okay. i went to queensway with wenling just now. thenthen went to find alex. and at first he said he won't talk. so when we saw him, he really didn't talk. -.- ohwell, then went shopping. cause of several reasons. :x then wenling tried on some clothes. some were really nice. but she don't like it. D: then whatever it is, in the end, alex did talk. and he was don't know doing what lor. -.- diaodiaodiao. whatever. went to orchard after he got off from work. then he went shopping for clothes. -.- he's the first guy i've seen shopping for clothes sia. -.- diaodiaodiao. :x whatever. thenthen walked around. then took mrt home. :x anyway, wenling bought be a baby pooh. :DDDDDDDDDDd it's my advance christmas present. ;DDDDDDDDDD yeah ~ :D whatever.
was thinking of baby all day long. and i was actually dreaming? hoping to see him when i went to cineleisure. :x but i know it's impossible lah. -.- -.- -.- but i just miss baby tons. D: then when i was dhoby ghaut mrt station, i smsed baby. :DDDDD and he replied. :DDDDDDDDDDDD yayness. :DDD but he didn't reply me after that. D: until now -.- maybe he's playing maple or sleeping? o.0 hais. i miss my baby lots lots. :DDDDD baby coming over tmr. then maybe i going cut hair with wenling. :x ohyeah, next friday wenling they all wanna go sentosa. with alex, rachael, charlene and don't know who. all i don't know de. -.- only know this three nia . then alex might be the only guy. and they kept asking me to bring baby along. but i don't think baby would wanna follow. he always don't wanna follow de. :x lalalalalalaa. :x and alex was really diao -.- at first, he said wanna go sentosa le then go shopping. then i was like, huh? where got people play hao le then go shopping de. then after that, he suddenly mentioned the zoo. and said he wanna go next friday -.- then wenling said maybe can get tickets from her mother. four tickets ... and then again, they asked me to call baby go. zz. but i don't think baby would wanna go. D: whatever. then alex suggested to go bird park -.- then later, he wanted to go ESCAPE. wth? LOL. :x one day can go so many places wor. -.- go sentosa .. then go shopping, then zoo, then bird park then escape. diaodiaodiao. D: whatever. i'm tired today. D: but i'm not sleeeping. can't sleeep at all. miss baby too much le. :x hais, i miss my darling. D:
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23:51
:) life's great. :x
:D okay, yesterday, i woke up at around 3.30am. :D so yeah, i used the computer. and baby wasn't online. so i was thinking that baby cannot possibly so early sleep mah. so i smsed baby. and baby was watching tv. so chat lor. :D chatted till five. :D then baby slept. then i slept too. but i didn't really close my eyes and starting dreaming -.- i was turning and tossing on the bed till 5.30am. then i decided to really SLEEP. cause before that, i was thinking and thinking and thinking .. about what happened earlier. x) oh well .. :D life's great. :D can't wait for saturday. :DD can't wait for monday. :DD can't wait for 4th dec. :DDDDDD shopping spree. x) lalalas. shopping for bags. :x hahahs.
ohyeah, i MIGHT be working at wenling's uncle de office. :x i supposed it's a really simple job? o.0 cause all i have to do is type out reports. and if the words aren't really complicating, it should be okay for me. :D cause, i don't need scared if i type short forms or whatever. cause i hardly ever do. :D :D :D :D wanted to start work tmr. :x but the office not open neh. :x so most probably start work next week. :D ohyeah, since it's wenling's uncle de office, so yeah, i'm working together with wenling. :D it's near AMK HUB. x) oh well, i can't wait. :x
hmm, monday night going wenling's house eat steamboat. o.0 her mother asked me to go. so yeah, i'm going. x) so long didn't go her house le. :x one month plus. how saddening. :x well, duh, she went overseas mahs. x) okay, i'm like being so crazy over here. -.- toooooo hyper le. x)
ohyeah, i wanna get out of this house. D: okay, i am getting out of this house. for a short while nia. :x go eat with wenling. :DDDD hahahs. x) hai, i want get out of this house forever. D; i don't wanna see my mother. :x LOL. jokingjoking. i just don't want her kpkb lah. :x everytime liddat de lor. she at home, i normally go out till latelate. then come back. lalalas. x) i wanna find baby! :x but baby should be meeting his/her friends. :x zz. i don't know if anyone knows baby de gender. -.- so put " his/her " . hahahs. hahahs. x) whatever. i go bathe. then meet wenling. seeyahs peeeps. :D
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12:32
:) iloveyou.
this is crazy. -.- i slept at 11pm. and i woke up again. now i couldn't sleep. hais. cannot stop thinking of him? nah, it's the message. hais. D: whatever. boredom right now. it's BORINGBORINGBORING. baby, i miss you. D:
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03:39
29.11.07
:) :D i love you.
:D baby came over today. so did wenling. :x thenthen, i was like having a slight fever. :x and i think i passed it to baby. :x thenthen, i went to amk hub even though i'm sick. :D zz. baby say me. LOL. :x the 74bus was FREEZING cold. >.> it feels like i'm gonna become an ice cube. :x whatever. alighted at amk hub. went into amk hub. walkwalk a while. :D shopshop. x) i got shop hor this time. but i was freezing in amk hub. :x then wenling went to the toilet. and i stood there waiting for her. i'm so damn cold inside. :x and my legs were breaking. :x thenthen we went to KFC. ohyeah, wenling don't let me eat roti prata. :x then i wanna go macdonalds. then baby say me. D: ended up, i went to kfc instead. lol? :x then ate zinger. :D i manage to finish everything. and i feel perfectly alright after eating. :D but hor, after drinking the pepsi down, i felt even colder. :x so got out of that darn place. went to look for CDs. saw the CD of dead silence. the face of mary shaw is rather scary. -.- wait, not rather. it's FREAKINGLY scary. :x hahahahs. x)) then later, we went to look for wenling's mother. :D she's eating at new york. :x lalalalas. then we went to andersen to wait for them. :x but her mother reach first. cause wenling and i went shopping for bags. :x reached there. her mother gave us candy floss. and i don't eat candy floss de lor. but still, i ate. :D apple flavour. quite nice. x) then later, they ordered something to drink. but i didn't drink lor. wenling suggested for me to drink hot chocolate. but her mother said " no! sick le still drink " diao. LOL. :x so i drank plain water. and listened to wenling's craps. :x but then, so long didn't hear her talk craps le. so yeah, listened lor. x))) tmr maybe going out with her ? and alex. zz. don't wanna play gooseberry. :x but then, i don't know leh. wenling is anything. then alex like don't want liddat? o.0 i not sure. lalalals. talk about it later bah. smsed baby, never reply me. D: whatever.
ohyeah, sohming asked me if a sec two normal guy jio-ing me. and i'm like, huh? got people want jio me ah -.- i didn't know. zz. diaodiaodiao. got people want jio me wor. how surprising lahs ~ zzz. it's like so impossible.
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22:04
:) giddy. ><
slept at 10.30pm last night. i woke up at 6am. and i kept sneezing. i was freezing to death. then i slept and woke up at 12noon. and i was feeling damn giddy. i couldn't even stand up STRAIGHT. even now, i'm still giddy. fcuk. >< i'm fainting. wenling is coming over to find me. then she's gonna pei wo eat. or maybe i'm not eating. i don't think i have the appetite to eat right now. i am fainting. i am fainting. i am fainting. D: fcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk.
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12:25
28.11.07
:) it's the kiss of life. :D
:D lol. :x i'm going to sleep right after this post. (: ohmy, i played maple just now. without anyone asking me to play. i just felt like playing. and i did. LOL. :x i brought a wooden wand. :x so can fight. :x when went into the place where they called it ' slime cave ' last time. don't know how still call slime cave nots. -.- whatever it is, there's alot of slimes inside. and i wanted to try my luck to pick up some level one clothes. ended up, i got two shorts which is meant for the male character. -.- anyway, i helped this guy collect slime bubbles. :D and he gave me 19k. :D so nice of him. :D thankyou thankyou! :DDDDDDDD he wanted me to buy clothes. LOL. :x then i went to buy clothes lor. noob noob de magician clothes. :x then went to the wild boar place. -.- what issit called ah? -.- i know it's the second one. cause there are two places where they could fight wild boars. :x then trained lor. train 6% nia. and i yawned. :x so i stopped playing. and darling smsed me. :x saying that he's gonna sleep already. wow? he slept earlier than me. :x didn't expect him to sleep this early. so yeah, after this post. i'm sleeping too. :D hahahs. :D okay, basically, this post ends here. -.- so yeah, i'm gonna sleep le. nightnight. :D from 211107 until now, this is the first day i slept so early. :x hahahs. :D nights people! :D
baby, i love you. :D and i look forward to tmr. :D
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22:33
:) the kiss of life.
did this out of boredom.
still got somemore.
won't post it.
but i do hope to post it someday. (:
the song " brown eyes " by destiny's child is super nice.
i know they sang another song thats really nice too.
but couldn't remember what song it is.
lalalalas. :DDDDDD
i'm bored. D:
i wanna cry! :x
i wanna sleeep! :x
i'm emo again. :D
LOL. :x
sheena call my emokid again! ;x
lalalala. :x jokingjoking.
i'm hyper lahs! :DDDDDDDDDD
action speaks louder than words.
maybe les'partner is right. :D
i don't wanna think so much.
i'm tired. i shall sleep at ten.
darling, i don't think i will pei you tonight le.
sorry. )x
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21:05
:) i'm thinking negatively. and i'm just keeping myself happy with that kiss of life.
D: can't seem to think positively right now. i miss my baby. D: hais. D: i read eugenia's blog. -.- she made me more emo too. :x hahahas, joking lah. she's emo-ing lor. :x thinking of abc lor. :x lalalala.
remember the first day we kissed. remember the first day we had an arguement. remember the first day we started playing games. remember the first day we fell in love.
lyrics taken out from the song eugenia sent just now. anyhow jump de. :x can only hear this nia. :x hahahas. x) i'm full of life outside. but i'm already dead inside.
i'm afraid. it feels like we're drifting apart. i never knew how you really felt towards me even though you asked me for stead. i wanna know ... i never knew how you felt. i'm scared. because of the last incident. i'm scared ... when he liked her, what he did was ignore me. what he did was avoid me. what he did was not talking to me. and right now, i don't know if you always do that. but, we aren't talking. baby, i'm scared. D: i'm trying hard to not cry. my mind is in a whirl. what do i want? why am i still letting him affect me? i don't dare to tell you how much i love you. i'm scared. i'm shy. i don't know how to say. i'm scared of losing you. i want you here by my side. D: baby, i miss you.
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20:35
:) baby, i miss you.
You Are An ISFJ
The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions.Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut
You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are.You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions.A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth.You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you.All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice.It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life.Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.
and my brother stead with jocelyn for less than a day.
then break.
LOL sia. :x
haven't tell darling yet.
tell him later.
i miss you, baby.
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16:30
:) darling, i don't want us to drift apart. i miss you.
ohmy. D: i'm really tired. D: *yawn* D: hais. i feel like sleeping. but so late le. rather don't sleep lah. D:
darling's computer spoil neh. D: he trying to fix it now. o.0 i think his computer tio virus lor. :x cause he yesterday send me two files. :x so i think he tio-ed virus or something. blah. darling, i don't want us to drift apart.
hais, siansiansian. i wonder where's my brother. must be enjoying his time with jocelyn and friends. :x lalalas. i feel like making fun of him. anyway, LATER, i WILL ask him. why he asked me THAT question. and he's like so dead. :D how dumb can he be to ask me that, huh? -.-
baby ah, my friends don't bite lah. see them also nevermind de. but since you don't want, then nevermind lor. i shall not force you. though i really wish you could get along well with her. hais. D;
i'm really really bored right now. D; hais. hais. hais. hais. i miss you. D:
and i don't wanna be affected by him anymore. i don't wanna care if he has a stead or not. i don't want. D: but i still care. thinking about you blocking me in msn. is hurting. D: we're perfect strangers. D: and i don't wanna be reminded of you anymore. D: i hate you. D:
and i love my darling. :D
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12:16
:) :D i'm jealous. D; LOL.
:D hahahas. i slept around 2.30am last night. darling is bad. :x btw, jocelyn is darling de ganmei. :x so she asked jocelyn if she liked my brother. and she said no. and that the only guy she like is darling. -.- and i totally stunned there. lol. :x darling got people like sia. :x okay, i shall not make fun of him. later he angry -.- lalalala. :x
anyway, i woke up at 9.30am this morning. cause dumbdumb wanna come over. ended up, my father at home. so dumbdumb couldn't come over. then if can, maybe later can go meet dumbdumb. shunbian find wenling. if she's at home. :D hahahs. if i don't see wenling today, jiu sian le lor. must wait till tmr. D; at around 4.30plus. D; cause she got tution. then can come find me after that. :x i miss her. i miss her. i miss her. D; smsing dumbdumb right now. and chatting with sinyi.
sinyi asked me whether hb is in love -.- LOL. :x cause his nick is " ... - <33YOU " lol. :x then she say a bit playboy. x) no lah. he not in love. is got stead le lah. :x i think? hahahs. zz. now i'm jealous. :x not cause of hb. cause of darling. D; no lahs. jokingjoking. LOL. x: anyway, blahs. i shall stop now. x)))
i enjoy blogging muchmuch! :D
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10:47
:) a dog's words are better than yours. D;
see the doggy is so kawaii! diaodiaodiao. so cute hor. x) hehehes. x)) damn freaking cute lah. unlike darling. gimme that kind of face. :x lalalalas. hais, a bit bu shuang right now. cause of two matters. i feel like sleeping lah .. zz. blah, whatever. bye.
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01:41
:) kawaii lah !
okay, i changed my blog url. x) for fun. LOL. :x and i know who the girl is le! and i've seen the girl before! quite chio. although the face a bit xialan when she never smile. :x last time when i use to meet huimin at the bus stop, i always see her de. :x then she never smile, like diao people liddat. that time, i see her, i damn angry. zz. like a bit stuckedup liddat lah. :x but maybe she's cute when she smiled or something. otherwise i don't think my brother will like her lah. damn freaking funny. :x i told jinxue. damn, and i kept saying ' LOL ' . cannot stop sia. i'm trying hard to NOT laugh. but i cannot stop. it's like i'm bursting into laughters. and oh yeah, darling online. i can go hyper with him le. :D i love you lah. x) and i love my kawaii lil brother too. :D
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00:48
:) boy, do you feel the same way?
i shall tell you people a secret. :x a girl likes my brother. :x shocking hor! :x no lahs, jokingjoking. hahah. but my brother also like the girl leh. and he's losing sleep cause of her. until now, he haven't sleep lor. lie on the bed think about her nia. :x make me cannot see the messages in his phone. :x until now, i still don't know who that girl is. so, i wanna read the messages. :x i know i'm bad. i just wanna know who the girl is lah. cause i don't like his batch de pupils. -.- arrogant and stuckedup. :x lalalalas. :x but it's really shocking that my brother actually likes someone. the first girl he likes was totally stuckedup, yeah. don't like her. zz. haolian de. :x okay, whatever. it happened when he was primary four. :x then now, he likes another girl. so funny? he asked me just now.
him " jie, what does " what do you think of me " means ahs? " me " eh, issit a girl that asked you that? " him " yah. " me " hahahahahahahahahas. she like you lah. " him " then now she ask me if i like her .. " me " then you like her a not? " him " *very very softly* yah. "
then he walked away. he sat at the living room. and i kept asking who is that girl. then he said NO ONE. cause my father sitting down there. then he came into the room just now. so i asked him who issit. and he still didn't wanna say. so now, i'm eyeing his phone. but i shall touch it, only when he's asleep. he's still turning and tossing on the bed right now. seeeeee, he can't sleep. hahahah! :x is that how a guy behaves when they are in love? x) ohyeah, then the girl kinda angry with him. cause my brother told her that he was tired. so he don't wanna continue chatting lor. then the girl said " NEVERMIND. SWEET DREAMS. " then my brother asked me,
him : " jie, if someone say sweet dreams in capital letters, what does it mean? " me : " just sweet dreams lahs ... wait! what you say to her? " him : " i say i very tired then don't want chat lor. cause later she want chat whole night. " me : " stupid, she angry lahs. " him : " oh ... "
LOL. :x i kept laughing lor. my brother is like so dumb? :x okays, whatever. :x then later the girl replied. then i asked him what he asked.
him " i ask her if she angry lor. " me " then what she reply? " him " she say not angry. is VERYVERYVERYVERYVERY angry. " me " *laughs*
SO CUTE LAH MY BROTHER. LOL! i wanna know who the girl is. :x hahahas. x) whatever. i'm waiting for darling to online right now. -.- boy, i miss you.
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00:06
27.11.07
:) last long with her.
LOL. :x i discovered something. someone got stead le. :x lols? and he's going australia -.- whatever. i don't care. :D i also have! :x no lahs. jokingjoking. LOL. :x okay, i'm like so hyper right now. x) i waiting for DARLING to online. but he isn't. he slept just now. don't know he will wake up nots. PIG. :x just kidding. :x lalalalas. lalalalas. listening to my MPI now. :x lalalaas. :x talking about the beautiful memories. :x hahahas. x)) bye peeeps. :D
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23:55
:) 27th Dec. wenling, i miss you.
ate laska for lunch. yilin came over to find me. x) then took the bus to school. paid my school fees. and saw sheena on the way out. then ended up being with sheena. went to amk hub with yilin, sheena and her cousin, esther. then blah, go walkwalk lor. then yilin had to go home. so sheena and me sent esther to her tution center. then we waited at the void deck for her. then at 7o'clock, we went to esther's house. i ate dinner there. thanks auntie and uncle. :D ohyeah, she has a dog there. :D at first, i'm scared of the dog lah. ended up, the dog is kinda cute. then played with it at the end. he hugged my leg -.- both legs. left and right one. it kinda hurts. but it's fun. :x and sheena is so scared of a cute lil dog. :x nooob sheena! :x lalaalas. haahah, then later we walked to hougang mall. walked around the pasarmalan. then bought crispy chicken. i didn't finish it though. spicy lah. :x then blah, took 74bus home. emo-ed all the way. :x somehow? hais. i can't seem to smile.
ohyeah, i can't fetch wenling at the airport. D; i'm sorry, wenling! D; i wanted to give you a surprise lah. ended up, no one pei wo. so i didn't go .. even if someone can pei wo, i also no mood go le ..
i'm dying on the inside. but i'm full of energy on the outside.
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22:24
:) i'm single ~
diaodiaodiao. -.- a lot of people thought i got stead. cause of DARLING. x) hahah, no, i don't have a stead lah. i'm still single. the darling is just playplay nia. with a friend. :D cause both of us love another person mah. then we jiu playplay lor. fanzhen we won't fall in love with each other jiu dui le. hahah. lalalas. :D so yeah, I'M SINGLE. but i'm not available. :x :DDDDDDDDDD
it's rather boring right now. darling cannot sms. :x lalalalas. x) his phone no battery. siansiansian. no one pei wo sms le. but nevermind, still got yilin. :D wahahahaha. :D i'm meeting her at my house downstairs. she's leaving her house at around 1pm. then she walk to my house. so we're meeting at 1plus. :D still got half an hour more to go. x) lalalalas. lalalalas. hahaha. x) going a bit hyper again. zz. whatever. bye. :D
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12:23
:) i don't bear grudges, do i?
zz. i'm really weird. -.- veryvery weird lah. diaodiaodiao. yesterday, i was kinda pissed with darling. then today, i kept thinking of him. but i totally forgotten about what he said that made me angry. until i read my blog. -.- zz. whatever lor. not his fault anyway. whatever.
hmm, later going back school to pay with school fees. yilin is accompaning me this time. :D i miss her. x) like very long never talk to her liddat. :x i miss the other five too. :DDD esp. carol. LOL. :x i think of the escape trip make me wanna laugh like mad. don't know why -.- i siao le. :DD hyper hyper hyper! :D blah, i go play audition. ;D bye. :DDDD
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11:46
:) moodswing. D;
i'm having a moodswing. and that's really bad. but i'm glad too. :x in some ways. which you guys don't have to know. (:
i'm kinda angry lah. it's not really angry. just annoyed. why does guys like chiobus that much ah? zz. it's what matter on the inside right? i don't know lah. i just feel really offended in some ways. hais, i want wenling with me right now. D; i wanna pour everything out to her. i wanna cry . D;
maybe the one i really want, isn't her .. but it's him instead.
;DDDDDDDDD told you i'm hyper today. :D hahahas. :D darling, knows how i really feel. :D hahah. :D maybe he didn't realise bah. but it feels great to let some things out. :D thankyou for listening. ILU. :D
i don't wanna have a name. :D
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00:48
:) all i wanna do is let go tonight.
i don't feel too well right now. a really weird feeling is building up in me again. i don't know what to say to him when he said so many things. it's like, my mind is totally blank. i can't seem to think well too. i'm like having the urge to cry. i don't know why .. the feeling really sucks. whatever.
whosayisay : if you're just a bypasser, don't care that much. and what do mean i'm so open? i didn't sleep with the dumbdumb. and the dumbdumb is a girl. lameass. since you asked me a question. i shall ask you back. why does your thinking seem so pervertic? zz.i don't believe you're just a bypasser from xinmin sec. i've seen your IP before. and i believe we're from the same school ... maybe we really are.
not in a good mood right now. just can't seem to smile. i feel so tired. darling is with his friends. he didn't sms me. hais. this is boring. >.> i really can't smile. it feels like i'm dying already. i guess i'm sleeping early tonight. i don't think i will be waiting for darling le. sorry. i'm really really tired.
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19:30
:) dumbdumb, i feel weird.
:D i went back to school to pay my school fees. but, the office no people. -.- they went home already. D; tmr then pay. -.- yilin gonna accompany. don't want that dumbdumb to come le. :x sleep at my house. D; :x lalala. :x blahs, nothing to blog about lah. bye. :D
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17:48
:) i feel so insecure in some ways.
zz. i just came out from playing maple. -.- and i find myself really dumb to be playing maple. i don't mean as in people that play maple are dumb lah. it's just myself lah. -.- i'm so not used to maple. i mean like, 2D games. and it feels really really weird .. wth? and i'm like so retarded while playing maple. i talked .. but i didn't look at the characters. and then got once, a monster was standing right infrnt of me. and i thought it was just a display? and i was thinking where the hell is the monster. -.- and my health was decreasing. so i kept thinking, where the hell is the monster. then i realised, i'm standing right infrnt of it. and i kept laughing at myself. i kept laughing non-stop. -.- cause before that, i think my brother was sleeptalking. and he told me some stupid craps which i totally don't understand. diao, then i told him " continue sleeping " then he said " orh " then he laid on his bed. then he slept -.- diaodiaodiao. :x whatever. :x hahahas. gooodnight people.
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02:38
:) a thousand miles. :D
A THOUSAND MILES - Vanessa Carlton Making my way downtown Walking fast Faces pass And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead Just making my way Making a way Through the crowd
And I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you Tonight
It's always times like these When I think of you And I wonder If you ever Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong And I don't belong Living in your Precious memories
'Cause I need you And I miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you Tonight
And I, I Don't want to let you know I, I Drown in your memory I, I Don't want to let this go I, I Don't....
Making my way downtown Walking fast Faces pass And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead Just making my way Making a way Through the crowd
And I still need you And I still miss you And now I wonder....
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass us by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you...
If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time Would pass me by 'Cause you know I'd walk A thousand miles If I could Just see you If I could Just hold you Tonight
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and take one step.
00:04
25.11.07
:) boy, i love you.
HOME SWEET HOME! :DDDDDDD updates! :x
:DDDDDDD met dotdotdot. and took the bus to AMK HUB. first, we didn't even really talk lahs. like so paiseh liddat. shyshy. :x bleahs! ;x then later, audrey and dean came. so yeah, went to walkwalk first. then watched enchanted. :DDDDD forgotten that i brought couple seats lah. -.- hahaha. :DDDDDD then after the movie, we took the MRT to orchard, cause no place to go lahs. :x decided to go to far east plaza. so yeah, reached there. blahs, walked around. when we were going to go back home, we got lost. -.- so decided to walk back to the same road. so yeah, basically, our legs are darn tired lor. >.> then hmm, took mrt back to amk. then took 88 to my grandma house. then went to my house. i took my clothes. then went back. bathed. and the lappy can't connect to any of the wireless networks. that's why i didn't blog yesterday. -.- then i slept at around 12plus. :x cause dotdotdot says his phone no batt. then i cannot online msn. so i thought no nid wait for him. :x then i slept lor. then i woke up again. then slept again. then woke up again. then slept, then woke up at 2.46am. then they tell me he called and left four messages. -.- so read them all. then replied. then realised he sent those messages one hour ago. :x then i guess he slept already? cause he didn't reply me. then i couldn't sleep. so played puzzle bobble on audrey's lappy. then i slept at 4plus. then later, audrey slept too. then dean slept at 7plus. -.- then i woke up in the morning. and i was the earliest. so i slept back. then i woke up again. i woke up three times. before i decided to bathe yeah. :x at around 12plus. then bathe hao le. saw dotdotdot's reply. then smsed him back. blahblah, then later, we went to vivo city. then dean's stead came soon after we arrive. then go walkwalk lor. her stead darn cute? :x so funny lah. joker lai de. :x hahahas. then we played at the water area at night. around 7plus. then played till 8plus. raaah. :x sat down and chatted. and yeah, raah. it's kinda very fun and relaxing lah. with him by my side. :x lalalas. hais, then took mrt back home. went to my grandma's house. he waited outside. then i went out to find him and waited for audrey and dean. later, they took 72bus back home. then i walked home myself. :D it's a really tiring day. ;x i'm really really tired. still have to wait for him tonight lahs. it's not even 12plus. :x diaodiaodiao, still got a longlong time lah. i shall play audition. :DDD bye.
it isn't worth it to give up all your friendships cause of him. and i find them really dumb to side him. afterall, it might be both of your fault. yet they are only siding one. i don't wanna see you cry. and i'm glad that i didn't. cause if i did, my tears would have dropped. but it didn't ..
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and take one step.
23:06
24.11.07
:) i still wanna know.
:DDDD diao. i slept for 6hours only. -.- everytime i set alarm right, i will wake up one hour earlier from the time i set. that means, i woke up at 10.30am. -.- dotdotdot. zz. so tired lahs. yesterday, i slept for 7 hours. today, i slept for 6hours. what about tmr. -.-
ohyeah, dotdotdot woke up late! hahahas! :x he's gonna be late ~ he coming down to hougang from yishun. i think he really is gonna be late. -.- oh well, i can wait. :D not sure about audrey and dean. they can reach there and buy the tickets first. :x bleahs! ;Pp. sian, still got very long nehs. let's see. left about two hours. wonder if dotdotdot is going to make it. x) hahaha, oh well. :D byebye. :x
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and take one step.
11:18
:) shyt, i'm super hyper right now. how? :x
okays, i'm blogging again. and why is that so? cause i'm hyper again. :DDDD hyperness BACK. :DDDDD woooooyeah. :x not fair. -.- he knows my feelings towards him. i dont know his feelings towards me. not fair -.- zzz. tmr go out with him .. will be like damn freaking paiseh liao lor. hahaha. whatever. SKIP! :x bleahs. :x bored sia. and i don't wanna be adorable. people with no brain thinks that i'm adorable. :x hahahs. :DDD if you dont wanna to be a brainless person, then don't say i'm adorable. :DDD lalalas. HYPER HYPER HYPER. lalalaas. :x boredom ! HYPER. BOREDOM. HYPER AND BORED. :x lalalas. bye.
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02:49
:) confessions.
this could be the start of something new. it feels so right to here with you. and now looking in your eyes i feel in my heart .. the start of something new.
i guess i confessed, eh? hais. >.> i didn't really confess lahs. i just asked him who he think it is. and he guessed that it was himself. since the descriptions are like, very similiar to him. and yeah, he's right. hais. it's finally off my chest, yeah. now i'm scared. he's following tmr. to watch ' enchanted ' with me and my cousins. (: and i kinda paiseh to see him le lah. gosh, he asked me to listen to the start of something new first. then think about it. he told me to understand it. but, i don't -.- i really don't. i'm like blur already ._. this time, i'm really blurred. too tired to think well. D; hais. boredom. :x chatting with audrey right now. and i lost my hyperness le. hais, bye.
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02:13
23.11.07
:) do you actually know ?
alright, i'm better already. the thought of him makes me hyper. :DDDD anyway, watching enchanted with audrey and dean tmr. watching 2.50pm show. so, we're meeting at 2pm. at AMK hub. and i have to go there alone. sian ~ i hate being alone outside. D; raaaaaaaaaahs! should i ask him? or should i not? x) i don't have the courage. hahahs. whatever. :x bleahs. i'm hyper ~ i'm hyper ~ i'm hyper ~ i really AM hyper. :x woooooooots! and i hope it's 2am right now. :x still got a long long way to go. D: if i sleep early, i cannot ask him. if i sleep late, tmr will very tired. but i MIGHT be able to ask him. ohshyt? :x how? diao ~ dotdotdot. >.> i shall WAIT. :x but he online. then chatchat awhile. then i offline. :x lalalalas. :x :D i miss you.
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20:44
:) vulgarities all coming out. wth. argh, i'm pissed.
zzz. my cousin called and said sorry for scolding me that day. and he was crying. so yeah, guessed his mother scolded him. then later my aunt, which is his mother, listen to the phone and said " 如果他再骂你, 你不要去理他, 听到了没有! " wtf. then she say until like i got scold him back liddat. cb. i didn't alrights. i think two years ago, or last year. the same cousin made me so angry i asked him to fcukoff. then he complained. then my aunts kept saying me. knn. then now, he come make me again. but i ain't as dumb as before to scold him back lahs. i'm not three years old hor. once bitten twice shy, yeahs. but hor, his mother say until like i got scold him back. cb, they don't believe i didn't scold him back. wth? knn lor, if i wasn't using ebuddy, i could have showed them the chatlog. fcuk. now, i got scolded for nothing. wth? hyperness gone le lahs. knn. argh, pissedoff.
wahlao .. i hardly get angry de lor. but now, i'm fcuking angry, yeahs. fcukoff lah. cb. argh!
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20:24
:) :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
:DDDDDDDDDD tmr i'm gonna watch enchanted. :DDD and at night, i will be staying overnight at my ahmah's house. :DDDD yayness ! i miss dean and audrey lots lots lots ! D: fcuk! :x right now, i hope it's morning already. :x i'm looking forward to tmr. :DDDDDDDDDDD haven't met them for quite some time. and right now, i feel like sharing this happiness with him. yet he isn't online. D: so sad. D: nevermind ~ :x i'm hyper again. tooo bad, peiyuan doesn't know how to be hyper. butbutbut, he that day go escape veryvery hyper lor. :x hahahas. I WANNA SEE THEM PLAY POOOL AGAIN. then see ball thirdteen stopped right before it enters the pocket. :x i wanna play ~ woooyeah. wait, not play pool -.- lols, go arcade play. :DDDDDDDDDDd okays, i'm really going hyper. whoever that talks to me on the phone or real life will die. :x sheena will go crazy talking to me. yilin will keep laughing. hahahs. manage to make yilin laugh cause of the things i've said. eh? o.0 even in smses. she also laugh. diaodiaodiao. hahahs. dots -.- too hyper le ! D: i shall pack my bag now. :x see! i told you, i'm too hyper !!! :x i think i tmr confirm very tired. might be staying up late again. :x hais. nevermind. :DDDDDDDDD have to pei a certain someone mahs. x)) but i guess i'm sleeeping earlier today. compared to ytd. -.- i'm NOT going to sleep at 5.30am again. bleahs, bye. :DDD
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and take one step.
19:25
:) ENCHANTED ~ :x
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD my mother is bringing my brother out for a movie later. :x they're watching ENCHANTED ! :x I WANT WATCH ALSO ! well, MOST PROBABLY i'm watching tmr with audrey and dean. ONLY if dean replies audrey's sms. hahahahas. intended to watch with the six of them de. D: but hor, i scared later no money. then some cannot go. D: raaaaaaah! we're meeting on the 4th dec wors. :x DIEDIE mustmust meet. :x bleahhhhhhhs! :D sian nehs. :x if tmr go watch movie, then at night i won't be blogging le. :x will be staying overnight at my ahmah's house. :D hahahaha! :x bleahhhhs! -.- i'm hyper again. dammit. :x lalalalas. :x i'm missing someone. :D confess or not? >.> hais. BYEBYE. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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and take one step.
17:18
:) More Than Words ; sing it to me.
MORE THAN WORDS - WESTLIFE
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you
its more than words, its more than what you say its the things you do oh yeah its more than words, its more than what you say its the things you do oh yeah
Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands
and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you
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and take one step.
12:31
:) :DDDDDDDDDDDD it's you.
slept at around 5.30am this morning. and i woke up at 11.50am. can't believe it. i slept for 6hours and so. D: whatever.
yesterday night, was chatting with peiyuan and aloysius. aloysius is helping me just like the others to confess. -.- whereas, peiyuan keeps wanting me to say out who i like. -.- diaodiaodiao ~ peiyuan and i like no topics to talk about. -.- at first, we were talking about what he like to do with his steads. wait, mainly, i'm listening and he's doing the talking. then we continued to our previous steads. then blahblah. then he started asking who i like. -.- then he asked until both of us going mad. :x lmao ._. then ended up, he said that it's either tell him now, which is last night, or next time meet le then say. well, to delay time, i said next time meet le then say. -.- but hor, face to face scarier. i think i look at him, will start laughing. instead of saying who i like. plus, i have STM lah. :x hahahah. well i told him, " if i see you, then you ask me, then i go mad, then i will rmb that i promised you. " haahas. :x okay, i shall stop laughing now. i must STOP blogging already. my mother and brother coming back home soon. ohyeah, i want someone jio me out. :x sms me ! sms me ! ;Pp. hahahhas. bye peeeps. :D
knowing that something bad might happen, yet i'm sitting here doing nothing. even if i pleaded him, would he listen? D; i hope everything will be alright.
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and take one step.
12:00
:) it's you.
i'm still awake! :x it's 4.09am already! :x i'm still awake! ;x hahahas. :x bleahs! i'm chatting with aloysius and peiyuan. well, aloysius is feeling rather sad. while peiyuan is feeling rather curious. -.- CURIOUSITY KILLS. :x hahahas. and aloy, CHEER UP. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD chatted with huimin just now. and yeah, both of us miss wenling lahs. i so long never talk to her le. D: haven't seen her online for quite some time. i just realise, i'm feeling a bit tired already. my eyes are closing. :x lalalas. whatever. bye pple.
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04:05
:) booo ~ gastric sucks.
i feel like knocking my head. >.> bleahs. :x ohyeah, peiyuan online. at 2am plus? ._. he no need sleep at night de lor. -.- diaodiaodiao ~ whatever. i'm having gastric right now. and the reason is because .. i ate dinner at 5plus. :x then when my father wanted to buy dinner at 7plus, i told him not to buy mine. cause at that time, i'm full. so yeah, now liddat lor. -.- bleahs. :x gastric sucks ! :x hahahas. i scared i cannot sleep again. like what happened on sheena's bday. i went to a bbq party yet i didn't eat. missed my FAVOURITE hotdogs. D: but it seems inedible too. :x lalalalas. :x i'm bad. hahahas. sheeeeeeeeeeena! is asleeeep. left me! wah, gastric pain again. just now stop le, now come back again. -.- diaodiaodiao ~ bye.
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and take one step.
02:51
:) i miss you.
it's 1.11am already. D: dammit. :x my mother wanna use computer. i cannot use. i was still hoping to be able to talk to him. hais, forget it liao. D: can someone like sms me? i'm bored -.- but i guess no. everyone is ASLEEP.
UPDATED ! at 2.07am. :D
hehehe. :DDDDDDDDDDDD my mother used the computer for a lil while nia. cause she's tired. x)) great, isn't it? ;Pp. is someone gonna online at night? ._. someone that i wanna chat with. but he isn't online even till now. saddened. D: hais. wonder where he is !! DD: sheena says she first time see me so crazy and irritating. cause i kept saying " i miss him " and " why he never online!! " hahahs. now on the phone with sheena. and seriously, why he never online ._. hahahs. :x lalalas ._. bye. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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and take one step.
01:12
22.11.07
:) i'm not happy that you aren't online today. D:
i'm not happy that my mother isn't working tmr. i'm not happy that tmr is my brother's turn to use the computer. i'm not happy that he isn't online the whole day. D: hmph!
i'm happy that yilin has calm down. :D i'm happy that i'm currently hyper. :D i'm happy that i'm not sad. :x :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i'm crazy, aren't i ? hahahas. see, i told you i'm hyper. now believe me? x) hahahahahs. :x i want someone to hyper with me. i already got one partner le. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hahahhas. i got MPI le. :DDDDDDDDD don't know the meaning hor? (x hahaha, i won't say. :D dammit. :x this is my don't know number what post for the day le. -.- ohyeah, the clock is gonna struck twelve midnight le. :x it's 11.48pm already. :DDDDDDDDDDDD 12more minutes. hahahs.
ohyeah, 20 more days. and PeiYuan is going genting. and i'll be having my primary 6 gathering. :DDDDDDDDDD songbo. :x suddenly rmb jiarong said this when we took the family coaster. made me laugh like mad. hahahahs. 21 more days and i'm leaving singapore. ;DDDDDDDDDDD i can't wait for that day. it's gonna be 3days 2nights with my cousins. :D esp. with audrey. :D we are gonna be the only two female teenagers there. so yeah, i guess i'll stick to her. :x and yeah, -.- i think they are gonna play the roller coaster. and i think i would freak out. diao -.- peiyuan said " red dragon " or something. then he said he also quite scared. o.0 no idea what issit lahs. i never been genting before -.- diao ~ bleahs. ;Pp. i miss him. :x byebye. :D nights everyone. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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and take one step.
23:40
:) boy, i wanna sit beside you again.
PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.
hehehe, it's my horoscope, yeahs. :DD
TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.
this is WenLing.
LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted.. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
this is YiLin.
GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.
this is PeiYuan and MarcusAng.
VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.
this is Eugenia. :DDDDDD
SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.
this is my brother.
damn. :x i can't believe my brother is a good kisser. LOL. :x maybe it's fake. :x but it's true that he hold grudges. :x bleahs. :x boredom! someone whole day never online. sian. D: smsing YiLin. chatting with Jinxue. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I MISS YOU. :x shyt! :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x i wanna watch a movie with you sitting beside me again. :x AH, i'm going crazy. hahahhas. :x bleahhhs! bleahs! :x i'm going crazy sia. too hyper le. D: bleahs. i'm gonna stop le. bye.
boy, i miss you.
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22:32
:) woooooooo, it's a long post. &&boy, i miss you.
GOOD DAY - The Click Five. :D hahahas. :DDDDDDDD it's nicenicenice. :D hahahs. :D certain people didn't know click five sing this song too. they only know the song " Catch Your Wave " and " Just The Girl " ohyeah, " Pop Princess " is nice too. :DDDDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i'm going a bit crazy lahs. :DDDDDDDDDDDD the people that i told who is the person i like, says that the new guy is better than the old guy. ;Pp. hahahs. :x bleahhhs. ;Pp.
boredom! :x chatting with Ken and Jinxue now. hahahahs. :x raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs! :x i'm going hyper le. :x
i wanna go out. :x bleahhs. i wanna go BEACH. :x i wanna enjoy the breeze. :x i wanna enjoy the scenery. :x i wanna go PARIS PARK de BEACH. :x bleahs, i wanna go to the beach with the one i love. :x i'm living in my own fairytale world. x)) lalalalalalaas! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
one night with you. boy, just one night with you. all the things we could do. everyday i think of, one night with you. no one else but us two. all our dreams would come true. if we just get together.
hahahahs, part of the lyrics from the song " He Said, She Said " :D ohyeah, certain songs that PeiYuan listened to that time were songs that i listen to in the past. :D example : Good Day , Bad Day , Uptown Girl. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Uptown Girl RULE! :x bleahs. i like the song alot alot. it's sang by Westlife, yeah. :D hahahahs. :x
this post is quite long, isn't it? x) blahs, i'm just bored. so i'm blogging. i blogged alot from yesterday night till now. many of the posts cannot be seen already. -.- bleahs, i'm a blogger alright! :D an addicted one. x))) :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD BOREDOM! :x i'm really going crazy.
i feel like going to pulau ubin again. :x though, it's rather scary there. dogs and mosquitoes everywhere we go. :x boooooooooooo ~ SCARY. :x i'm scared of dogs. pohmun is the same as me. :DDDDDDDD i miss the six of them sia. :x
ohyeah, sad news. yingyu says that she might be transfering school. raaaaaaaah! cannot lahs. D: if she is, she's going to HOUGANG SEC. cannnoooooooooot lahs! D: not fair. D: HOUGANG SEC de Principal better not accept her. otherwise i go kill him/her. :x okay, just kidding. but i don't want yingyu to transfer nehs. D: hmph! D: suddenly felt like listening to My Happy Ending by Avril. so yeah, i'm listening to it right now. wth? i didn't know that it was 9plus already. i thought only 7plus. >.> so late le.
he haven't online nehs. wonder where he went. seriously, hais. i love avril lavigne. :x hahahahs. :x i'm currently a Jay Chou fan. :x no idea why, i'm crazy over his songs. :x esp. the new album de. :DDDDDDDDDDD you are everything that i've wanted. :x i feel like typing without stopping.
see the two notebooks. :D one was given by wenling last year. and the other one was brought by me at a bookshop. :D and now, this two notebooks are the things that are gonna keep all my secrets. my dirty little secrets. including who i like. :x lalalaas. :x bleahhs, liddat better. at least i write on book, i won't blog out. if i blog out, all my dirty little secrets gone le. :x write in the book better. no one would be allow to see it, yeah. :D blahs, i shall stop already. shall start updating my notebook alrights. :D hahahah. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
and boy, i miss you. i want you to online. where have you gone? i wanna talk to you. i wanna be with you .. but i don't even know if you like me. and i don't think you do. and even knowing that you are single, i still can't picked up my courage to confess to you. hais. i can't stop thinking about you. where have you gone to? D:
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20:53
:) D: i miss you.
hais. kinda sad right now. whatever. boredom. i'm waiting and waiting. and i'm going crazy. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD zzz. saddened. D: i shall play audition to kill my boredom. raaaaaaaaaaaah.
even though i don't love him anymore, i'm still affected by the things she said.
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18:28
:) i won't confess to him. i fear rejection. D:
dammit. :x i burnt my finger while cooking maggi. damn freaking pain lahs. raaaah. D: somemore is my middle finger. -.- then now it's red. raaah! it's hurting like wth ._. oh well, who cares. hais, so hungry right now. waiting for the water to boil. then can cook my maggi mee. :x hahahahs. :DDDDD i'm missing someone, yeah. D: he isn't online nehs. D: raaah! :x bleahs, bye.
nonono, JESSLIN TAN JIE LING says no. i won't confess de. :x
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17:41
:) BOREDOM. i miss you.
:D changed my skin. hahah, issit nice? i don't want the previous one anymore. it doesn't have a meaning liao. -.- i'm feeling giddy again. diao lahs. ;x blahs, i'm bored. D: raaah!
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16:24
:) raaaaaaah. D: i fear rejection!
:DDDDDDDDD listening to xing fu de li you. dammit, i cannot type chinese letters all of a sudden. -.- whatever. and the song is recommended by a crazy ass. :x okays lahs, joking. later he kill me. ;Pp. listening to tian tian de by jay chou too. ;D it's nice. :D whatever. hmm, i feel that the cbox colour is rather disturbing in this skin. i don't know why. i just feel that way. maybe i change skin liao lor. -.- since i'm free now. :D except that people are chatting with me. persuading me to confess. -.-
everyone is persuading me to confess. since he's single. and not attached like before. hais, i don't know lahs. we just know each other not long only. plus, i don't even know if he likes me. and i don't think he does lahs. D: after all, i don't wanna make the same mistake again. i made that mistake twice already. and yeah, i fear rejection.
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15:22
:) photos. :D
hehehe, les'partner and yilin. :D hearts them, yeahs. :D
my phone and the keychain brought in korea. :D
this is the picture of the keychain in the package. :x
blahs, my phone. with my face on it -.- ugly, yes i know.
i look retarded in both of the photos lahs. -.-
yesyes, i look SUPER RETARDED.
raaah! :x
i'm bored right now.
i wanna chat with peiyuan. hahahs.
i wanna play audi with him.
can pwn him. :x no lahs.
just kidding.
at least play with him,
he try all the modes. -.-
i always stick to the same one.
ohyeah, i wanna play NIGHT! :x
but then, i think my audi got problem? :x
cannot connect to server just now.
then ended up, i ps aloysius. :x
SORRY ALOYSIUS! >.>
didn't mean it.
psps. :x
i go try audition again. :D
bye peeps.
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14:03
:) GAMBATEH! :D
ohmygosh. my brother got back his results for PSLE. and he got 183 for his aggregate score. wahs? :x i can't believe he got that high lahs. :x bullshit! :x i have no confidence in my own brother. hahahas. :x anyway, he got 3 Bs and 1 C. and that C is MATHS! :D he's the same as me last time. hahahs, except that his chinese got B, which i didn't. hahahas. :DDD i'm happy for him lahs. but he's going to Bowen Sec. -.- he don't wanna come my school. -.- zzzz. but nevermind. see if bowen will accept him nots. :DD i WILL force him to put one of the choice as my school, yeah. :D ohyeah, my cousin got 147. raaah! :x it's bad lahs. he got U-grade for science. saddened. D: but, he didn't retain. he got into NORMAL TECHNICAL. which is goood already lahs, better than retain right? GAMBATEH lahs KENDRICK. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i still cannot believe that my brother got 183. wth? :x and ohyeah, audrey said, if my brother had do the five questions in the maths paper, he might have gotten a B for maths. and he WOULD be able to get into express. and yeah, i agree. he missed out five problem sums. cause no time to do, yeahs. whatever. it's over already. two more years. and it is kenneth's turn to take the PSLE. raaah, and i'm gonna get MUCH MORE WORRIED than now. -.- he is always fooling around lahs. and he IS the uncivilised cousin that i had, if you guys had read my nick. blahs, whatever.
my stomach is hurting REALLY badly. no idea why. -.- my mother is going to work soon. and then it will be PEACE in the family. :x hahahs, no lahs. i will be alone at home then. it's goood to be alone at HOME. and not other places. :D blahs, boy i miss you. :x
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13:21
:) music fanatic. :D
:D put a song into my blog already. it's nice lahs, if you guys don't like it. just press STOP beside the refresh button jiu okay le. :D it's a theme song from the anime, bleach. :D bleach has tons of theme songs lahs. -.- this is nice. nicer than the ALONES. hahah. :DDD i'm bored right now. later my mother come home, then i cannot use the computer already. D: raaaaaaah! hais. boredom! :x lalalas. bye. :DD
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10:28
:) boy, i wonder what you're thinking.
i switched off the computer at 1.41am. but i slept at around 2am. whatever. so bored right now. i woke up way too early. haven't even gotten 8 hours of sleep. hais, i woke up at 9am. so, i slept for 7 hours only. sian. nothing to do right now. raaaaaaaah! i shall play audition bahs. bye. :D
8 letters ; 3 words ; 1 meaning. i love you.
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09:45
:) false hopes.
i'm so tired right now. i wanna sleep. but i also wanna wait. D: i don't wanna give myself false hopes. and in the end, i think i did. hais. so dumb lahs. D: still, i guess i'm gonna wait. until 2am. if he isn't on, then i shall sleep.
anyway, nights people.
UPDATED. bored right now. haven't slept yet. it's 1.40am already. i guess i'm really dumb to wait, yeah. hais, whatever. kept listening to 自由不变. no idea why, i just like the song, yeahs. hais, BOREDOM. i'm feeling really really tired right now. D: 20more minutes and i'm off to bed. hais, goooooodnight.
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01:14
21.11.07
:) i'm waiting ...
okays, i'm so bored right now. PeiYuan isn't online yet!! raaahs! wonder where he went. -.- okays, whatever. crunchyroll has SHUGO CHARA episode SEVEN. :DDDDDDD yaynesss lahs ! :DDDDDDDD i watched already. this time got english subtitles. :D but the episode is boring lahs. :x lalalalas. i'm really bored. -.- i have nothing to say. and i'm feeling really sleepy. i wonder if i should continue waiting. zz, oh well, wait bahs. it isn't the first time anyway. gooodbye peeeps. :DDD everyone sleep early wor! :D
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23:37
:) i wanna go out with you again. :x
:DD was fooling around with peiyuan just now. since he said his heart was itching. i asked him to scratch it. :x even though i know that it's impossible. hahahas. and he kept asking who i like lahs. :D who is the ' him ' in my cravings list. :D hahah, i won't say de lahs. PEIYUAN; you slowly think bahs. :D i told you alot about that guy's details le. :DDDD more than what i've told kenneth. -.- hahahas. smsing YILIN and EUGENIA right now. yilin is talking with me about that ' him '. while eugenia is talking about hb. -.- and i don't care yeahs. :D i really don't. i don't care if he's a hongster or not. it doesn't matter anymore. he's no longer in my heart. :D :DDDD i just love the ' HIM ' in my craving list. :D and i think PEIYUAN will go crazy thinking who that person is. but i don't understand why he's so interested to know lahs. -.- hahahs, whatever. :DDDDDDD i wanna go out with HIM again! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
UPDATED! peiyuan said he was going to online 24hours. but he now not online! left me to rot alone. :x okays, i'm just kidding. i think he most probably is on his way to his ahmah house. hahahas. i'm really really bored lahs ! still chatting with yilin. my prepaid card gonna no money le. D: howhowhow! :x must go top up le. :x actually right, it should last till 27th Novemeber de. :x but then, now left 17dollars. i'm not sure if it would last six more days. and yeah, on the 27th, WENLING IS COMING BACK. :DDDDDDDDDDDD i CAN'T wait for that day to come. :DDDDDDDD whoppee! :x i miss WENLING. i haven't really chat with her this few days. and when she's back, i'm gonna tell her who i like. :x well duh, diedie MUST share with my closest friend right? x))) hahahs. :D i MISS WENLING. raaaaaah! :x blahs, i'm having a headache right now. everytime think of him jiu liddat. i wonder why? -.- i'm SUPER hyper right now. really really hyper. should have followed peiyuan to yishun then come back again. -.- tooo hyper le. diao. hahahs. i go download songs for YILIN liao. BYE peeeeeps! :D
BOY, I MISS YOU. :x
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22:13
:) :DDDDDDD
:DDD boredom! diao. played audition just now. tried so many modes. diao, i played one-two party. and it totally sucked. -.- then i played beat up too. not bad lah. for a beginner like me. -.- hahaha. then stopped playing. when my brother said he wanna use the computer. blahs, whatever.
block me by all means. hongster. :D it doesn't matter at all. 'cause you're no longer in my heart. and guess what, i hate you.
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19:18
:) i have no idea what to say.
chatting with someone right now. and i totally don't know what to say. my head is SPINNING. -.- just like yesterday. i don't know why. D:
anyway, i have no idea what to say. raaah, my mind is blank. i totally have no idea what to say. -.- HOW. LOL. :x i'm very nervous right now. raaaah. a bit hurt right now -.- but, then a bit happy also. blahs, so crazy lahs. bye.
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14:07
:) and i know, i shouldn't love you.
okays, the 1E4 peeps are going to escape today. -.- and, pohmun and patricia reached already. then alot of guys don't want go. so left DEHAN. then he trying to find someone accompany him. alright. -.- it's very confusing. at first, the trip was changed to saturday cause dehan has soccer practice. then alot of people can't. so it's still today. then dehan was late cause of practice. but he still at home la -.- then i don't know whether yilin went. cause that time when they changed to saturday. she doesn't know. so i told her. then now change back. i wonder if she knows. if she smsed pat and pohmun, she should know. but i don't know if she did. raaaah! whatever.
anyway, i have decided to stay at home and starve. and i'm really bored right now. i have no idea why. D: diao -.- suddenly thought of something. hahahs, about my previous blog. the url was also ' number-07@bs.com ' it was private though. so yeah, a lot of people hunting for it. wait, i guess it's only two. according to sheena's answer. :D and hell yeah, I MISS HIM ! :x
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13:08
:) i'm behind you all the way. :DD
i'm rather crazy right now. i cannot stop smiling. :x hahahas. whatever. :D
slept at 12am last night. then woke up at around 9.30am. by a phone call. from my brother's friend. anyway, i'm alone at home right now. my brother went out to eat lunch with his friend. so yeah, i haven't eat yet. and i lazy to go downstairs buy. :x should i go out to have lunch? or stay at home and starve? :x i don't know.
blah, JIAYOUJIAYOU in woo-ing the girl. :D failed once, nevermind de. try again. GAMBATEH! :D
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11:50
20.11.07
:) 191107. :D
it's rather boring right now. watched shugo chara episode one with my brother. hahahas. episode seven isn't out yet. D: hais. i'm feeling really giddy right now. i feel as though, i'm gonna vomit soon. wth. eugenia asked me what happened to him. and i'm blurred. -.- what happened to him? how i know? -.- and i don't care. diao. whatever. bored ! tired ! giddy ! :x hahas. seeyahs.
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23:17
:) 191107. x33s
okay, i decided to create this new blog lahs. -.- cause, i can't live without blogging. i'm addicted. hahahs. whatever.
i have been watching ' seto no hanayome ' for the past few days. and it's really nice lahs. finished the last episode today. very touching, yeah. :D anyway, hahah. i shall update about yesterday bahs. since i went out and had fun. :D
YESTERDAY i met up with carol at 10am. eh, i'm late lahs. :x cause, i was busy calling my mother at 10am. :x to tell her that i'm going out. last minute. :x but i know confirm can go. hahah. just nid to inform her nia. then took 74bus to find jiarong, noel and peiyuan. near the community center there. then took 88 to pasir ris interchange. they were fooling around in the bus lahs. then i was listening to my songs. so i didn't hear what they were talking about. but got once, i turned back. then they kept laughing. so i asked carol, then she said they disiao-ing the childs infrnt. diao -.- so naughty, yeahs. :x hahahs. then reached there. i thought take bus lahs. so carol and i went to the right side. but then they want walk there -.- then i think is peiyuan bahs. he suan us -.- by saying : you all never go escape before issit? -.- retarded, yeahs. anyway, reached there, tio-ed suan again. -.- this time, carol and me both nothing to say. but we find it funny. cause he said " you two plus together 26years old le. still don't know how to go downtown. " zz. -.- liddat say us. :x hahahs. anyway, reached there. the guys bullied carol, they asked her to buy the tickets. so yeah, we, two girls queued up. then brought 5tickets. so it's thirtyfive dollars. then we gave a fifty dollar note. and forgot to get our change back. -.- so yeah, fifteen dollars flew away. each of our 3dollars were gone. saddened. then it rained. so, we went to eat at the foodcourt. ate spaghetti. and yeah, i laughed like a maddie. noel kept saying the noodles were worms. and so and so. carol, jiarong and me ate till very pekchek. then i kept laughing. ended up, i took out my earpiece. and i couldn't hear him anymore. but i see carol laugh, i still will follow her laugh. -.- don't know why. then we went back. and while walking back, it rained again. -.- wth. nevermind, entered escape. and went into the haunted house first. and hell yeah, it's freaking scary lahs. a lil malay boy followed us too. and he's like so freaking scared yeah. he held on to me damn freaking tight. seriously, i was scared too. >.> i didn't dare look at anything. i looked at the floor and walked. holding on to someone infrnt of me. but i have no idea who issit -.- anyway, left the place. and found out that my arm was totally red. -.- cause the lil boy grabbed damn tightly lahs. whatever. then wanted to play flipper ; superman ; wet and wild. but ended up, didn't play lor. totally wasted 10dollars there lahs. hais, we only played haunted house, family coaster and the tiny ferris wheel. :x the ferris wheel right, we squeezed four person in. DAMN squeezy lahs. but it was really funny. the cabin was shaking when jiarong wanted to come in. noel didn't play. he didn't play at all. except for the haunted house. others right, all he didn't play. anyway, we left the place at 1pm plus. then we went to GRANDLINK SQUARE cause noel and peiyuan wanna play pool. $4.80 an hour. if i'm not wrong. watched them play lor. it was kinda funny. ball thirdteen didn't wanna enter the pocket. it just stopped right before it drops in. was really freaking funny lahs. hahaha. then carol and me sit there till really really tired. so we went to the arcade. then we played games. :x the first game was bomberman. it totally sucks yeah. i couldn't kill the monsters. it was hard for me to control lahs. -.- then we played puzzle bobble. played one game only. cause peiyuan came after that. i thought he was jiarong at first. -.- anyway, he wanted to play with carol. yupyup, so let him play. then i watched. later, peiyuan played the drums. :DDDD but he was just a beginner. so yeah, he wasn't as good as the other peeps. then helped him choose the songs lor. he failed twice when he played believe in love. hahaha. after that, jiu stop playing. and left that place. then we went to suntec city. ;DDDDDDD to watch THE BEE MOVIE. :DDDDDDD jiarong treat us all. :D richass. :x actually, after treating us, he no money left. just like peiyuan and me. carol left 10dollars. noel left 18dollars, i think. blahs, jiarong and carol moved all the way in. so yeah, i moved in too. then peiyuan at first sat at the top. but then suddenly got one couple came. then he went further in. but after that, he came down. and sat beside me cause he scared later got more pple. so yeah, then watched the movie. and it was freezing cold in the cinema lahs. peiyuan put his hands in his shirt. :x hahaha, i saw it. actually, if i wasn't at home, i would have done the same thing. :x cause it was really really cold inside. and i didn't bring my jacket. so yeah, DAMN COLD. blahs, after the movie, took 107bus home. :D then walked from hougang stadium to my house. then we parted at xinmin there. the three guys sent carol home. then i walked alone. D: hahaha, no lahs. x) my house was really near. so yeah, hahah. :DDDDDDD had fun lahs. :DDDDDD
TODAY woke up at 10.30am. laid in bed together with my brother till 11am. woke up, brushed my teeth, bathed. and used the computer. and the msn virus was irritating me, yeahs. -.- so decided to use e-buddy. at least, it won't send a single thing. -.- blahs, watched finished seto no hanayome. :D shugo chara episode seven isn't out yet. veoh has the episode already. but without english subtitles. but i still watched lahs. even though, i don't understand. somehow, the episode is kinda boring lor. -.- only that HINAMORI AMI is able to see the shugo charas. and they are shocked. but i think AMI-CHAN will have guardians next time too. blahs. i'm feeling really giddy right now. i have no idea why. oh well, whatever. :DDDD i guess i might be sleeping early today. whatever, seeyahs. :D
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