, i think he's pissed with me.
booooooo ~ ohyeah, took the skyride.
at night. :D around 7plus. :DD
it's damn freaking beautiful. :D
singapore is so bright. :D
it's like a light paradise. :x
hahaha. then took cable car back.
went to vivo city.
went into a candy shop.
and alex brought LOTS of candy lahs.
ohmytian. -.-
then took mrt back hougang mall.
zz, went up the escalator.
then got one girl came up to me.
but i didn't hear her at all.
was like, putting on my earpieces.
couldn't hear a single thing.
then hor, she wanted do some charity work.
alex straight away asked " how much issit? "
then it's like, one pen for $2.
then there's five people there.
alex brought five pens for $10.
at first, he didn't wanna take the pen.
then they diedie want him take.
so he took all five and threw it into the dustbin.
right infrnt of their faces.
wow? then the girl went " wah, he very bad leh. "
LOL, diao. i know before that,
one guy said " i see his face i very scared sia "
most probably cause of his piercings.
damn freaking funny.
i wanted to laugh lahs,
but i didnt, duh! ;x
whatever.
then took the bus home.
suddenly, one bunch of people came up.
two chinese. a few malays.
then alex understand malay lah.
so he told us what they said lor.
blahblah, whatever?
but got shuai ge! LOL. :x
jokingjoking.
not interested.
wenling find him very familiar. x)
somemore he mention ' ahzhi '
so she said " he very suspicious. "
lol. :x hahah. x)
whatever lahs.
tmr going ahmah's house stay with audrey only.
dean going for chalet. D;
that's sad.
i want dean go. D;
hai, ohyeah, ohmytian,
going temple tmr.
-.- with my mother and brother.
diaodiaodiao.
go 拜拜.
don't know for what?
but i think is for genting trip.
or my brother need to go.
he every year go once de. :x
lol, diaodiaodiao.
whatever, bye. :D
today was fun, but it could be much more fun with you there.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:23
:) you know i'm coming for you.
hais. i slept at 1am.
then woke up at 9.30am.
laid in bed till 10.30am.
wake up, and bathed.
so now i'm here.
hais, i'm breaking down,
and i just can't take it anymore.
ohno, i won't let you go.
and you know i'm coming for you.
still bothered by what happened last night.
hai, whatever.
byebyebyebye.
i'm not going to be home the whole day.
i'm going to sentosa with wenling and alex.
don't miss me .. ;x
bye .
Pull me close,
and take one step.
11:35
:) i don't wanna think too much.
i won't sleep without you.
how could i go to sleep without you.
hahahas. BOREDOM!
my mother wanna use the damn freaking computer later.
dammit. :x
zz. -.- then i guess i'm gonna watch tv later.
i don't want so early sleep.
even though i tmr going out.
i don't care! :x
lalalas.
thinking too much doesn't benefit me in any ways.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:25
:) i'm still waiting.
D: it's very boring right now.
i hope my mother doesn't come in later
and say, " i want use comp. "
-.- oh yeah, next wednesday,
my maternal grandma is coming over to sleep at night.
then we shall take the bus to genting together. :D
woolalaa. :x
i SERIOUSLY can't wait for my genting trip lahs. :x
hahah. x))
btw, this saturday is huimin's birthday.
ohmymama. :x i can't go.
have to work with wenling. :x
sian. D: sorry marmie.
does she read my blog?
oh well, whatever.
btw, saturday not going my grandma's house stay le.
sian. D: haihaihai.
cause it's like treating her house as an hotel.
go out when we like. then at night, go back for dinner.
-.- hahah, so yeah, not going le. D:
that's really sad though. D;
okay, hais.
ohyeah, in the afternoon,
i'm like having a chat with my mother.
about the family.
my brother, father, aunts, grandparents and whoever.
it's confidential. so i shall not say out lah. x)
hahah.
chatting with eugenia now.
bye.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
23:32
:) i'm coming for you.
Coming For You - Jojo
Ooh
Ooh, for you
I had a change of heart
But don't know where to start
What I'm about to say may surprise you
But now I see it clear, life ain't always fair, oh
What can you do, when you don't wanna hurt him
Cause you dont deserve him and theres no other way, yeah yeah
I'm breakin down, I just can't take it anymore, oh no
I won't let you go, you know I'm comin for you
No matter what it's gonna take I gotta make this move
You're the one that I chose, you know I'm comin for you
And I just can't go another day
Without you next to me, oh, oh yeah
Don't know what to say
Guess I'll take the blame
Eventually it was bound to happen
I know you played your part
I aint trying to make it hard
But it's the right thing to do
When you dont wanna hurt him
Cause you dont deserve him
And theres no other way, yeah yeah yeah
I'm breakin down, I just can't take it anymore, oh no
I won't let you go, you know I'm comin for you
No matter what it's gonna take I gotta make this move
You're the one that I chose, you know I'm comin for you
And I just can't go another day
Without you next to me, oh, oh yeah
Now that you know the truth
Just wanna be with you, can't hold back
This is real, cause what we share
It's undeniable, don't wanna hide no more
Here I am, and I'm coming for you
Oh
I'm breakin down, I just can't take it anymore, oh no
I won't let you go, you know I'm comin for you
No matter what it's gonna take I gotta make this move
You're the one that I chose, you know I'm comin for you
And I just can't go another day
Without you next to me, oh, oh yeah
I'm breakin down, I just cant take it anymore, oh no
I won't let you go, you know I'm comin for you (for you)
:D i love this song. x)
no idea why. x))
hahahas. x)
okay, he asked me that question again just now.
the so called " relationship test "
and AGAIN, i felt like crying.
but i didn't.
i don't wanna frighten him. :x
LOL, whatever it is,
i don't understand him well enough lah.
but that small chat with you just now,
made me able to know the reason,
why you rejected going out with me and my friends.
and i can understand lah. :x
so i guess i will NOT ask you out ever again.
hais, unless you want to come.
which is like, -.- impossible.
hahaha. ;x hais,
somehow, you also don't understand me well lah.
you didn't know how i felt towards my previous stead too.
hahah, i don't expect anything from you.
i just want your care, concern and most of all, your love.
it's something that all girls would want from a guy.
that's really just all that i want.
am i asking too much?
i hope not. iloveyou.
and even though, i'm already having the thought that we wouldn't last.
and i'm sure you're having that thought too.
okay, whatever, i don't care yeah.
i just wanna spend the time when i'm with you happily.
i want happy memories. and not sad ones.
i really simply love you right now.
i can't vow that i won't love anyone else ever again.
cause i know i will.
i know we wouldn't last.
but i just wanna last as long as we can.
i don't wanna become perfect strangers with you after we are apart.
i just wanna be friends.
i wanna talk to you.
it's just friends. and nothing else.
and i just love you.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
22:54
:) :D
this skin is made by Joycelyn. ;D
a.k.a my baby. :DDDDD
thanks lah! :D
btw, you forgot the cbox div. :x
LOL, then i was thinking,
eh, where is my cbox. LOL. :x
nevermind. :D
diaodiaodiao.
though the picture and the background colour a bit weird.
but still nice lahs. :D
it's so simply lor.
joycelyn do a while nia jiu finish le. :x
hahaha. x)
okay, thanks. :D
sheena asked me go eat swensens with her.
she got voucher.
one hundred dollars.
lololol. :x
then she asked me ask wenling also. hahah .
hahah. okays, whatever.
shall stop blogging.
veryvery tired .
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:28
:) thankyou. :D
okays. :D
lalalas. x)
i'm going into maple soon.
whatever, anyway.
hmm, erm, hmm, erm,
ohyeah. i rmb liao. :x
tmr i'm going to sentosa with wenling and alex. :D
and they are like going to treat me WHEREVER they go.
i think? :x cause i'm like, bankrupt already. :x
they wanna take the cable car. then i no money?
then alex said they treat. weeewooowee. :x
LOL, so nice of them. :D thankyou lahs. :D
ohyeah, sorry to carol and patricia. :x
they asked me out tooo.
lols, psps. x:
when you all asked whether i wanted to go out tmr,
i was considering whether to go out with alex and wenling.
cause they said that the date was friday.
but not set yet. :x
so i smsed them first. so oh well, then go with them lor. :x
cause they asked first. :x psps. :x
hahahs. x) next time bah. :D
okays, bye. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
20:01
:) blah.
lol. :x damien is like -.-
LOL. :x he said " i'm not so lame enuff to talk to you "
lmao. isn't he the one who started the spamming?
lols, whatever. it's over.
hmm, i slept at 11pm last night.
and i woke up at 12noon. :x
wooohoo. :x
i slept for 13hours. :x
lmao. :x
oh well, it's boring now. -.-
i shall go do something to kill time.
bye.
updated.
x) and again, i feel like we're drifting apart.
zz, i'm like always having negative thoughts
cause of the things you did or said.
or wrote. and it's freakingly dumb. :x
oh well, whatever! ;x
hahahas. x))
hmm, have to buy something for my mother later.
cause of the genting trip. o.0
hahahs. x)
and this saturday,
i'm staying overnight at my grandma's house again.
along with audrey and dean. :D
yayness! :x
can go out like before mahs? :x
hahahas. x)
bleahs. :x okay, i'm crazy.
whatever. shytyou. ;x
hais, what am i suppose to do now?
it's freakingly bored.
okays, i shall play audition.
while waiting for someone to drop by. x)
bye peeeps. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
12:20
:) ;DDDD
damien
LMAO. i can't fuck my mother. :D
can't believe you're clever enough to know that i'm a girl,
i always thought you were dumb. :x
LOL. ;x okay, sorry. -.-
whatever it is, from what i said in Joycelyn's cbox,
i doubt i did say anything wrong.
what i merely said was " i don't think Joycelyn has spammed your cbox. "
lol, and you got angry. that's FREAKINGLY funny. LOL.
seriously, say whatever you want.
i doubt i would be replying you after this anymore. :D
unless you went overboard.
then you will see what's the real me. :D
cause no one in this fcukedup world knows how fierce i am. :DDD
no one seen it before mahs. x)
except my brother. :D lmao.
goodbye. :D
okays, back to blogging. :D
my alarm clock rang at 9am this morning. :D
and when i heard the alarm,
i felt as though i didn't sleep at all. -.-
was like so freaking tired.
okays, whatever.
still i woke up and bathed. :D
then drank vitagen. :x
then i went to buy my prepaidcard. :D
then when i reached the bus stop,
i missed the 74 single deck bus that just reached.
saddened. -.- so i waited and waited.
FINALLY, 147 came. :x
then took the bus lor.
smsed carol. then well, i was late. :D
yilin also. :D LOL. :x
so we reached the interchange about the same time.
but i was later lahs. :x
then jiu liddat lor. x))
then we went to KFC to look for them.
then some of them were eating.
so i ate too. ;x cause i was freaking hungry. :x
cannot be 仙 anymore. :x
that's what carol always say about me. LOL. :x
then blahs, returned the books.
then we took the mrt to cityhall. :D
alighted then pei patricia go pennisular.
bought her sister's skinny.
then we went to bugis. -.-
took the mrt again. zz it's a bit WASTE MONEY lor.
zzz. whatever. reached bugis.
wahpiang, it's like,
all of them buying haversack mahs. then i don't want.
then they go see haversack nia lor. -.-
wahlao. :x then i was like, trying to find some sling bags also can't.
they keep walking away.
so pekchek. :x
then ended up, i brought the one i wanted.
butbutbut, I THINK IT'S THE SAME AS WEELIANG'S BAG. wth? :x
i kept thinking lahs. -.- issit the same. zz.
whatever. ;x i look kinda weird carrying it.
ohwell, whatever. :x
then we were like totally bored after shopping for our bags.
we spent most of the time slacking in the malls and the toilets. :x
it was really freaking tiring.
plus, it was raining like for the whole day! :x
so heavily somemore. wahpiang. -.-
then decided to go to the esplanade. :x
hahahs. x) got drenched like wth. :x
and it's freaking cold inside.
-.- should have bought my jacket. :x
then i kept telling them, " i want a guy to hug me right now. " LOL.
okays lah, i know a bit dumb -.-
but guy's hugs are always warm. :D :x
lalalas. x) then we walked around.
blahblahblah. :x
whatever, i don't rmb anymore.
i only know i kept doing stupid reactions and expressions.
and it felt totally retarded.
everytime after doing one,
i would ask myself, " wth did i do that for -.- "
LOL. :x that's totally retarded.
seriously. -.- LOL. :x
whatever. :x shall stop blogging le.
a bit tired to blog liao. -.-
bye. ;DDDD
Pull me close,
and take one step.
22:12
:) thankyou ..
D: i going siao le.
hais. D:
i don't wanna cry.
but i feel like crying.
my eyes is filled up with tears.
and they aren't dropping just yet.
it's like,
for a moment, i feel like laughing.
for a moment, i feel like crying.
i feel crazy.
i feel like crying .
you said my mind was full of rubbish.
i didn't know.
i thought my mind was only full of you.
and i guess, i didn't know myself as well as you do?
D:
it hurts when you said that.
if it's really that torturing for you,
then forget it.
i don't wanna let go.
i don't wanna hate you.
i don't wanna cry for you.
i wanna be with you.
i wanna love you.
i wanna smile with you.
i miss you.
i love you.
i want you.
hahahas. x) i'm supposed to be ASLEEP. :x
but i'm not.
it's 2.40am.
it's going 3am le.
and i'm not asleep.
wooyeah ~
waking up at 9am tmr. :x
then i shall be like sleeping for 6hours only. :x
hahaha. x) still a bit hyper right now.
maybe i shall not sleep. :x
but 6 hours lehs.
cannot! :x
lalalas. x)
seeyahs peeeps.
love has no reason.
i love you for who you are.
i don't wanna take relationship test.
it's scary. D:
i don't wanna answer those questions.
i don't know how. D:
if you want the truth, then i shall tell you the truth.
even till now,
nobody knows how i really feel.
towards my previous relationship and now .
even till now, i shall keep it to myself.
cause no one understands.
and once again,
my tears dropped.
thankyou, for questioning me.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
02:27
:) ohmytian! D:
played maple just now.
i made my way to showa town.
and i didn't die. :D
until i reach showa street three. -.-
the stupid boss appeared.
and i died.
then i went back,
and hang on the rope for an hour plus. -.-
then came to msn. :D
alamak! i don't wanna know anymore things.
it sucks to know so much. :x
cause i will say it out one day. :x
it's like, being naturally honest or something?
or maybe i'm not trustworthy enough.
i don't know. :x
but i don't wanna know anymore things.
i didn't know what to reply.
then dumbdumb ask me that. >.>
i really didn't know what to reply.
obviously, if it's the others,
they would just say YES.
cause they have been talking about it so long ago.
then me how? cannot simply yes right. -.-
ohmy. then what about your personal message?
gosh, i don't wanna be too sensitive.
but i guess i couldn't help it. D:
okays, whatever.
shutup lah, JESSLIN.
don't think so much.
shhhhhh!
Pull me close,
and take one step.
00:51
:) lame.
lol. :x
you know the blablabla should be damien.
hahah. even though,
he doesn't put his name.
i suspect is him. x)
or maybe someone helping him lah.
whatever it is,
i just wanna say.
blablabla.
it's freaking lame for you to actually put three fcuks there. x)
cause, first, i don't wanna fcuk with you.
secondly, who wants to fcuk with you?
thirdly, could you just fcuk off?
x) it's my blog.
not yours.
scram! you're not welcome. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
23:19
:) i wanna trust you. even though, i do doubt you.
lol. :x i shall post a song lyrics out. :x
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight
This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be
okay, i shall give you the reason why i posted this. ;x
the previous post i had right.
the damn freaking picture was a bit of a eyesore. :x
cause it was blocking my profile. :x
whatever.
i'm gonna wait for dotdotdot to online.
zz. but i wanna sleep early lah.
tmr going out leh. -.-
whtever.
bye.
i wanna trust you.
even though, i do doubt you.
but it's mainly cause of him.
i must admit,
i couldn't let go of what happened before.
those things he said that hurt me.
the things he did to hurt me.
he left cause of another girl.
would you be the same like him?
i'm scared. lol. :x
at first, what he said made me so freaking sad.
then later, he said something which cheered me up.
then now, she said something that dampened my mood again.
hais, i just hope i could know everything.
like what alex said before,
when a star is alive, it's really beautiful.
but when a star dies, it turns into a blackhole.
which is really bad lahs.
in the first few months of a relationship,
everything might seem nice.
but later, everything goes bad.
then it might just end.
and maybe because i'm too scared right now,
i couldn't give you my full trust.
D: i hate myself.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:56
:) :D
lol. :x did this out of boredom.
and yayness!
my lucky number is seven. :D
which is my FAVOURITE NUMBER. :D
and my lucky colour is purple.
which is also my favourite colour. :D
ohyeah ~ :x
LOL. :x
i guess i'm really easily contented lah. -.-
yeah right. :x
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:21
:) updated.
ohmytian. :x
was chatting with carol and patricia just now.
until i went mad. :x
it's like, we were talking about the transport.
then suddenly, i was thinking,
why are we talking about the transport. -.-
tmr settle mahs -.-
then the time later conference then say.
UPDATED.
okays, called patricia at 6.30pm.
for conference, of course.
then say hao le.
meet 10am at hougang mall interchange.
then jiu liddat lor.
hais, then carol say maybe jiarong not going le.
since we so early meet.
most probably he cannot wake up.
so he not going.
so i asked about peiyuan.
then carol said she don't know.
then jiu liddat lor.
then i hang up lahs.
then later, it's like,
my father a bit reluctant to give me money liddat lor.
keep asking i buy the bag how much and whatever fcuking craps.
and i was like so damn freaking pissed.
i just answer back " haven't buy yet, how i know? i also not God. i don't know everything. "
then i walked away. argh. :x
fcuk. zz.
even till now i'm still a bit pissed.
then my father gave me $60.
then my mother gave me $10.
then i took $18 from my own savings.
so tmr i'm bringing $88.
wow? :x LOL. :x
but i won't use all lahs. -.-
zz. whatever.
hais, what am i suppose to do?
she wasn't the first person that said that.
what am i suppose to do?
should i anyhow think?
no, i should believe in you.
but i don't know how?
i don't dare ..
i'm scared of being like before.
i don't want things to be like before.
and it's cause of him,
i'm scared of losing you.
i don't wanna lose you.
i'm scared. i don't want you to play with me.
i don't wanna be into you if you're not into true love.
seriously. I'M SCARED.
Pull me close,
and take one step.
17:59
:) ohmytian, this is so fustrating!
hmm, let's see what i was doing just now.
i was blogging.
then i chatted with carol on msn.
ohyeah, yilin too.
then was on the phone also.
then later, yilin offline.
then carol went out.
then i used another phone to chat.
then i stopped using computer.
then chatted on the phone till 2.30pm.
then i cooked maggi. :x
then watched tv and ate. ;x
then watched till 4pm. :x
i bathed.
then came out of the bathroom.
saw jefferson's sms.
asking when i was going to buy my books. -.-
then replied.
soon after, dotdotdot called again.
then chatted till now.
hang up. then later dotdotdot gonna call again. o.0
so let's see, can say i'm waiting for my mother to come home. :x
right now. :x hahahas. x)
ohyeah, something's wrong with my cbox. :x
i only see one tag. :x
which is the one i replied patricia. :x
then i went to http://cbox.ws to check my messages in the cbox.
and all of it was there. -.-
so i guess i'm gonna copy and paste the codes again. :x
LOL. okays, whatever.
bye. ;D
and ohmytian,
i cannot wait for tmr. :D
OHYEAH! :x
tmr almost all the girls 7pm have to reach home.
and yilin is the only one who has to reach home by 5pm. :x
then liddat, ohmytian, how?
later all have to follow her back.
then it would be rotting at hougang for two hours. :x
gosh, that's bad. :x
haiyoh! how fustrating! D:
Pull me close,
and take one step.
16:39
:) i miss you! :D
:D omfg. :x
i woke up 1plus. -.-
and, zz. fcuk. :x
i was woke up by yilin's phone call. :x
LOL, my brother threw the damn phone to me. -.-
then i listened.
then my voice is like so freaking weird.
it was the first time.
i know most people wake up,
voice a bit weirdweird.
but mine won't,
but this time. -.-
i think because of my cough.
it caused my voice to be like ~
zz. -.-
and then after i hang up with yilin,
dotdotdot called. -.-
and this time was worse,
i could hardly even talk.
ohmytian? then now,
hang up already.
and dotdotdot called 7times.
my brother said that person siao. :x
lol. :x whatever.
zz. i feel really weird today. :x
i think i'm gonna rot at home.
doubt i would even wanna go out already.
damn freaking tired.
rather stay at home. :x
lalalalas ~
tmr then go out. :D
carol can go! :DDD
yay! :D
wonder if mandy got go.
hmm, diao. :x
i chat on the phone until phone no batt? -.-
fcuk. ;x
diao, whatever. bye. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
13:21
:) i guess ..
i feel stupid. :x
i fell asleep just now.
while waiting for my brother to let me use the computer.
and i woke up at 3am.
wondering if there would be anyone online-d waiting for me.
and i switch on the computer.
none of my contacts were online.
that felt totally stupid.
was kinda dissapointed.
oh well ..
i felt asleep man. fcuk. :\
hmph! :x
ah! :x
knnbccb. :/
Pull me close,
and take one step.
03:14
:) :DDD
:D went to queensway today. :D
walked to wenling's house first.
took my time. :x
hahah, then waited outside her house for her.
cause i think she was bathing. o.0
then waited for quite some time.
but i have my phone with me.
so nevermind. :DDD
then took 72 to hougang mrt station. :x
then took the mrt to outram park.
then took 33bus to queensway shopping center.
i think? :x whatever.
then went to find alex.
sat in the shop for like don't know how long.
so bored. :x and hungry.
so i brought mcflurry and a packet of large fries.
then left the place at around 6.30pm.
took the cab back to the mrt station. :x
TRAFFIC JAM! :x then took mrt to kovan.
took 112 back to wenling's house.
ate steamboat. then went home. :D
lol, wenling's sister, wendy,
broke the teapot. LOL! :x
wenling was kinda angry.
aunty was SUPER angry.
uncle kept laughing.
i kept laughing too.
LOL! :x
lalalas, byebye. :D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
21:46
:) QUEENSWAY HERE I COME. ;D
lol. :x
gonna pei wenling go queensway again. x)
to find alex.
cause she's worried ! :x
lol. :x then at night, going her house. :D
for STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT!
lols, :x going crazy le lahs. x)))
and yeah, if anyone wanna find me,
just sms me, alrights? x)
i CONFIRM reply. :x
at most is LATE reply nia. :x
LOL. i'm gonna on silent mode.
so yeah, paiseh if late reply. :x
lalalas, seeyahhs peeeps. ;D
I MISS YOU TOO DARLING ! ;D
Pull me close,
and take one step.
14:35
:) :D i love you.
i woke up really really late today. :x
okay, not really late lah.
i woke up at 8.00am. :x
cause i couldn't find baby pooh. :x
aah! :x but i lazy to stand up and search for it.
so i slept back. then when my brother woke up,
baby was lying right next to him.
so he threw baby back to me. :DDD
whatever it is, i woke up at 11.30am. :x
ohyeah, was woken up by yilin's sms reply. ;x
LOL. :x the ringtone was so damn freaking loud. :x
then i replied her.
blahblahblah, so yilin agreed to go on wednesday.
though can see that it's a bit unwilling. :x
lol, cause when i said that jiarong and peiyuan following,
she replied " it is suppose to be a girls hangout.? "
lol, then well, i don't rmb what i replied.
but got one message she wrote, " so wed is specially for carol? "
then i replied " no. it's salvage peiyuan and jiarong's friendship. "
lol. :x that's a really stupid answer.
but it's kinda true? x)
hahaha. whatever.
since now, yilin settled already.
left patricia. and it's pohmun's job. :x
cause she said she would ask her. x)
hahah, ohyeah, carol chin. -.-
don't know her mother let nots.
hope her mother let. D:
her mother is nice. :x just a bit over-protective.
hahah, but that's a GOOD mother. x)))
hehehe. okay, i'm going crazy.
ohyeah, at night, going darling's house for steamboat. x)
darling's mother invited me that day at amk hub. :x
hahahah. x) thanks aunty. :DDD
okay, i shall stop now.
chao ~
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14:07
:) this feels great! :D
changed my blogskin. x)
:D didn't change the font to tahoma. :x
at first, i was like lazy.
but now, i'm not.
cause i'm on the phone with carol, jiarong and peiyuan. -.-
LOL? then jiarong and peiyuan kept singing.
then stupid peiyuan on the song so loud. :x
i cannot listen to mine -.-
that's dumb. :x
so diao lor. -.-
i wanna change the date of our trip to wednesday. D:
cause, jiarong and peiyuan following lor.
then pohmun also ask if can wednesday go. :x
hai, i wanna go on wednesday! :x
cause tuesday only four people go. ;x
then wednesday got more. :DDD
five girls, two boys, i guess? x)
seven people. :D
:x okay, i'm laughing like an ass now. :x
they don't let carol sleep. LOL.
but i ask carol, 4am then sleep.
but she cannot tahan already.
lol. :x cannot stop laughing right now.
hahaha. x)
i shall stop right now. :x
hahaha. :x
really cannot stop laughing. LOL.
byebyebye. :D
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03:28
:) it sucks to wait. :x
D: so bored right now.
ohmigosh. :x
it's really tiring!
aaaaah! D:
i'm sleepy already.
then should i sleep or not?
ohmigosh.
where'd you go.
i miss you so.
LOL. :x
siansiansian.
byebyebye.
aaaah!
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01:11
:) zz.
i had a talk with zheming.
and it went like this.
CONVERSATION WITH ZHEMING.
zheming : hihi.
me : hello.
zheming : how r u?
me : fine lor. x)
zheming : ooo. attached?
me : nope. tmr got match ah?
zheming : yah. not sgs de. my outside team de.
me : jefferson have right? o.0
zheming : no.
me : oh. o.0 okays.
zheming : heh. you dun wan give jeff a chance ah?
me : not don't want. is don't like. what can i do?
zheming : try la. nvr try nvr noe. feelings can be nurtured.
me : but i know him ONE WHOLE YEAR le lehs.
zheming : just try la. feelings can be nurtured. all it nid is your chance.
me : you matching huh? i don't believe dotdotdot can wait that long anyway.
zheming : no la. tell u la. he still love you alot.
me : hais. -.- too bad? seriously, the feeling isn't there.
zheming : i noe it isn't there.
zheming : but jus give him a chance.
zheming : maybe things may work out.
zheming : ?
zheming : try la.
me : really cannot. seriously, i tried before. cannot. lol.
zheming : haiz. i in the same situation with him so i noe how hurt it is.
zheming : if you can give him a chance to be with you, i believe he will be more than happy.
zheming : try la.
zheming : if cannot then break la. at least he have a chance to be with the person he loves b4.
me : -.- liddat he will end up more hurt if it doesn't work out.
zheming : if really really cannot, then explain to him lor. at least try la.
me : you never see meh, i haven't to him for so long unless necessary. it's like, talk to him much, he might get false hopes.
zheming : give him a chance to love you more n give yourself a chance to love him.
zheming : just give him a chance la. try your best.
zheming : things may work out just fine, you never noe.
me : nonono. i know who i love right now .. -.-
zheming : hu?? pai hong boon?
me : no lah. -.-
zheming : then hu? share share leh.
me : it's a secret. x)
zheming : i wun tell de. promise !
me : nah.
zheming : sianz. nbm.
zheming : aiya, then i tell you. reject him! scold him! tell him face to face. let him get hurt. then he will let go le.
me : -.- that's bad. D:
zheming : but that's fast.
me : but hor, dotdotdot will let go one day de. seriously. i DON'T believe he would wait that long.
zheming : yah. it's highly possible.
zheming : but y not just tell him face to face and end it fast then he can have chance to find someone who he love n love him?
me : HE KNOWS i don't like him ..
zheming : ya. but let him get hurt then he will learn n he will giv up. but let him get hurt then he will learn n he will giv up. end it fast n swift
me : -.-
zheming : i'm serious!
me : THEN I'M ALSO SERIOUS THAT IT ISN'T EASY TO TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU DON'T LIKE THEM. zz.
zheming : but try la. try your best.
zheming : cus you can end it fast.
me : he ownself knows that i don't like him.
zheming : ya. but he still love you as much.
me : ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! -.-
ohmymama!
i nearly went mad talking to him.
it's like, he totally don't understand me.
neither do i understand him.
so, it turned out stupid. -.-
dammit. :x
ohyeah, i guess not much people knew dotdotdot likes me.
except for the regular readers of my blog.
oh well, whatever.
just hope that i could shoo him off. :x
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23:09
:) skulls in the sky.
hehe. listening to new songs. :x
i shall recommend it to you guys eh. x)
Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight
Love You So - Natalie
With You - Chris Brown
Tattoos - Jordin Sparks
hahahas. x)
was searching for pictures just now.
cause i asked baby to make one blogskin for me.
then he* don't wanna search for pictures.
so i decided to search for it myself.
and it's all rainbows. x)
so i guess the theme of the skin would be rainbows.
it's beautiful, yeah.
ohyeah, will post one photo now.
enlarge the picture and look at it.
it's amazing. :x
if you all can see lah.
it's actually a face.
or somewhat, a skull.
the person said that those clouds appeared on the June 30th.
right before a thunderstorm started in his country.
wah. :x very nice. :x LOL.
lalalas. x) bye peeppps. :D
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22:44
:) :D
ate nasi lemak again. :x
hahahas. lololol.
kenneth told me something.
zz. LOL.
i'm laughing my ass off now. :x
LOLOLOL.
okay, for a moment,
i'm rather happy. x)
whatever. x)
i take back my words. :x
LOL, i'm so glad i didn't send the message.
but i'm still a bit sad though.
after seeing what he wrote.
listening to bleach's movie de ending song.
it makes me feel so happy lah.
even though, the song is rather a love song.
so it should be slow and sad.
but it's not slow.
the person sing quite fast. :x
but it's nice. :D
don't feel like blogging le.
:x hahahas.
bye.
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21:06
:) i'm dying.
lol. someone told me something.
and said that i would regret.
lol. i don't know ?
if you're a flirt,
then what am i suppose to do ?
i don't wanna think so much yet.
then i don't wanna stead too ..
i'm sorry?
what am i suppose to do ..
i suddenly stunned back ..
and wonder what i'm suppose to do.
should i just break with you ?
or should i just keep everything to myself ..
seriously, i'm wondering what i should actually do.
lol? i'm like so damn confusedd right now.
for a moment, i felt really happy ..
for a moment, i felt really sad ..
and if i smsed you right now,
you won't know the reason why ..
cause you can't reply me ..
and i doubt you would be sad right?
you wouldn't cry like what you've said right?
you wouldn't cry unless it's a really sad breakup right?
then if i asked to break without giving a reason why,
you would most probably get angry right?
instead of being sad?
and you most probably will hate me right?
then if i break with you, then one day,
i sort out my feelings .. and understand you more ..
then i might wanna go back?
but if by that time, you already no longer love me ..
then i guess it's too late .. and too sad for me right?
but .. i don't know ..
went to your friendster .. and saw those words ..
and right now, i don't know how to bring it up to you already ...
when you said i love you .. did you mean it?
when you said i miss you .. did you mean it?
i wanna know ..
cause i don't wanna die of confusion.
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18:17
:) NEW email address.
i changed my email address.
a bit zz of the old one. lol. :x
add me if you want bahs.
nilssej_@hotmail.com
x) ohyeah, if unknown people add me,
i most probably accept le.
chat for a while le then decide on what to do next. x)
hahahas. whatever.
i'm tired. :x i miss baby!
i miss darling! D:
i miss dumbdumb. :x
hahahs.
i'm bored. -.-
i feel like playing maple again. :x
LOL. i hope tmr comes faster. :D
can see two person tmr. :D
can see my darling and dumbdumb. ;D
going darling's house for dinner.
dumbdumb coming over pei wo. x)
i love my darling lah. :D
and of course, my dumbdumb too. :D
oh well, i shall stop now.
seeyahhs. :DDD
nonono, i shall play audition. :x
okays, bye. hahahas. :x
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17:17
:) boredom.
woah, i played maple for two hours. -.-
and i didn't fall asleep. :DDDD
clappppps! :x
normally i would fall asleep lah. -.-
whatever. :DDD
did quests. ended up neh,
i think i just loitered around. ;x
lalalas. x)
bored right now.
seriously, BORED.
hais. on the 4th dec,
carol and yingyu cannot go ... -.-
cause yingyu's parents found out she went to ubin.
cause she didn't throw away the mappy. -.-
then carol's mother only allow her to go hougang mall. D:
without carol and yingyu a bit sian liao lor. -.-
actually, without carol jiu sian le. -.-
cause she's the one that make us go crazy. :x LOL.
jokingjoking. but she really makes us go crazy lah.
when carol is there,
it gives me the feeling that the seven of us are bonded together.
no idea why. i just feel that way. x)
cause normally we would spilt.
then two by two le.
just like everytime recess time.
it would be like,
pohmun and pat.
yilin and me.
then mandy normally come find us.
blahblah. then mandy and carol will be tgt.
then sometimes, carol and yilin.
or carol, pat and pohmun.
then yingyu and mandy.
or yingyu and me.
or whatever. :x
everytime change? :x
whatever.
might be changing the date to tmr lahs. :x
diao. -.- patricia don't want. LOL.
then yilin and pohmun haven't reply me.
thenthen mandy say she maybe not going le.
wah, liddat, seven become four nehs. :x
patricia, pohmun, yilin and me ? -.-
this isn't goood lor.
bullshyt. :x four confirm split to two by two de.
i don't like. D:
wah, fcuk. -.-
i really hate this.
don't even know which fcuking bag i should buy lahs. zzzzz.
argh. -.- i'm going crazy? wth. -.-
i don't wanna go shopping with just the four of us.
cause i know we'll split.
and i'll be with yilin. wth?
i don't wanna go shopping with yilin.
it's like .. yilin's taste different from mine.
go shopping with her can die. -.-
wenling is so much better. D:
at least, she supports. unlike yilin.
zz. wtf. :x now i'm angry?
wth? -.- cb lah. ahhh! D:
wth wth wth. D:
i want cry. zz.
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16:26
:) :D
hmm, i think i slept at 3plus last night.
and i woke up at 12.45pm this morning. x)
or should i say afternoon. :x
lalalas.
i haven't eat sia. :x
nid go eat myself -.-
but i'm really lazy to get out of this house.
lalalalas. x)
it's gonna be bored this few days.
until an sms is received. x)
hahahas. bye. :D
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13:04
:) JESSLIN x33s BABY. :DDDDDD
nicenicenice hor! :DDDDDDDD
i love it lahs. :DDD
my brother says the smaller one is cuter than the bigger one.
and i totally agree. :DDD
though, the bigger is like with me for quite some time. x)
it's nicer to hug the big one though.
small de .. is really too small to hug at night.
LOL. :x big de very cuddly. x)
small de very cute. :D
hahahs. x))
shall stop blogging le.
seeeyahh peeps. :D
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01:26
